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@Caterpillar What do you think about mental hospitals? To me, they are just people with confusing thoughts\emotions, so they behave "crazy". Really, if we helped them with meditation they could become "normal" or whathever that means lol

@Caterpillar Yes. Even feelings like depression are not bad. They just hurt and are uncomfortable. Thanks for listening. @Rilles Yeah, there was something off the recording, might re-mix.

Song against Anti Depressants https://soundcloud.com/x-x-687663775/we-aint-taking-those-college-dropout-remix We was supposed to be drugged out But fuuuck that shit, daawg We dont care what people say Man, if this is your first time hearing this, you about to experience something so truthful These doctors and physichiatrists Prescribing powerful medi- cation, have caution There are more options Bring your conscience Prescribing it to kids That shit can break your teeth So powerful, mega punch Take it, even on lunch Take it more, a bunch! We was supposed to be drugged out But fuuuck that shit, daawg We dont care what people say I was on ADs For 1 and half years Numbed my fears Couldnt cry tears Multiple side effects And she wanted me to injects on my body with a syrange Are you hot, an orange? My legs were aching My hands were shaking My head was breaking I decided....to stop taking Wake up call, waking Forget that shit dawg Take it yourself, doc We was supposed to be drugged out But fuuuck that shit, daawg We dont care what people say

@Rilles Yeah, I beat a lot of adversities with just presence alone.

stop copy pasting, get original!

Im not bored. Im rarely bored. Just ask him if he doesnt answer, decide.a

Kanye

@Nathalie Other people dont have the power to know whats going on your boyfriend's mind. Have some self appreciation and leave it

@Nathalie And he is probably cheating, very exciting...

@Quanty no, its a sign of being on ADs for too long

I think im getting there. I started meditating daily since the other Friday and the effects of meditation have been lasting longer and longer. I did one yesterday and the effects lasted till today's meditation. Its not completly still but my thought activity went from 90 to 30 to 15\10%.

@Nathalie Maybe it just isnt meant to be. Why dont you move on?

@Anna1 im not liberated. still got to overcome numbness

Not yet haha I have habits, like playing videogames or meditating but non are obsessive or compulsive. Desire? Humn, sometimes i desire for my friends to talk with me and they ignore me but I barely feel hurt. I have desire to do things though Fear? Its not an usual emotion

Yes. I surrendered to every possible thought. I dont understand what you are going to benefit from attaching or being scared of a thought

@Anna1 I allow them to be. Otherwise I wouldnt be so aware

Inner peace. Complete stillness of the mind. Im just waiting for the numbness to pass

I dont have inner peace because of numbness.

@cirkussmile Not really. My mind has never been more still Well, godamn, people are making a lot of assumptions about me arent they?

After I feel inner peace, do I keep on meditating? So, you are saying it can make my mind silent? Temporary or permanently?

I havent been trying

@Dodo I rather do it all in one take. I meditate for 20\30\40 mins in one take. For an hour, I might meditate one for 40mins than another for 20mins

@Anna1

selfish ˈsɛlfɪʃ/ adjective (of a person, action, or motive) lacking consideration for other people; concerned chiefly with one's own personal profit or pleasure. Since when caring about yourself is a "bad" thing? People, I swear. We are raised to put others above us and thats why there is dissatisfaction, I always put myself first but I never considered myself selfish.