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@Max_V @Shin I didnt get it

Enlightenment.

@Vipassana Ah, i get what you saying @egoeimai Did you learned a lot?

Is that person, you?

Yes, im taking the lowest dose. Im uncertain if i will quit or stay with it for a bit. Guess, Ill take it one day at the time

Well, i have been numb from anti depressants and supressing emotions for years. I dont necesseraly feel an emotion its just an energy near my chest and in my body. Its barely noticable doe

Exactly. Ah man, these enlightenment jokes @Joseph Maynor We get so attached to physical posessions, even our bodies. Guess what, one day its all going away!!!

Today I had a blast browsing this and other forums this afternoon. I had\have a pleasant energy on my body, a littlle bit of stillness (less thoughts, decreased in 90% mind activity). Man, if this is pleasant, just imagine when i feel strong positive emotions. Its gon blow me mind , maine

Yeah, im not completely free. I still have thoughts but its aight. I JUST OBSERVE BABYYYYYYYYYYYY

@Joseph Maynor A guru is a concept. It doesnt exist in reality. Look at your hand. Does the word "hand" exist? Does any word exist in real life? No. We just utilize them to guide ourselves.

Even when people try to "Offend" me i dont even take it seriously and i either laugh or ignore it lel

I feel pleasant, its not that i feel an emotion, its more of an energy. But today this has been fun haha

man, today has been poppin hahaha

haha, if you emulating the practices and mindset thats ok, but you got to see the truth for yourself

nah, im just tryna be myself. Live trying emulating others, you will always be in their shadow

yes, i notice that, something my mentor has stressed a lot. if i reached enlightenment, i wouldnt called myself enlightened, i would just be. Did Buddha call himself that? Did Tolle? No.

@Saumaya Tell that to Buddha

What he might meant was that they let go so much it MIGHT SEEM that they have control but they dont control it, its just a habit they made

DUALITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY NON DUALITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Well, I just noticed my body responds this way after resisting it to not be this way for many years and not taking breaks and relaxing. So, now, whenever i feel like, I just let my body do whathever it wants. Literally. I do it mostly on meditation but also when im in the computer

Loooooooooooooooooooove is just a conceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeept but the feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling is reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal

I dunno why but mindfulness hasnt been working with me recently, so i switched it up with a new technique. i make beats but its usually hip-hop

Man, today this forum has been really fun...or maybe its just my perspective of no perspective thats doing that I got love for mankind right now

yeah, its just that my body violently moves on its own when im still and i dont usually want my collegues in school to see that. but whathever it takes to awake

Nah, thats the Weeknd, but i also wanted to work as a rapper\singer but i try to take it one day at the time. I still might be one but im letting goals in the future go...