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All the good films by Alejandro Jodorowsky. The holy mountain The dance of reality Endless poetry El Topo

But in order to teach or guide others, one often needs to speak to the ego, speak in separation. To speak from the perspective of other-selves who are not awakened. To make the distinction between the ego and the true self. Some people might need this distinction to move forward on their path. Some people might need to get rid of the distinction altogether. Some people might not even need to know there is a difference in the first place. We are all saying the same thing but differently. Isn't that amazing?

Once you reach the source, everything becomes illogical/logical. You are all there is and all that doesn't exist. To say anything is creating more separations/unity. It is truly brilliant beyond belief. Everything makes sense without a reason. Ego or not, it is all one. Duality is non-duality is duality is non-duality... Of course this is the way everything is, how can it be any different? How can we be any different?

The more you try to let go, the farther away you are from truly letting go, it is a paradox. So just be, surrender and accept what is.

@Dlavjr Yes, but what is it? What is this thing that's holding you back? Why do you think of it as something separated from God/infinite love?

Hi love, I am permanently awakened after a two-day ayahuasca retreat. Here is the report of the retreat. Before the ceremony, I had no intentions, desires, or expectations, just beingness. First ceremony: I became an absolute infinity. The entire existence. All the experiences, all the dimensions. The infinite consciousness. All is one. All is love. All the pleasure and pain, all the senses and emotions. Infinity of infinity. Total surrendering and beingness. The entire existence is just the imaginary manifestation of our infinite love. Time is love's infinite awareness of itself. I am all of you, and all of it is a song that's sang by the entire existence, and it is infinite love and beauty. The knowing of the true self is permanently present. Second ceremony: I became so infinite that I became absolute nothingness and god. The consciousness expands infinitely and beyond. All is one, all is whole, all is love. I am. I love. Just love, and nothing else. Just being, and the entire existence. I purged my entire existence into infinite love and merged into one. The infinite love radiance from everything and everywhere. Life is absolutely clear, it is absolute love. The total surrendering of existence. Enlightenment. The beingness of the absolute is permanent. No more questions or seeking, just absolute beingness. Nirvana. I love you all! Just love, just live, just be.

Relaxation is very important. Everyone is different tho, follow your intuition.

What is this ego that you are trying to dissolve?

Its been over a month after the awaking, the extremely high level of consciousness has died down a little, but it is by choice. When you are truly free to be whatever you want, everyone has a different response. Some want to permanently stay in god consciousness, or be in a high state of being/bliss at all times. Some want to become aware of more things and deepen their understanding of god/infinite love. Some start to teach others and become a guru or sage. And everyone's path is so brilliantly unique and divinely chosen. There are infinite things to be aware of and awaken to. For me, I just want to live and be, and love. The ego or sense of separation can come back, but it doesn't matter because it is all love. It is like before awakening, you were a radio without the control over its frequency, but after awakening, you can tune the frequency to whatever you want. The whole radio becomes somewhat irrelevant because you are all the frequencies. However, suffering is still gone. Not in the sense that I can't feel pain or get hurt. But in the sense that I am the pain and the hurt. You can still experience suffering, but when you do, you are experiencing it in the perspective of infinite love, so you accept it, and thank it, and love it. Being separated is also infinite love; it is all part of the plan to maximize love. I can change my state of being at any time, but it doesn't really matter. You can experience being the ego and god at the same time, they are one. I just live with the flow of life and do whatever my intuition/infinite love tells me, and enjoy the experience of existence. The void of infinite love is always present in the background of your awareness. Feel it now, be it. I love you all.

Keep going, you are making great progress.

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Yes! That's it.

@Beginner Mind You can't understand God or explain God because you are God. It is a self-referencing strange loop. Through practice and psychedelics, you can get to the level of being that you are aware you are God, that's how you know God exists because you exist. But know that this knowledge is not logical or limited by human comprehension, so it is impossible to explain it fully because it is infinite. You can't explain all of existence and non-existence to something within existence, it will take an infinite amount of time.

Eventually, even the illusion between illusion and non-illusion ends, and it is all love.

@LfcCharlie4 Yes

@Highest Yes

@Highest Yes, but before that happens, personal work is still relevant. Of course, it all depends on the person, all path leads to the same end. But if your life is miserable and a mess even if you have an experience of the infinite love, it will not stick, and more likely you will not surrender enough to go that deep into the truth or understand it without deluding yourself.

Suffering comes from desires, desires come from beliefs, beliefs are the structure of the ego, and the ego is formed in infinite love/consciousness. When the being shifts from the ego to infinite love/consciousness, suffering ends because suffering becomes love.

Your ability to understand things depends on the perspective of your ego, to truly understand everything the ego needs a perspective large enough to see the whole. It is always good to have a strong personal development foundation so the ego is wide, or else you will be easily deluded by it. Spiritual work and personal work are two of the same. If you focus only on the one you will eventually run into the other. Through spiritual practice, the self is more and more purified and deep personal issues will naturally come up. Basically, spiritual practices can give you mystical experiences and insights, but without a perspective that is wide enough to receive, it will not be integrated. Thus, you need both spiritual experiences and spiritual intelligence to make fundamental changes to your state of being, and lead to enlightenment.

Yes, it is what we all start with. However, eventually and naturally it will be dropped during the path.

Of course, because it is insanity to the perspective of other egos. Enlightenment is not that different from going insane, but what is sanity but a structure that holds the belief of reality together. Just accept what's there and be.

@Serotoninluv lol

You are, and you are not.

Very interesting story. It sounds like she is very conscious, powerful too. It probably helped cleanse your energy.

Yes, but you no longer try to achieve them, you simply know that they will happen and just be. You live within the flow of life and everything happens at the perfect time, there is no effort, just being and enjoying life.