Ether

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  1. @MarkusSweden Well, if you were in mine's no cum would come out Dont do it, they just give you a million of side effects and numbness, its not worth it.
  2. I just dont "see" it. Literally lmao Yeah, I loved that silence.
  3. @Saumaya "Q1)If Enlightenment is the natural state, why aren't more people enlightened?" Its because of how we are all conditioned. None of us are taught to investigate what is suffering, what causes suffering and how to transcend suffering. We are taught if we are suffering, we should pray and ask God for help (mostly in african american households), talk with friends to alliviate it or use a distraction. We are never taught to investigate the thoughts that create suffering. We are always running away from suffering. We dont face it head on, like you said its only when it reaches a huge magnitude (like it happned to me) that we start to look for the truth.
  4. Thats funny, thats your projection because im not trying to be right or am offended I guess most people are stuck on duality and cant understand what im going through, oh well, more unconditional calmness for me then
  5. I dont post to feed my ego, my ego is mostly dissolved, not completly but Its not in control of me. I just post for entertainment to be honest. I have nothing to learn here.
  6. @Shanmugam Check these other 2 (they are more raps than poems but whathever) Might reach the sky https://soundcloud.com/x-x-687663775/might-reach-the-sky Soaring, is this allowed? Sure made myself content Got off the hurtful pills, im not a fiend No, not always the means justify the ends In the crowd im blending but then im showing My authentic self, where I hide behind no mask Or act a certain, nobody's need to ask If its truly me, cuz they know when they see me Just would like to show these kids with depression That its possible for it go to remission And live your life happy ever after But not after death, pay attention to your feet, to your step Learn from your mistakes Never, ever do them again If you a musician, just focus on the pen And I keep going, I keep flowing Showing these teachings that I be knowing Hide behind no blind, no, im not blind I came for what I search to find, maybe online Make it mine, nobody ever touching it again I swear my peeen Be sometimes my only frieeeend But thats ok because in the end Im my only friend And nobody will ever be there like my friend That is me How many people can be their own homies? I had to because otherwise it would be suicide And trust me, I want to be alive Back for the second verse The verse I didnt reharse But what verses do I reharse? None, this is all off the dome Its a written freestyle A freestyle that I wrote Takes me no less than 10 seconds To create a rhyme Sometimes I look for one online Just the rhyming word, not a bar I go hard cuz my avatar is a star Not playing guitar but maybe one day I will drive my car to the bar Have a fun time, in summertime, sometime You can say the more I progress the more Im in my prime So that is everytime -- Mayhem This is my story, this is my soong If you feel it, you cant go wrong Tale from a younging in a european country He was enslaved but wanted to be free Until he found a place that it was meant to be After that his eyes, he couldnt believe them Even if was mayhem It was calm mahyem, now I aaaam Who am I? You and I I and me, forever alone I be Solitude is such a sweet place to be...
  7. Checkers, beggars https://soundcloud.com/x-x-687663775/checkers-beggars Microphone checka, im playing chess, not checkers Mentality buddha and his monks, but we not beggars Grey clouds Grey clouds in the sky There sometimes would be grey clouds in the sky Like there is now, where I Be and honestly, they never bothered me For me, it simbolazies comfort inside my own homie Thats home if you dont catch my slang Air Pappa's lang Anyways, I used to and still do Play videogames while listening to the rain Listening to the rain Listening to the rain Listening the particles hitting my window They would come in a row Its relaxing, i be factually speaking, I be faxing Relaxing like listening to your favorite zen music Or meditating while the earth is rooting for you Get it? Rooting, for you? Where you feel connected to the night Day time, night You can even do it at midnight They say in spite, out of sight, out of mind But I disagree, there is some things that happened years ago But I still think about them, you see? Its whathever, just another experience, just another event Its not like something dangerous happned inside a tent The night is where I most feel relaxed Because its dark and nobody or at least nobody that I know Is doing criminal activity stuff Everybody just sleeping or doing chill stuff Nobody is putting a glove and smuff a muff-in out of the store, you grew up in Nah, everybody is inside their homes, relaxing and that be factual
  8. @okulele No, but you must still do things alone. You must walk the path alone, you still have to do meditation, self-enquiry, shadow work, keep a presence up, create solutions, love yourself, heal your trauma. This are things you must do alone. Nobody can do it for you.
  9. @Saumaya I got no friends, so, Im used to do things by myself lmao
  10. Nobody can do it for you. This path must be walked alone. Oh, yes, it will take strenght, thats why not many people made it. But I did and im still doing. I did it alone.
  11. You let yourself be stopped by those beliefs, they arent stopping you. You can still do things with the fear.
  12. Most of yall need drugs to get into this awareness, I did all natural @Rilles has this happened to you? Colors looking super intensified?
  13. I never said I awakened, more assumptions, you sounding like @Torkys
  14. @Torkys you wouldn't post to get attention which you clearly did many times (you are repressing feeling like an outsider by seeking validation) How do I know I was trying to get attention? Assumption. Btw what does trying to get attention has to do with suppressing emotions? makes no sense. you wouldn't assume others are projecting on you (which is clearly a coping mechanism of yours which by definition is a way to escape your emotions) Yes, because I havent meditated for years and established an intense presence that I need to argue with others to "escape" my emotions. Another assumption. I suggest you stop doing that. Im in a perfect state of calmness and okayness. you wouldn't have even made this post because the numbness wouldn't be a problem for you Its not a problem for me, i didnt say i was. I was asking if the effects of antidepressants were off, I would feel peace. But deep down I already knew nobody would be able to tell me. you wouldn't cling to people to get validation (I know multiple people who are "targets" of yours, including myself which I have no problem with) Im not clinging for validation. Another assumption. I think im going into a new state of not caring what other people think. But its up to you if you wanna believe it
  15. None of those were true haha but u can keep on guessing if you want baby Perfect logic. A doctor has to be suffering physically to know someone else is. Yup, makes perfect sense.
  16. Wow, I expected you to sound different hahaha
  17. @Faceless Its like people cant read these days
  18. @Saumaya Pleasure - Fap, joy, happiness, etc, etc, inner peace.
  19. @Saumaya So, you dont have emotions that create suffering but you do have feelings of pleasure which come and go?
  20. Stop projecting bro. I feel calm, i have no repressed emotions. IM chilly. I just under the effect of ads