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@billiesimon You might be depending your happiness or suffering in the other person's actions. Its up to you if you want to continue to do this!

@Shin What are you looking for?

@frnsh Yes, they find a bit of resistance in their way and they quit.

It can work or it can also not work.

@Vipassana We will only regret if we believe a thought But knowing my mind, that will probably happen. Doesnt mean we cant try to enjoy our life instead of meditating 24\7. You do know about the middle path, dont you?

@Vipassana What can I say, self-help videos are my crutch. ~But I do meditate and keep being aware of my thoughts.

@Nahm Just meditated, i was out of thought for a bit, i could see what reality really was. There was still some thought though

Yes, I try everyday, not everyday I see it or I do but Maya doesnt let me go. And its not in my control.

@Nahm For example these last 3\4 days i have done meditation and i havent seen much progress. This is not quitting though, I will keep going, I just want lasting happiness now but this also creates suffering. Damn. How am I suppose to want enlightenment when you got to stop wanting it in the end?

so many paradoxes and contradictions in the spiritual shit

@Nahm You guys really love psychedelics uh hahaha

@Nahm Maaaan, I have been meditating on and off since summer 2017, it hasnt slowed that much...well, it has a little bit but not as much as I wanted it too. Any advice?

Are you interested in him?

Please dont hurt yourself. I dont know, its a long term process. Meditation is what helped me the most.

I meditated to it lol

@Faceless Even the meditation I just did, thoughts were trying to manipulate to do what they want very subtly, for example I was trying to focus and thought showed up saying: "focus". I think it was trying for me to indentify and think about it!

@Faceless Yes, sometimes i try to fix problems in the future that dont really exist.

@Shin Watch Noah Elkrief's videos

@Dan Arnautu I have been meditating on and off since summer 2017 and being aware of my thoughts like clouds everyday since 2016. What advice would you give me to transcend these thoughts? I heard every type of advice but the progress is still slow. Maybe all I can do is keep going. I want a quick fix but there seems not be one.

Just let them be Dont try to push them away, they are probably not going to leave your mind any time soon but if you keep going at being mindful for as long as it takes, one day, possibibly , they will leave your mind

Im not there...yet

Just be mindful of your thoughts Create a meditation habit, start as much minutes as you can, even if it is 1 minute

day 4

I just feel numb. Yes, I have been feeling more pleasant more recently but I its like I have a small headache everyday and its like i cant even feel my body. I want to feel fresh (energetic) and less mentally tired. Most the days, I dont even put a lot of effort, I just post on forums and I rest (always sitting most the time) but i still feel tired... Yes, Im also on anti-depressants and I think it was because of them I feel less tired, I used to feel exhausted doing the same as I do today.

You are afraid to be hurt?