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@Leo Gura This game actually opens up over time as you play and discover more truths about existence, and as you do, you become more powerful and limitless. By the end, you will be able to create anything at any size, and the universe gets really weird very quickly. Like making a cat appear in the quantum realm and make it dance with quantum geometries.

@Leo Gura Yep!

@Seed Also, psychedelics can help too if you feel you are ready. You can start with small dosages.

@Seed The Mastery of Love by don Miguel Ruiz might help with your childhood trauma,

@Seed Living life is an integral part of actualization. Life itself is always presenting you situations to grow and see the truth. People sometimes get too attached to the idea of constant personal spiritual attainment to avoid suffering, but that is just another way of the ego trying to manipulate and survive. Just be, follow your heart, and live with intuition and trust. The suffering is there to remind you not to lose the big picture, Go live life, and have fun, and when you genuinely feel like doing the work, then do it, and it will be much more rewarding.

Stage yellow/turquoise.

This series as a whole is stage yellow, it's about the non-duality between love and hate. One of the most powerful emotional experiences I've ever had in any medium.

Stage green

This one is also yellow or turquoise. A great one for concentration.

This one is stage turquoise. A great game for meditation and some Alan Watts, the game can actually play itself so you can just watch and meditate.

Choose to Live in Love

Overcome all of your fears, without them you will naturally live in intuition and authenticity. Do what makes you afraid.

Suffering becomes love after awakening, doesn't mean you don't experience them, you just experience them differently. Nirvana is when you experience everything as yourself and love, even the pain and suffering you go through. In that direct experience, pain is not something you avoid but something you love, the experience of pain becomes less extreme and more balanced with the whole of existence. To reach nirvana you must not avoid pain, but to accept it, love it, and be with it.

Pain is inseparable with love, surrender to it to see love through it. Accept infinite pain and you will also see infinite love. It might also be a good idea to do shadow work and heal yourself before tripping again.

@James123 True infinity is impossible to fully communicate, it just is.

@Nak Khid Because it can.

@Nak Khid The infinite is finite. The state of our being is both permanently whole and eternally separated.

@Demeter It was a long build-up over the many years of spiritual and personal work. I personally believe psychedelic only shows you what you are ready for, so I spend most of my time doing the work, and when I feel I'm close to a breakthrough, I use psychedelic to help me do so. I am not a psychonaut like Leo, I only use it when my intuition tells me to. I think Leo's method of using lots of psychedelics to expand consciousness can work, but I also think you can get most of the insights through traditional ways. The important thing is psychedelic is more like an amplifier, it quickly expands your consciousness to embody what you already know. I have taken psychedelics three times in my life. First is the magic mushroom, the other two are ayahuasca. I've also had many psychedelic level experience through other methods, meditation, contemplation, self-inquiry, and breathwork. However, my experience in my last ayahuasca is the most profound. It was the result of my whole life experience that prepared me to fully awaken. In terms of practice, I tried everything, and they all helped in some way, meditation, contemplation, self-inquiry, observation, beingness, yoga, breathwork, love, lucid dreaming, concentration, and more. I just followed my intuition and did the practice that I felt would be helpful or interesting at the time. But ultimately, it always cycles between self-inquiry/contemplation, meditation/beingness, and just living life/learning. Contemplation leads to insights that shift your perspective on reality, meditation helps you gain direct experience of those insights, and life itself is constantly giving you experiences that you can contemplate on. I just did what I feel like doing and tried everything. Very often the shortest path seems the longest.

You are love.

@soos_mite_ah Keep loving yourself and others, those connections that you are longing for will come at the right time. Much love.

@Waken Ayahuasca.

I am 20 too, and I used to be the same. People easily get intermediated by me, and I used to hide who I am and be more relatable to others, but over time through my journey, I realized nobody would love me as much as I love myself. The loneliness we feel is actually a blessing. It is through solitude that we learn to live and love ourselves. It is a boost to spiritual advancement. And once you reach the point of loving yourself completely, you will then be able to love anyone without limit. You will have the compassion and patience to help and love others on their journey. You won't feel lonely anymore because you are all there is. We often choose to not love others because we see in them something we don't love about ourselves. Accept who you are and go through this journey. By becoming your true self, others will be inspired by you and reach higher consciousness, and then you will be able to relate with anyone. There are many people like us, but we are all spread around the world to help the whole. Everything is perfectly planned. Keep going.

This is heaven.