Juan

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  1. You have zero clue of what depersonalization is. I could even write a book of how horrendous it is to be in that state of mind to the point of suicide, you don’t want to be there, everything feels so doll and fake. Separation with everything escalated to who knows what percentage, you could become even antisocial for how much disconnected you are with yourself and the world, you have a big ass victim mentality, physically you are here but mentally you are elsewhere, is not a pretty place, it’s hell, not identical at all to awakening or God Realization. One thing is to experience this in order to awake, another thing is being on that state 24/7 for months and years.
  2. Maybe you’ll like this guy story @Leo Gura. How a accident could open you up to a new state of consciousness and way to see the world.
  3. These guys create some hard af to pull off music videos, it requires A LOT of creativity imo.
  4. Denial cuz what I said is relevant and you said it wasn’t.
  5. Indeed, it’s what I tend to share first to newcomers because it’s more digestible at first compared to the 3+ hours complete ones. Yet…
  6. I was talking about this today with a friend and I friking love it, at least the way they cook it where I buy it on doordash, is just a sushi but not rolled and in a bowl.
  7. Why are you assuming that I’m assuming about you being in denial? We are clearly talking about what we started to have a conversation on this thread, if it isn’t relevant to you, that’s fine.
  8. Meditation for me, cuz ideas come from nowhere and everywhere all at once. I’ll add a follow up answer with microdose, I’ve been experimenting with mushroom blend and it keeps me still moving between people instead of big doses where I need to be more alone, which could be better at times too.
  9. If you guys want to see the graphics comparison from the first game and sequel. It’s definitely not huge the improvements but very slightly (again just in case BOTW was meant to be for the Wii U, still, it wasn’t a big jump visually).
  10. Strange Loop the Game, I would LOVE to see something with that subject.
  11. Hi @Princess Arabia, sure why not lol. And thanks a lot really, yeah I’ve been working recently on a part-time cuz I’m just starting to learn tattooing but my instagram has more recent stuff: https://www.instagram.com/artejusino/?hl=en And no that’s not me on the female picture (I guess you’re talking the YouTube one right?) I’m a male, although I plan to do dragqueen hehe.
  12. Had you tried checking yourself with a doctor? To see if you’re getting the nutrients you really need? Talked with a psychologist? Before touching psychedelics, I recommend doing the best as possible sober. Do you feel align with your Life Purpose? (Cuz in my case if I’m not doing what I love, I feel terrible). Being in nature helps my mood too.
  13. No problem, and if we see each other ever along the ride, let’s grab a drink haha, drink whatever you want, I’ll go with my perrier or H2O.
  14. @Princess Arabia then good for you that red wine is doing fine. Consciousness and awareness tends to be the same thing for me, if you see it different then ok. Everything I said maintains being true, people die everyday from it, you feel sluggish, slow af and people tend to get even angrier easily, etc. Idk I feel you’re taking this too personal, for most people in the world, alcohol just do not work. If you want to develop and help humanity to move forward, help them to take better and conscious decisions, alcohol, is not doing a lot.
  15. Of course everything is consciousness, haven’t said the opposite. I’m talking about taking care of your consciousness and expand it, cuz alcohol does the opposites, that’s it. In my observation and experience, if you ever done let’s said ayahuasca, you’d be so fucking sensitive to anything and if you go straight to drink alcohol, you just don’t feel good, it affects your liver badly. Now if it works for you that’s fine, even I don’t mind to smoke 100% natural tabacco on some rituals, but I’m speaking for the majority of people that seems to not work on them properly. People die everyday cuz of alcohol so, sure there are responsible ones and that’s fine but, studied carefully how beneficial it is, for me and many others, doesn’t seem so. Again I’m talking here for the majority, if I see that is not working for most people, why bother keep drinking?