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It definitely can, depends on what do you want to master. Mastery / Deep Understanding is my second top value. If you use Mastery to help yourself and others attain emotional insight / Truth, it is a high consciousness value. Of course, you wouldn't say that an e-sport celebrity who has mastered his video game is making the world more conscious.
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https://scottjeffrey.com/personal-core-values https://actualized.org/blueprint/values
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@Ether Didn't you get the heavy... SARCASM? Aand you are attached to detaching
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@Ether ? ? ? ? You are a genius @Charlotte Seems like we have similar callings, don't we?
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Who knows?
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My life purpose is to let purity manifest in me and purify sentient beings
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Torkys replied to Ether's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It sometimes doesn't work for me either, @Ether. You gotta delete the "@" and type it again. @Faceless This was your first album mixtape that I listened multiple complete tracks from, so congrats on that! Things I think you could improve: definitely the production and audio quality (in "Ego" your rappin' and the music being out of sync ruined it and those exhales are annoying), your rapping skills, and your lyrics - maybe it's just me but it just scratches the surface and has no deep-deep meaning. Try adding more poetic value to your lyrics - try writing a song in two or three days even, quality over quantity. Also, keep knowin' because you are stuck expressing the same knowledge and experiences. -
All problems are internal. Notice that it is your problem that you made a thing a problem. You won't be angry if you drop some expectations. Anger - as far as I understand - is a reaction to breaking an expectation. Accept anger. Hating anger will just generate more of it but this is no reason to repress your hatred neither. Accept all of it.
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You are welcome They do but at this level of understanding and consciousness, I couldn't really make my life about anything else.
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@Ether Wise words, maan. @egoless Consider this catch 22: Your attachment to freedom is exactly the reason you can't attain it. I will be dealing with a similar problem when I'll align myself with my life purpose. My attachment to purity and to my life purpose need to be released in order to achieve it.
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Hey @AuthenticMeli and welcome to the forum! Congratulations on revealing your inner world to this forum! This is a huge step to take, you should be proud of yourself! You will face many threshold guardians along this journey - you are becoming a hero! Don't let any of them scare you off, even if you fall you still gotta get up and shed the old and anxious Meli. I wish to get people to be like you. People who open up and shed their resistance and ignorance. That's what I am here for. I am so proud of you! I am waiting for you to take off that headscarf!
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Seems like I followed Leo's 6 keys to powerful communication here. I am known as a good writer so this should have helped alot. "Coming out" with these things (spirituality and life purpose) is part of the process of actualizing my life purpose. Authenticity as a value won't stay with me, it is evolving into "Releasing Resistance" as I predicted it to happen.
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@Elisabeth @Charlotte Thank you! Even though I got into the flow state while writing this and I gave you the best outline I could, I still fail like I could have done better. I have failed to communicate how connected I am to my purpose. Maybe that's not possible - while trying to figure out my purpose I had a really hard time translating my deep-seated passion into words. This post validated my intuition that I should communicate emotional insight as opposed to intellectual ones. Maybe I'll become a romantic-style poet, I don't know. Infinite Intelligence gave me the idea to start a blog (most likely in Hungarian) but I will consider starting a journal here and if I do I will sure to notify you. @i am I AM True knowledge can't be communicated and Source Intelligence can only work with stuff you feed it.
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See the links and the journey I shared there. If you want a TL;DR version of what I think will help you is this exercise and getting deeply in touch with your intuition / Infinite Intelligence. I don't know my outlet yet but I will experiment and find that.
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Hey everyone! A combination of events which I will describe in detail later on caused me to be able to channel Infinite Intelligence almost non-stop. When I am alone, I can focus on a problem and let consciousness do the work for me and I get much more clarity on an issue. Even though I had similar "abilities" before, this has become really pronounced this week. A few days ago was doing this exercise to find my life purpose when I hit a point where two seemingly contradicting life purposes popped up. I had the intuitive urge to shut down my laptop and go to a dark room and to meditate. What happened was astounding - consciousness itself assembled the 9 values I had into 2 big ones, Authenticity and Understanding. I saw how these values guided my life since I was 4 or 5 years old - I almost started crying. After that, I put my attention on how these values are connected but I didn't get my answer. After that, I watched Leo's video on loneliness and a video by a Hungarian guru I stumbled on titled "Silence speaks" (A csend beszél) detailing the spiritual properties and intelligence of silence. After that I was hooked - I have been sitting alone in silence for hours since 3 days ago. Clarity around my life purpose has increased radically - the two values got connected leaving me mumbling "What the actual fuck, no fucking way!", I brought 2 values back into my arsenal, and I have a vision that almost makes me cry -, insights come to me effortlessly, and I have a clear direction to move towards. I am being guided by Infinite Intelligence right this very second - it decided on writing this post, on the amount of ice I had in my drink, on the music I listen to right now and this whole post is being written from Infinite Intelligence as well. Did anyone experience a similar thing? What can you tell me about it? How the fuck did this get here? What do you say - how to make the most out of if this is just a temporary thing? Also, if you have any questions about Infinite Intelligence, feel free to ask. Thanks for reading this and greetings from the Universe
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@Nahm Thank you! You already showed alot of support, you always warm my heart! I haven't noticed until you mentioned. Joseph went through the hero's journey, got help from the forum, now he gave assistance for a new hero. Wonderful,... @Charlotte You replied OMG! Thank you and you are welcome!
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Torkys replied to Torkys's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Well, if you give it the right axioms and some time... -
Torkys replied to Empty's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Empty This was and still is a problem for me. I was craving connection with others until I started building the connection I will always have - to myself and to Infinite Intelligence. After this, I wasn't on Messanger every evening trying to say "Hi, how are you?" to everybody. -
Torkys replied to phoenix666's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Don't trust anybody - not even me (but Leo, this is paradoxical ) - and verify everything in your direct experience. -
Torkys replied to phoenix666's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Ether Pls back off and work on your next mixtape (there ya go, TheChristeo ) @phoenix666 I am 99% sure that chakras are real. I have experienced energy accumulating, releasing, and feeling blocked exactly where my chakras are / would be and with exactly the issues correlates with the specific chakra. In my experience, you can feel closed chakras more than open ones. Unfortunately, I haven't experienced the opening of any of my chakras. I am pretty sure that experience was beneficial! -
Thanks @Nahm and @i am I AM! I will write about discovering my life purpose on this subforum soon, I will be sure to tag both of ya. An awesome mindset to implement, thank you! Even though I am afraid of my death and don't actively pursue enlightenment, I am "destined" to me fully grasp that this is my only option, to work towards it, and to die if I go all the way so this will be "useful" (I am so pragmatic here ). Thanks, @Nahm! That's what it takes to be 100% committed! Thank you! I think I will to with the most pragmatic approach possible. Building up my ego which will be able to release my impurities, including any empowerments it had and finally my purpose to Truth.
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I found my life purpose and already did my first round of visualization yesterday. I made becoming 100% committed to my life purpose a goal but I am confused around an issue. My life purpose fully embodied means the death of my identity - I am moving towards enlightenment even though I am not committed right now - but subconscious reprogramming techniques (visualization, affirmations) seem to build/change and not destroy the ego. Essentially, by using techniques that in theory would move me towards my life purpose actually move me further. How to sort this issue out? My current position is that subconscious reprogramming will strengthen my ego to the point where it is going to be ready to surrender and embody the vision but I am still skeptical.
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This is awesome, thanks! @Arzack, one question: What are the questions useful for after each exercise? Does it have any significance to us or do we need background knowledge to use these?
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I agree with @Matt8800. This is an ego backlash, just observe it. Watch this video: Other than that, your ego is playing tricks on you. As the title of this video suggests, the thing that hurts you isn't awareness; it's your ego. Shit is surfacing and your ego blames it on awareness.
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Torkys replied to Truth Addict's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Truth Addict There are many problems with this claim. First of all, enlightenment ≠ happiness. Yesterday I found my life purpose, I was so happy I almost shed tears but I didn't get the true non-dual nature of my purpose. This should be common sense but with closed-mindedness, you create a situation for yourself where your happiness is dependent on circumstances. This is what I call being emotionally metastable. There is nothing wrong with this state; if you can maintain it until the end of your life without any struggle, why go through the work to destroy your ignorance. The problem starts when the rubber meets the road - this can't be done so you go to a less metastable state until you finally arrive at liberation and the death of your ego.