Arkandeus

and you're still here after all that. you have to give yourself props, you're very powerful and wise, it's time to stand up and be who you really are.

There was once a gigantic titan, made completely of darkness, a darkness so deep and infinite. This giant desired one thing. To know itself better. So it created an eyeball, and placed it in the center of its being. This eyeball was made out of light. It started exploring and looking around. Discovering itself. The Titan created many more eyeballs and different types,because he wanted to see himself in new ways. So many eyeballs of light floated around in this gigantic being of darkness. the eyeballs explore in isolation but also together. At some point they start forgetting who they are. They look at the other eyeballs, and tell themselves ''well I must be an eyeball, just like that eyeball'. Then they look at the dark body and get scared. ''If I'm an eyeball, who's that?'' The eyeball forgets who it is. Keeps traveling with all it's other eyeballs in a quest not to explore, but to survive it's amnesia. Although they are lost, they are never alone, the organs of the Titan keep guidance over the eyeballs. Keeping them safe in the best way they can. For the eyeballs were never in a hostile territory. Merely an hostile perception. And they will keep being guided, till they find their way home, and start exploring once again.

children and babies are a tons more enlightened then their parents. If children prefer to play on their tablets then talk to us then we should take a look at ourselves. Do we have enough love in us when we talk to them?or we do talk to them merely to get something out of them? Children love nothing more then to play but if there's no one round that wants to play with they'll do their own thing. It's yet another ego thing to look at the state of our children, and dare to blame them. ''this generation is awful'' , how long has this stuff been sprouted been? Since the time of Plato. children are exceptional learners, they pick up on every idea and condition, the deepest subconscious beliefs of their parents. There are no secrets. Children are educated with your entire view of the world. If someone thinks they can keep a secret from a child they are ignorant. your kid will know exactly everything you think about the world through your energy waves.That's real education, education is done on energy level, not rules and punishment. everyone's heart is naked to those who are enlightened. Babies come to this world they are the most enlightened beings, so pure, so innocent, full of happiness and love, pick up on all the awful stuff in society and the world and grow rebellious, grow different then their parents, because they have to overcome the pains of their parents. But this is all ok, it's how it's supposed to play out. But one has to be able to not fall into the ego-trap of looking at the most innocent beings in the world and blame them for how they adapt to the mixed energies of society.

I fully believe you are right. I think over time when your spiritual vibration grows you'll be able to understand your plants more. But you noticing their presence shows that you're already in communication with them.

one of my vulnerabilities was my appearance, I used to think I was ugly.Nobody really attacked my self-esteem on that but I guess I was my own attacker. But people did use to shake me on one thing, not being very talkative. I'm not a talkative person, and that's not very ''normal'' in society, so people would point that out to me.6 years ago someone telling me I was silent would not only ruin my day but sent me right into an inner panic state where I felt completely rejected. A few months ago it would shake me, make me feel very uncomfortable and still rejected. Nowadays I realize not only is it fine, being not very talkative is who I am, it's my uniqueness, I don't care about talking to anyone if I don't feel like it, I speak all the time just with my presence and vibration. So you were bulied?

playing video games is an empty circumstance, if you feel fresh, if you feel better after playing a video game,if you feel like you learned something about yourself playing that game, then that video game is the right path to take. I used to have an intense connection to a game in this way when I was younger,I was learning about myself while playing the game. If you merely feel distracted, like you managed to find a way to pass another hour and not be bored then it's not really productive. but the video gaming in itself is neutral. Your higher self may want you to be playing video games or not, it's up to you to trust and accept the wisdom of your highest self and be honest with yourself about how you feel while playing

the path to enlightenment is infinite...what works for one may not work for another. If you have a good feeling listen to that good feeling

Have you ever seen the way another person seen the world? Have you ever heard the way another person hears sound? Have you ever perceived any meaning beyond your own? You are the one assigning meaning to everything in your own unique way. Your meaning is your unique energy. It's hard to get if you think we're all living on the same plane of reality. There's no such thing as a static ''common'' reality that we all share. Ever since getting on my spiritual path the way I see and hear the world has changed enormously, I live in a world that is a thousand times more divine then the one I was ''born'' in. The essence of reality changed, so I realized I'm the essence of my reality and I have no idea how others perceive the world. Your very own essence paints the 'empty world' in an unique way no one else does. We do not share the same vision of the world yet we can manage to live in the same world in complete harmony, it is when you see this, that you start to recognize the infinite intelligence in creation. You are here to assign meaning to things in a way that has never been done been before, with your unique energy and essence. An agent of infinity. A Branch of the tree of life. That's what we're all about. New things. Exploration. For me that is the meaning of life beyond self-actualization. It becomes very fun when you realize that you are creating your reality, everything you see is your creation, literally.

relationships can be completely devoid of expectations. your path on self-love is not ended yet. It's possible to live without any sort of expectations. That's called state of being. Being happy just to exist, to be you, that's self-love. There's nothing to receive. You can never experience the energy of someone else. You can only experience your interpretation of the energy of others but it's still your unique interpretation. Our unique energies are all-encompassing and gigantic, your own energy is all you can experience because that's all you are. You can't experience what you are not. all form of love is a an extension of self-love, all 'outside' love is a flavor of your state of being. This becomes very obvious to people that get depressed, the opposite of enlightenment, the void of self-love. Nothing feels fulfilling, not even other people, no circumstance...because there never was anything to receive. The more you love yourself, the more you get out of this world. You only get out of it what you put into it. You are the world, love yourself and the world will feel full of love. You are a being of unconditional love, how you can be unconditional if you expect to receive something? You cannot be yourself if you're expecting anything outside yourself to fulfill you. How can one function without expecting anything?It's a long process. empty all expectations one by one. Practice your state of being. Boredom is a feeling of state of being. When you feel bored you're feeling your state of being.But in a distorted way. You should be able to completely happy and fulfilled by yourself without any circumstance. You could be sitting on a chair if you wanted for an hour doing nothing and not be bored one bit. Boredom is exactly that, it's the expectation for the outside world to fulfill us. If you feel boredom in your life you still have a lot of self-love to give to yourself. Tell yourself it's alright, you don't need to do anything to be completely happy.Not single thing. Just 'being' should be enough to feel complete. That's the real self-love.

the path is very long, you still have many steps to take that will blow your mind at every way...life is meaningless. Not really, everything but you is completely meaningless yes. circumstances are empty. But you are the one assigning meaning to these things. You are the creator. So life is not completely meaningless, it's just that you have to assign the meaning to it. It's a big responsibility, but once you get it it's very freeing.

Hello I want to share what helped me get more in touch mental work on the level of beliefs. How does one change beliefs?When trying to get more enlightened there might be certain concepts we have a tough time believing in, letting sink in our reality. I'd like to share how I see it. Belief cannot be fabricated or altered, a change of belief is a change of focus of your entire being. One will not believe in something that he/her does not consider is beneficial for them. One will only believe in something that will bring positive change in their live. So belief is automatic, effortless. When you recognize a belief that will actually help you advance, you will automatically start believing in it. It's not something that can be controlled. Knowing that belief is effortless is the key to believing. Let's say you get in touch with a belief and you feel like ''hm, I want to believe in that''... the change already happened. You're believing. Why would you desire believing something if you didn't already believe in it? That's the way you can detect you're believing something. Thoughts are the product of belief, the second your thoughts change to ''how should I believe in this'' the belief change was already made. So that is how I recognize my belief changes. If you desire to believe in something, you're already believing in it. But we do long for something. We think we long for us to start believing in the belief. But since we already believe what we actually long for is the belief to take root in our reality. To manifest inside our reality. That's when the understanding of what believing is gets more subtle. One should see belief as a gradient. It can start as a small flame, and the more you kindle it, the bigger it grows, till it takes root in your reality, till it becomes 'knowing'. Which at that stage has huge effect on our realities. It's important to recognize this gradient and what we actually want. The mistake I used to make and that I know many others do as well is to misidentify what's going on with their beliefs. They desire to believe more and think they're actually not believing yet. They immediately want to feel this ''switch'' to knowing, they want to immediately feel the effects of believing or they will doubt that they're actually believing. This doubt that you're actually believing makes the belief process very slow or can even corrupt your belief, since you could be constantly introducing negative thoughts to yourself that you're not actually believing. When you are, but it's just a small flame, and you might have not realized that belief grows across a gradient, it's not a switch. So when you realize that your very desire to believe in something is living proof that you're already believing into that something, you can relax and let the process unfold. There's nothing to do, you're already believing. And the more you let go, the more you will believe. it's wonderful how effortless believing is. it's very comforting to realize you can change beliefs this easily. just sit back, watch the flame grow, till it overtakes your reality

terrific, people are beings of energy, they're connected to their higher selves, connected to their lower selves. There are infinite levels to a being, that's why each time you grow spiritually you see people in a new light. and you start to realize there's no end, there never was such a static thing like ''people'', they are not absolute ,static, they are incredible energetic beings bursting of infinity. and the more your clarity grows, the more new things you'll discover about people.the more you know yourself, the more you know others. they are not a body, that's ridiculous, they're beings that span across entire dimensions, people are infinitely interesting

physical laws exist because we allow them to, so that we as spiritual beings can explore infinity in a certain context. We are not bound to anything, we are infinity. There are dimension where civilizations live with different laws. That's the point of a dimension. In the dimension itself there can be rules and laws. But that doesn't mean these laws are universal. If the collective consciousness agrees to change a certain law, that law will change. When we dream we have access to dimensions that are more fluid, where you can fly, appear ,dissapear.dreaming is being in another dimension

Even bad advice can be interesting...I've watched teachings where I felt like ''nope this is not for me''...so did I waste my time? Not really,I discovered more about who I was, by discovering who I am not. One needs to keep a wide view. You may have heard bad advice, but did certain words make you remember something, did it bring up a certain feeling or memory? The ''bad advice'' can be act,and behind the acts there can be things at play that are actually helping you. Not a single second of life is wasted or devoid of meaning. That's how powerful our journey is. there are lessons to be learned in everything, in every moment. it's up to us to be open to this meaning, even in things we consider 'not worthy'' , like hearing bad advance or seeing a trashcan on a the street. What's the point of seeing a trashcan on the street?how does that help one in their spiritual journey? you'd be damn surprised. Infinity is infinity, it's magnitude is just so....that's why it's important to keep an open mind at all times. Be noble, there are infinite ways in which life can teach you something, do not stop at the surface.

wonderful,that's exactly what I'm doing lately. Surrender to the higher self...the moment we stop looking for what we want we're leaving the task of bringing our desires to us to our higher self. It's a matter of huge trust in your higher self. Your higher self, you, you can attract anything you want in life. The word 'attract' is very interesting, it doesn't imply grasping, reaching for something.... Things literally come to you. And it's a hard thing to understand because we lack the imagination to understand how every single one of our desires could come to us without us having to think or do a simple thing. That's where the trust in your higher self comes in, the belief in your own power. When you're not looking, you're letting the higher self go to work.That's why she talks about being ''directionless''. To grasp or reach for something is to go in a direction, when you do that you're not attracting, when you're thinking about a desire and trying to find ways to get to it you're letting the desire overtake your state of being, you're literally being attracted to a desire. That's not the point, doesn't work. It's important to realize when you do such a thing so that you can go back to being ''directionless''. When you're like that you're attracting every single desire you want at the same, all of your desires are being attracted. That's why she talks about 'directionless' direction, when you're not looking for anything, you're pulling everything you'll ever want in your direction. If one can realize and see the enormous..the absolutely gigantic inefficiency of trying to go by in your life reaching for one or two desires at one time, focusing on a few desires,trying to get there by yourself, if you could see that by doing that you are ignoring all the thousands of desires you do not even know about, you cannot even imagine yet, but you're also not using the powers of your higher self, you'd have to spend enormous amounts of energy and time just to achieve those few desires by yourself and that's not even guaranteed...you'd simply stop. It's absurd. It's not about conceding our desires. I guess it's about being patient and releasing the gratification of thinking about our desires.When one starts to practice this, you can feel how real imagination is, because letting go of the thinking about a certain desire can be very hard.Like getting rid of an addiction. One could say that the message is to ''stop looking for what you want''. I prefer to see the message as ''start looking for everything you'll ever want''. directionless direction - or - attraction , don't settle for a few desires, settle for everything you'll ever want, attract things inside and also far beyond this reality, work with your higher self

your very presence is healing to people, people understand you perfectly but the communication happens on a deeper level, the higher you raise your vibration, the more you're able to help the collective consciousness advance, in a sense we're all helping everyone just by being ourselves. What's also important is to not look down on the exploration of others. I've been struggling with that a bit, so I appreciate this topic. Others are on their own way to spirituality, at their own pace. One does not need to actively practice spirituality, most people try to know themselves better in their own way. They'll advance slower and over multiple lifetimes, there are infinite ways to enlightenment, do not get trapped in thinking we're better because we found this way. It's important to keep the ego at bay at all times. We are beings of love, and we do not look down on someone else because they are slower. In a sense accepting the slower pace of others is accepting who you were,it's accepting the suffering we went through. I've found that when I had difficulty accepting how general society actually is, it wasn't about the state of society, it was about the suffering that I went through when I lived like society, I had difficulty to accept my own suffering. it all points back to you when people feel you really have zero issues with them, that you accept them in every single way they are,the good and the bad, they will be overflowed with love, they will willingly listen to your words, but they have long been listening to your love already