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  1. Day 81: - ? 15 conscious breaths ✅
  2. Yes I heard him saying that too. What he is saying is pretty similar to what I experienced. It felt like suddenly being able to see how obsessed I have been with myself just the whole time. When I realized that I could put my focus outside of myself and focus on other people.
  3. Hey guys I recently took mdma in a party setting with my brother and some friends (I was the only one taking it) and it was truly eye opening. Normal I am very socially anxious when I am around people even if they are friends or family but this time all of this was just gone and for the first time I felt genuine love and compassion for my friends and my brother. I really loved them. And I told them that I will always be there for them no matter what. But of course you can imagine that that didnt lasted very long. The day after I was back feeling anxious and depressed and now I am kind of obsessed with the thought of getting there the natural way. Do you guys tried mdma and can relate to what I experienced here? And could you give some advice or strategies to getting to that connected, loving place through practice. Because I know that I cant be on mdma 24/7 but I also dont want to remain in my current state now that I have experienced this. Peace!
  4. Day 80: - ?? - 15 conscious breaths ✅
  5. Day 79: - nice song ❤️ - 15 conscious breaths ✅
  6. This one is from my imagination
  7. Thanks to all of you :). Leo could you tell me the title of the book for learning kriya yoga?
  8. My intention is to really connect to and understand people. I also realized that everyone kind of needs human connection and love so I gave it to them because I had it! I cant imagine feeling like it 24/7.
  9. Do you think kriya yoga is superior to meditation?
  10. Day 78: - ney not mine. Too corny - 15 conscious breaths
  11. When Having my first Mdma Trip all my social fears were just gone. I could embrace everyone and everything. It was incredible. It has also shown me what is truly important is love and human relationships. So I want to cultivate that in my life through gratefulness or maybe metta meditation. Do you think doing it after 5 weeks again will be ok?
  12. Day 77: - liked it - 15 conscious breaths ✅
  13. Day 76: - kind of liked because its something different - 15 conscious breaths ✅
  14. Today I sketched in my street sitting on the stairs. Was quite nice... Although it felt a bit uncomfy that all the people were watching...
  15. A picture of my brother. ??
  16. Day 75: - so this is a beatyful song. Okay I admit this one comes a bit late. Thats because I was at the graduation party from my younger brother. - I even did the 15 breaths ✅
  17. Day 74: - awesome song ? - 15 conscious breaths ✅
  19. Felt like doing one more sketch.
  20. A sketch of a ceiling light. Took me about 10- 15 min.
  21. Here is the reference:
  22. Day 73: - ???? - 15 conscious breaths ✅
  23. I did this one in my back yard. But hadnt had much time so its not really complete....
  24. Day 72: - Damn this one pulled me out of a negative mental state ??? - 15 conscious breaths ✅✅
  25. Todays image: