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I am do happy for you! Continue, do the work and change the world! What's next? @Nahm summarized this perfectly for me: "So be where you are now. You have determined what you want, congrats, that’s great! Align everything with it. When you eat, first ask how this aligns with my LP. When you sleep, ask how much sleep puts me in alignment with my LP? Cover your walls with it, fill your head from your heart with it, speak of it only in the most positive empowering terms or say nothing at all, hear no one & no thing which implies you can’t achieve it, and notice how people come out of the woodwork in the most timely subtle way to assist you. The universe has your back. Your ‘role’, is just don’t fuck it up."

Are you willing to take all of your training wheels off and not go back to them even if you are going through hell?

Can I give the answer you would give yourself? Surrender to the numbness. The very reason you don't get positive emotions is that you resist the negative ones. Let go even if it means a trip to hell - which will lead you to Nirvana.

@Max_V If Wisdom and Compassion will feel authentic after you fully let go of resistance, they themselves aren't the problem. Your resistance is what is what makes them feel inauthentic. As for Independence, ask what this value will give you or why is this your value. As a new value comes up, question that. Repeat this until you get to a value which you only want for itself. It may actually join Wisdom or Compassion. Other than that, Love is the strongest antidote to separation and resistance. You deserve more Love, not less

The invisible sky daddy is a bastardization of the descriptions of the Absolute.

One for each of your chakras! If you order 7, we will ship them for free.

@phoenix666 Actually, I was about to study when I got this idea and I spent 20 minutes making this. I just couldn't help myself.

Before anyone steals my idea Jokes aside but keeping the metaphor, I think you should stock up on Love brownies or the less potent Acceptance or Gratitude brownies. They will transform you and make people around you more loving and accepting as well. Other than that, here we are! Start a journal if you desire to! Also, you may find some helpful advice in this thread:

When you are useful af

Even though Leo has made a video about karma, the definition he is using now is different, he seems to have alot of knowledge of the topic.

Strength is what are you already good at. Values are to be embodied and to be worked towards.

So be it. He already provided so much fucking value to us but I doubt he would ever completely abandon us. His life purpose is to share insights which he can not do all by himself

@QandC The dose can be tailored to the level of realization and the commitment of the person. With enough time and tripsitters, I think it can be done.

@Leo Gura Have you ever thought of organizing group 5-MeO-DMT retreats?

@Max_V If you lived fully authentically without resistance, would these still be your values? What is the driving force behind you wanting each of your values to feel authentic?

*The only way to become @egoless @Arkandeus Watching some Matt Kahn videos and contemplation made me resolve this "paradox". Love is the strongest antidote to seperation. If you want to get rid of resistance, you have a resistance to resistance and from this place one can not dissolve the ego. The only way this dissolves ego is through allowance and unity - and true love the purest thing that entails these. True love is free from attachment.

I am writing about this mainly because my intuition told me so - also because I have mentioned it and experimenting with methods of expressing myself is one of my goals. I resisted doing this for like 45 minutes so... It all began in November 2017 when I realized that I lack a vision for my life about which I wrote in this post: Fortunately, @Joseph Maynor commented on this post suggesting me to do life purpose work. Joseph, you provided me with resources and got me to explore my psyche, a huge thanks goes to you! In December I did VIA's strength assessment test and got my strengths figured out. I also went through Joseph's journal and started doing the exercises he did. They clarified some things but the one exercise that gave me the best results was Pavlina's (emotional intelligence) life purpose exercise. Essentially, you brainstorm life purpose ideas, try to find the ones that emotionally trigger you until you start crying typing/seeing one of them - that's your purpose. It is suggested to do this in one sit even though this will be one of the most frustrating exercises you will ever do in your life - not in my case. I started doing this exercise in January and skipped 2 months. Those 63 minutes I spent doing it January I already got some results. A quote from my commonplace book where I did the exercise: In February, I found my values using this technique (this will be important later) : In March, I continued doing the life purpose exercise and a remarkable thing happened. I was stuck between 2 purposes - making people authentic and ridding people of ignorance. I described the event in my post about discovering Infinite Intelligence - without which I would still be completely clueless: After this and getting hour-long "downloads" from Infinite Intelligence, I continued the exercise, the purpose I really ended it was "freeing people from impurities". Now, I need to make it clear (hehe) what purity means to me. What unites authenticity and understanding - my top 2 values - is that they rid people of things which covers up their true nature: inauthenticity and ignorance. I remember realizing this and whispering "Oh my fucking God!" over and in the dark at 1 AM. So I will use the following definition of pure in this post: "free from resistance and ignorance". Purity is what makes people more conscious; you can replace it God, consciousness, Truth, anything of that nature. On March 7th, my intuition told me to meditate for an hour - so I did. I haven't meditated in weeks so this made me appreciate the difficulty of work ahead of me to become pure. While I was meditating, my intuition said that I should do intuitive writing about my life purpose (heh, what a selfish bastard ), so that's what I did. I started writing at 0:30 AM. I wrote about how sharing of my purity and purifying by sharing are the parts of my purpose - one night I started crying when I visualizing my current closest life purpose (to become a force of purification out of raw purity of soul) and I wanted to capture that feeling - and I realized that this purpose is dualistic. I wrote out the requirements for my life purpose statement, wrote one down and I wanted to make it the most non-dual I could but the one who made it more and more non-dual wasn't me - it was Infinite Intelligence. My search finally ended at around 1:20 AM when I wrote down this purpose: "My life purpose is to let purity manifest in me and purify sentient beings." I was shocked when I discovered my purpose. How could the Universe give such a noble purpose? (@Charlotte, if you can call a purpose noble, this must be it ) I am essentially dying to Truth and let it heal the world. I am still in the process of integration and buying fully into it. Two more reasons for sharing this: one is providing resources and inspiration for those of you who haven't found their purpose and this puts a pressure on me to make this purpose a reality. Finally, I would tag @Nahm, @i am I AM and @cirkussmile because they might be interested. Thank you for reading this!

Oh boy! My first report ever. Preparation - the day before doing breathwork When I heard that I will be alone in my house until the early afternoon, I got super excited - I wanted to try this technique. I rewatched the video about it. After that, my intuition told me to do a short test run, so I did it for like 4-5 minutes. Intense vibration in my hand, feeling the blockages in my heart and throat chakra. I felt lightheaded and craved oxygen for the next hour. Because of this, I decided that I will do 20 minutes instead of 30. I made the audio for the session. I downloaded prehistoric music and added gongs at the 10, 15 and 17,5-minute mark. These were the intervals where I could allow myself to stop. After that, I set an alarm and went to sleep. The setup After I woke up I immediately drank water, brought 2 blankets and a pillow to the biggest furniture-free area - the setup went smoothly. Before starting doing the breathing technique, I felt a mix of excitement and fear. I hit play, laid down and off I went. The next 17,5 minutes and recovery The first ten minutes went smoothly. The vibration in my hand wasn't that intense this time - maybe because of the occasional microspasms. 10-17,5 minutes: The vibration became more intense and the microspasms happened just the tiny bit more often. I didn't feel any emotions - different techniques work for different people, I thought. I don't know why I turned it off at the 17,5-minute mark - which has really hard because of the vibration in my hands. My body started shaking like never before. I felt I was shaking off the subtle suffering of everyday life. I got the idea to take a cold shower which later turned out to be a hot one because I wanted to test if I am just shivering or am I really purging this much tension from my body - it turned out to be the latter. I was left with neck pain for an hour or two - most likely of energetic origin - and the insight that I should connect with my body. This is a technique that one should use carefully but it has alot of potential.

I have only 3 - they are only really one value: Authenticity / Releasing Resistance Deep Understanding Beauty They all lead to Purity - or God, Light, Source, Mu, whatever you wanna call it.

"Everything is the Light of divine perfection at various levels of maturity" - Matt Kahn

This is where the cliche begins: meditation is not when you sit down to meditate on a couch, meditation is a lifestyle. If this is a "valid" practice or not is no question; whatever activity that you do which grows you is valid - no matter what it is.

And even the people who created these techniques stole the Intelligence from God to create them

Thank you soo much for this!

Nah, thats your level of counsciousness Now, I don't want to make this thread a "Somebody attacks the topic starter and then everybody takes sides and then we start an unconscious debate part 2" (see part 1 here), but I agree with @Arman. @Ether, see that you are an attention seeker. Tell me, why else would you tag like 5 people under like 50% of your posts and post unnecessary replies to your posts? You unconsciously defend yourself while claiming to have sided with Truth and non-attachment - using these as means to defend yourself. You claim to be emotionally unaffected after reading alot of compliments and even negative opinions and you point out things to people from a very limited, rigid set of beliefs. This manifested perfectly in one of your recent replies to one of my comments: That's exactly what higher consciousness people - and doctors - do. With this justification, you denied the fact that outside sources may point out Truth to you and destroy your ignorance. I am not attacking you as a person. I attack the aspects of you which are causing you suffering - inb4 you say it's egotistical, it is.

A good channel name will make him achieve his vision more efficiently. @mohdanas Please notify us when you start your channel. Looking forward to seeing it!