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So, I feel calm ALL the time. I must have some deep transformation because I no longer feel agitated or depressed on the daily. No suffering, just calmness. But here is the trick, I dropped the anti depressants but Im still under their effect. No side effects, just the effect of numbness. I still have thoughts but no thoughts that create suffering, could it be Im at inner peace? Could someone be it with thoughts?

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@Nahm Im not tryna make it in the game just yet...Still a lot of development needed (personal). Im not tryna get anxiety attacks everyday or overdose on drugs

I was trying to sleep and then it hit me. A deep silence in the mind. I looked around and everything looked so spacious, everything was so big. I went to my dad's living room and it was still spacious. Right now, I just looked at the sunset and the colors are super intensified! I dont have much of a mind. Its lovely.

Where are you trying to take me with this? Yeah, I like using the punchline flow

You heard 2 songs

You get it + the tape

Your is too haha Thank you

@Nahm Nah nothing serious, just a dude who said i could use his beats

Yeah, i want inner peace tho

@Nahm I dunno ask my producer. I was asking about my rapping

Yes, well, im not sure about high definiton, but yes that once happened too to me, but the colors were super intense. I didnt have any inner peace because of numbness but one day

@Nahm What do you think of (my) song?

Can you give me more of a description about India in Buddha's time? Did many people awaken at that time?

@Outer Yes, I wasnt angry at myself lol

@Saumaya But we dont live in one.

It is for me

One day at the time.

@MarkusSweden I get a beat then write the lyrics. I always write my lyrics, nobody does it for me.

It IS numbness. What else could I call it? Im not going to lie to myself.

@MarkusSweden Heres another song I recently made

Content?

@MarkusSweden Lmao. Is that a 2011 youtube comment? Hahaha. Glad you enjoy it (in the third time).

Didnt say it was a problem haha

Already am. 1 week free. No side effects just my calmness