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Had the urges but didnt fap. Saw the index of porn's site but didnt touch my panus

@Shin @John Lula do you guys like psychology because of enlightenment?

@mohdanas Just meditated. At least 20 minutes. THanks for the help.

@mohdanas Yes, I want every positive outcome to happen now because i have suffered so much in my young life with few moments of pleasure. Just got to be patient. Its a marathon, not a race.

Because its more comfortable

Thank you , I can relate a lot to your story. I do get a lot of sleep but i still feel tired when I wake up! This has been happening me for years! But nofap is new to me. Whenever I go for a walk, my legs feel tired, hurt and are heavy. Any advice?

@mohdanas Day 2

Same happening to me, low energy\\numbness all days, most the time.

@Psyche_92 Its ok Im also looking for a permanent feeling in a place where i probably wont

@Psyche_92 Same but the feeling always fades, doesn't it?

@Psyche_92 You wanna impregnate her? lol

@Psyche_92 Inside her or...?

@Prabhaker thank you, i was being mindful watching youtube videos, i have a little bit of stillness right now

Yeah, i started nofap, i dunno i might still bust sometimes. The mind likes to seduce me, you know?

@aurum I think what I fear is that if i put all my effort and it fails (if i dont get rewarded with a positive feeling) i will feel frustated and think it was pointless. Cant lie, sometimes this has happened. This might be why i sometimes give 50% of the effort.

@aurum Sure, it could be the anti depressants but there are times i feel relaxed, higher energy. And truth be told, I dont always give all my effort.

@aurum I do meditation, most time i feel the same. Man, I swear people say these lists and I try like half of them and most time it doesnt work! Nothing against anyone, yall probably just trying to help but most time it doesnt work for me!

@Psyche_92 Do you plan on never busting or waiting a long time for max pleasure?

@Jamie Universe Haha, thanks

You want to be happy. You want to be at peace. You think if everyone would love you, you would love yourself. But that does that really work? If you dont love yourself, will it matter if others love you? IF you have deep self hatred for yourself will it even matter what people think? And the funny thing is you want to be happy and feel loved, but you dont love yourself! You dont do anything to love yourself! You justput yourself down! How are you going to be happy if you dont change your thinking patterns!? How are you going to be happy if you constantly put yourself down (be unhappy)? See? It doesnt make sense! It has to be you! It can only be you!

@Arman THanks. THe thing is i feel numb so there is no emotions.

@Neo Nah, say no to drugs lol @Rilles I have no idea, im just tired everyday, most the time. Maybe few exercise? But when I do exercise in school, I dont really feel energetic.Maybe because i dont put a lot of effort?

@Leo Gura #BuddhaWeMadeIt!

@Rilles I dont think i will be able to get off antidepressants soon. i dont drink coffe that much sugar, hum, ok i dunno yes, i make beats almost everyday but i think i feel the same ? just more aware and present

@pluto I started nofap yesterday, I feel a lil bit more relaxed now