lostmedstudent

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  1. https://www.bluegoba.com/shop/N-N-Di-Methyl-Tryptamine-Vaporizer-p373550137 only in canada though
  2. will you be the only one guiding the experience? how will you screen candidate and their mental health ? i would say its best to have a therapist or MD help you screen paricipants
  3. @something_else i am happy in my primary relationship so i would not have made it sound like that. and i would never date this new guy. he was just very good with women. i enjoyed being swept off my feet and adored and womanized hahah! i need to find more guys with good game
  4. @theleelajokerthank you appreciate the advice
  5. @LordFallthat does make sense. maybe it was part of his pick up game. thanks
  6. @Hojohes not the first person i met. i ve been on several dates. most didnt even lead to a 2nd date due to my lack of interest. hes the first person i met that made me feel instant attraction!
  7. @something_elsewhy did you hook up with her then? if there was no chemistry , i would not have hooked up. i expect the same?!?! lol clearly its different for guys
  8. ive been in a monogamous relationship with a wonderful partner for 7 years. we recently opened up our relationship so we can both explore and have fun. neither of us have been romantically involved with many others since we started dating when we were early 20s. We are both looking for FWB kind of arrangement and not looking for another GF/BF/Partner so I met this guy 2 months ago on Feeld (its an online dating app for people who are poly/open). This guy has a long distance gf himself. both of us are looking for casual FWB. the date went extremely well. AND LET ME TELL YOU, ive never felt that much chemistry towards anyone almost instantly! he was so charming and attractive and I was totally womanized. I was just exploding with hormones and head over heels instantly. I slept with him that night and had an amazing time. this is highly unusual for me because i dont easily get attracted to people or feel super horny. i have never hooked up with anyone in my life! and boom, i meet him and there was no doubt in my mind that id happy to let him do anything he wanted to me. So after that date, i was head over heels. to me, this would be a perfect FWB situation. so following the date is kinda puzzling to me. I dont get hit on often, nor do i do casual sex ever, so maybe i am just naive, but this guy clearly doesnt want to see me again. It's been over 2 months, I have made several attempts to arrange a second date, and there is always an excuse and didnt work out. But we are both adults. we both have partners, if he doesnt want to see me, why isnt he telling me this? i feel like an open relationship is where you can be open and honest with the communication. I know i should just give up BUT because i have never had such incredible chemistry with anyone else, i am kind of lashing onto this and hoping in vain that i can see him again and feel so adored again. So I still text him once in a while, and he still responds to me..... so i am confused. I know there probably isnt a logical answer, and deep down i know i just need to move on and go on more dates and meet another guy who is available. BUT IT WAS SO GOOD i dont want to let it go!!! I WANT TO KNOW WHY A GUY DOESNT WANT CASUAL SEX ?!?! like im not asking him to be my BF! i just want to hook up again. i thought guys want no string attached sex?!?!??!
  9. @Leo Gura will you update the book list soon?
  10. @Leo Gura do you use good reads? some where i can check out your reading lists
  11. I came across this blog post: https://www.actualized.org/insights/lots-of-new-books is the book list updated? I purchased it many years ago. I am wondering if you have already shared these new books you discovered?
  12. I follow your blogs and find your lifestyle very interesting and inspiring : from the products you use and recommends to some of the music you share and little facts like you like to drive around with music to comtemplate. I am curious if you could share some of your daily routines. Thank you
  13. do not recommend tripping with family or other roommates if they are not aware what you are planning to do !!! speaking from experience, BAD IDEA
  14. Any forum member from Amsterdam interested to meet up? I am in Amsterdam until oct 27th let me know ! would love to have a local show me around and have interesting discussions!!
  15. @Raptorsin7 good idea! how are you doing man! its been a while @mandyjw is there an eipisode in particular? thanks