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I've just read this and did a quick read here, it seems very promising. I suffer from Hashimoto, vitiligo, and alopecia areata. They are all autoimmune disorders, I have basically tried everything under the sun, so this is big news coming from you. I'm going to talk with my doctor about this, in the meanwhile @Leo Gura can you expand on your experience with this treatment? Have your health issues improved lately thanks to this treatment? Last I heard you were still struggling a lot with your health problems. My brother suffers as well from fibromyalgia, so I am gonna send that link to him as well.

I remember watching a video from Julien where he did his usual intro "Hey this is Julien fom RSD" while he was banging doggy style a girl. He was mostly recording his face and some of the girl's back. That was fucked up even for 20 years old me in full pick up mode and with no clue about developmental psychology. This was at least 2 years before JulienGate, Owen had plenty of time to correct these issues, I guess he simply didn't perceive anything wrong with these kind of antics.

Last week, I experienced the most profound reactivation episode to date, and it occurred while dreaming. Although I've had other reactivations, none were as intense as this one. It's been over two years since I last used any psychedelics, following a period in which I did more than 200 trips involving mushrooms, 5-MeO-DMT, and 5-MeO-MALT. In the dream, I found myself held captive by two individuals who demanded a ransom for my release. Once they got the ransom, they let me go, but before doing it they poisoned me and set the building where I was being imprisoned on fire. I knew how to get the antidote, but I had only minutes before the poison would begin to kill me. I escaped the building which was about to explode only to find out that my captors had framed me as the perpetrator. The police now believed I was the kidnapper. While I was being held on the ground by police officers, I was trying to explain the whole situation to a female detective, which wasn’t buying it. All of a sudden the poison started killing me, my thumb finger was swelling at growing speed. I was sure I was about to die. But then my swollen thumb finger divided itself in the middle and right at the centre of my thumb appeared the Mind of God, infinity. At this point, I was starting to realize my true identity. In all of the chaos that ensued, I felt the need to ask the female detective, "Who am I?" She was hypnotized by the appearance of infinity in the middle of my thumb and wasn't really listening to me. So I kept asking, again and again, each time more vehemently. She finally answered, "You are God." Then our gazes met, and I could read in her eyes that we were having the same simultaneous realization: "Oh fuck, oh fuck, I'm God! I'm God!" The dream universe was melting down while we were realizing we were the same entity. Just after I died and woke up in the dream to myself as God, I found myself in "real" reality, and the enlightenment experience picked up from where it left off in the dream. At this point, I was fully aware of myself as God, experiencing unity and metaphysical love with my room/consciousness, just as in the peak of a 5-MEO-MALT trip. Waves of bliss flowed from my spine up to my brain, like a kundalini awakening. I decided to breathe, relax, and let the experience cool down. If I had wanted, I could have followed the waves of bliss and kept the experience going, but I chose to let it go. Has anyone else experienced a "dream awakening" such as the one I've shared? What kind of reactivation experiences do you have? Mine tend to be kundalini-related; I often wake up in the middle of the night with waves of bliss flowing through my spine. P.S. I think those nasty kidnappers gave me some "imaginary DMT", not poison.

In your opinion, which are his most profound insights/teachings?

Hey folks, I'm on the hunt for a decent web hosting company and would love to hear your suggestions. I can't really trust influencers or blogs since they often have affiliate deals going on and are biased towards certain hosts. In the past, I used GoDaddy for another project and they were absolute garbage. Their customer service was awful, and my site was down too often. My research so far has brought me to Hostinger. Have any of you used them before? Or do you have a different host that you'd recommend? Here's what I'm looking for in a web host: Solid uptime (unlike GoDaddy, where my site was constantly down) Fast page load speeds Helpful customer support that doesn't make me want to pull my hair out SSL certificate included in the package Easy WordPress installation since I'm not exactly a tech wizard Hit me up with your suggestions and experiences! I really need to find a reliable host that won't give me headaches every other week. Would appreciate your feedback as well @Leo Gura Thanks in advance!

https://www.heroic.us/coach#join This is a course that I was looking into doing myself, but then I changed my goals and future plans. It seems to be extremely good and it’s from Brian Johnson, a guarantee of great products (he was the first YouTuber to do self improvement book reviews 14 years ago) If you end up joining, let us know how it is.

I feel exactly the same, his writing style is unnecessary convoluted. In order to fully understand what he means I have to spend hours on a chapter and be fully focused. On the other hand, there are some chapters that are amazing, for instance the chapter on Plotinus in “The religion of tomorrow”. The only exception I’ve found is his book “No boundary”, it was extremely easy to read. The irony is that I heard Ken saying in one of his interviews that when he was young he spent weeks transcribing Alan Watts’s books in order to absorb Alan’s clear writing style. I guess that didn’t work out, lol

@Rahul yadav Thanks for sharing the blog post. My routine is: 50 talabya; 10 minutes of frenulum stretching; 5 minutes of milking the tongue; I put my tongue as far as I can multiple times throughout the day for as long as I can. Maybe I haven't been as consistent as I could have, but throughout the years I have practiced plenty. I can try to do more talabya, but I doubt it will help...

@martins name Nope, can't do it.

I have been trying to reach kechari mudra for years without success and with only small improvements. I did plenty of different practices but nothing seems to work. I can barely touch the uvula, forget about going behind it. The only thing that is stopping me from starting to nip the frenum is that I know that Lahiri Mahasaya was strongly against this procedure. At the same time, I can intuit how much kechari mudra will deepen my practice. Apart from the risk of infection, that was higher when Lahiri Mahasaya was teaching, anyone here is aware of any serious spiritual reason for Lahiri Mahasaya's suggestion to not cut the frenum?

I am pretty sure they are here to shoot intergalactic documentaries or some sort of reality show, they are watching us back home and laughing at us.

Any news on when you will be able to release it?

Hey @Leo Gura are you going to address the questions that you have received in this thread or are you going to explain everything in your course? I still haven't read a concise explanation of why you claim to be the only one awake and I haven't read a definition of what you mean by "awake", in the way that you are using it lately.