kieranperez

You’re merely picking apart the limits of the language that is my question. You’re not getting what I’m actually asking.

How is love, goodness, intelligence, etc. not be a relative experience when these things can only be known through experienced through relative experience? Can love, goodness, etc. just be said to be the bedrock base of all that is relative? How can gravity not exist prior to my conception of gravity? Things still fall down prior to my conception of gravity. Even if I didn’t even make the distinctions of “things”, there was still an experience of something falling.

Truly incredible and insightful. @Leo Gura you’d love this

@Leo Gura that’s very comforting to hear that. I find the more trips I take now in psychedelics the more I realize how much I need to walk my own path and not anyone else’s. I usually tend to fall into needing to map my life in line with someone else. The more free I am though the more I realize it just never works that way. And it’s one thing to say that. It’s another thing to stop saying it and in fact, stop saying anything and literally just do it. You can’t grow just by collecting insights. Notice that the greatest philosophers LIVED their insights as principles. If you, I, and the world don’t actually do that, it’s just talk. And just talking is breaking integrity. Take the inspiration from this and throw my story away. My story is just a story.

Coming from the guy who inspires me more than probably anybody... THAT means a lot. Honestly it’s when I listen to your videos on vision that just reinstills my faith in myself and my path. My path certainly will not be linear. I tend to learn slower than most and honestly, I probably have more challenges than most... but on the other end I don’t either because I feel my desire for awakening, freedom, and truth to not only be burning and become more drowning, but the more I grow, the more pure it becomes. I won’t lie, I do compare myself to you and other people I admire and that feels rather defeating but im starting to understand through the results im getting what you’ve said all along. Which is vision. Have a burning enough vision that makes your heart burn. Thank you for serving as an example. Thank you for everything and I hope I can meet you one day and say that. I’d probably be in a casket if I didn’t find your videos.

Do you think it's possible to be conscious of the intelligence of the unfolding of evolution through higher level degrees of mastery of things like yoga on a moment by moment basis?

@Leo Gura what eeg machine for neurofeedback did you buy? I don’t have $7k to pay for neurofeedback training. I have no help in being able to pay for that. I remember you saying somewhere that you paid $3k for yours. I’m willing to pay for that. My ADHD since getting off all my meds (Adderall since I was 6 years old till I was 22 and 5 other SSRIs, mood stabilizers, etc. - not counting all the ones I’ve been on) is tearing my life apart. I want this GONE. I can’t function. I can’t make decisions. My life is a mess. My emotions are a mess. I have energy problems now. I’m trying every single damn day so hard to keep this together and pick myself up and start my life over. I’m not able to get help but I’m in a (sage slave) job where I get paid enough where I can probably save up money for a eeg machine. I tried modafinil and other nootropics and it’s the same thing - I adapt and build such a fast tolerance to them in 1-3 days that they stop working and then when I get off I have to go through withdrawal. Sorry for the ramble. Just so frustrated in my life that I need to vent. Thanks.

If that wasn’t a hint I don’t know what is.

When is the last time you approached several girls in a day with the intent to get laid and how consistent were you in that endeavor in terms of days a week?

Nobody is telling you to “buy” anything. Experience for yourself. As a guy who plays victim when it comes to women and sex, you have no authority to say this is bullshit. The only reason you think it’s bullshit is because you don’t take responsibility to find out for yourself whether or not it’s true. That’s NOT skepticism nor openmindedness. Thats dogma.

I’ll slip LSD in their water

Spoken like a true dogmatic victim.

I think the hardest thing emotionally I struggle with in this work is the gap this work is creating between my family and I since I basically grew up with the most blood thirsty atheist family (not to mention emotionally traumatized from what we went through but that’s another bedtime story) and that I’ll never really be able to share this with those who loved me before anyone else. Keeps me up at night sometimes.

I think that interpretation is largely dependent on the stage of development someone is at. For me, that’s where I’m at where all of the meanings and why are just becoming untenable because I’m moving more fully into Green and developing more of a point of view around deconstruction/post-structuralism. In my own experience at this point, I’m at a point in my own cognition where I can’t really see much of why there would be a why to any of this. I’ve had some glimpses on acid but I’m still not satisfied. However, I think your explanations and what not serve as a possibility for sincere seekers to really be open to the possibility of there being “more” as they move further in their development.

@Truthority there’s other questions besides who and what you are. Don’t get myopic with your contemplations

Yeah I guess I missed you when you critiqued the part about where he says it’s “required”.

Positive and negative don’t exist. I’m not telling you to focus on what’s positive. I’m telling you to focus on what’s true. You’re fabricating all these stories and perceptions whether you like it or not. Whether you’re aware of it or not.

Notice the belief and the assumption there. Im telling you. I’m not here to debate. Not discuss or do you job at destroying all your beliefs. That’s your job. If you don’t want to do your job then yeah, you’ll keep assuming this stuff and you’ll be utterly convinced. Keep spinning your wheels in believing there is evil and all this stuff that you believe is external. All we can tell you is that you’re flat out wrong. The rest is up to you to see for yourself.

Lol solipsism assumes there is such a thing as a person just experiencing. There is no experience and there is no you. Hence why you can’t give up your moralism of how you think the world should be. Notice how that has everything to do with you, your preferences, your demands, your perceptions, your interpretations, etc. nothing to do with life itself. You can’t seem to accept that the only reason you feel this way is because of your selfish point of view which is caused by ignorance because you believe that you are a person who needs to survive when in fact, there is no you to be found there.

Lol I’m so happy someone here speaks my language.

You want freedom from the things you’re refusing to give up. You assume reality. Yoy assume morality and good and bad. You there are even other people. You assume evil. You assume there’s even such a thing as “manifestation”. That which neither goes or stops is what’s fundamentally true and real.

I don’t follow.

@Shaun That’s just a limited point of view. There is nothing that isn’t “brought into being” that isn’t because of love. Good and bad don’t exist. You make them up. You learned those distinctions. They aren’t real and neither are you.

Or... maybe that’s just your experience with 5-MeO and other substances. Maybe many people who encounter these substances didn’t have your own purification process or maybe you just didn’t need your own process. I find bilateral symmetry to be pretty much essential because of the amount of energy, trauma, inauthenticity, etc. all locked up and that process helps me and seemingly many others as well. Bilateral symmetry is really just a similar process to Wilhelm Reich process and his concept of orgone energy and releasing and letting out all that neuroticism, fairness, inauthenticity, lies, holding patterns, etc. Or yogic purification practices. Different looking methods. Same process. Same goal.

@Michael569 apologies. I read your post wrong as saying “MORE than $3000” rather than “LESS than $3000”