Arkandeus

I bear myself naked it is a placebo oh what a wonderful placebo it works! yes it works!! for a man to nourish himself on beliefs, please God... we have stripped our defenses let the skeptics into the church! for they are a divine creation, appreciate the skeptic their words tell us something, they sing a song, like the wind the bells are ringing

infinity enlightenment is timeless while we enlighten we see how the present, the past and the future is now we understand how we are enlightened, how we will be enlightened and how we have been enlightened we understand the enlightenment, the higher divine purpose to seeking and we come to peace with it love grows

accept what you see, then you will see beyond

time flies out of the window I have lived about more then a year in the past 2 months its a smooth dmt trip, a smooth lsd trip, a smooth ayahuasca trip, a smooth mushroom trip,a smooth mdma trip interplaying with my higher self and purpose in life, coming in waves, if I get the message if I listen if I correct my vibration the life bursts into a trip naturally, whether its mdma like or lsd like, very smoothly very integrated people, everyone looks like living gods, Divine entities, every flower every house,every animal or sound heaven is on earth everytime I go out and see the city I have lived ib ny entire life, I am in awe, I discover it like a tourist everything is alive and grows evolves as we do this is enlightenment currently for me, and who knows how crazy it can get for you once you get past the part of blind faith and trust, life comes out full force,the illusion shatters the dream reveals itself its all possible

all one are in love

you will receive feedback for your sanity we are talking about unity consciousness,the universe supports you, the universe knows what you're doing connected consciousness on the level of every atom, you will know, that feeling the truth as solid as you walk on concrete infinite intelligence, you are learning lessons of infinite intelligence which will have you walk through your fears, every blade of grass every human being, your friends and family, you will see enlightenment in all the only ego we see is our own

the desire to enlighten is bigger then the ego's fear of being crazy be crazy, let the ego breakdown every cell, every tree, every human being, every animal, every rock they all reflect enlightenment, the truth

thank you for the input interesting proverb

any ideas, thoughts, concepts, feelings on the topic of male divinity? im getting in touch with this male divinity energy id really appreciate perspectives on the subject

negativity resurfaced within me too, that is ok I try again, and I see that negativity has a harder time then even before,now at my worst I become "neutral" its ok for the tides to come and go, keep trying, keep loving my friend, I support your journey

what a joyous occasion!

there is plenty of time perhaps you want to be able to take distance from your family in a loving way now that you've stumbled on blockage, appreciate it, give this your loving attention to be free now also means letting go of the desire to be free love grows

I'll say this what is, is

see progress in the diminished frequency of thought

It feels like I'm exploring a new world it feels like I'm in a sci-fi movie feels like I'm in my favourite anime feels like I'm in heaven feels like I'm in a big sea, feels like I'm exploring galaxies feels like exploring an alien world, and I love my fellow aliens

perhaps you swabbed too much, too strongly the ego can injure the body when you 'freak out', which usually happens during a trip because your sense of self,your feeling of your body change and you have to trust and adapt in this case your ear felt numb, different, your ego 'freaked out' and you swabbed your ear in attempt to 'heal' it back to normal its almost a symbolic physical playout of your ego's rejection to change you have to be aware of your vibration, your emotional state, how did you feel when you swabbed your ear? panicked?stressed? there can be no healing with negative emotions, before you try to heal body you have to be settled,calm , attentive, loving I do not think there is anything wrong with your meditation posture it is good that you change position in order to dispel (ir)rational fears, just do not end up believing that that meditation posture actually causes ear bleeding enlightenment is very physical, and you will feel many body changes where you trust your body as it is, you trust the universe, your body will make many self-attunements, energy will course through various parts, always trust

your body is created anew every moment, you body 'dies' every moment everything is happening now, your body is happening now, to you

the one decision, that absolutely bypasses the mind in its mysteriousness its intent to succeed falls like rain on the soil, it will grow inevitably to reach the skies and beyond

I am very passionate when it comes to women, which leads me to interesting challenges Frustrated for being so far from women, I can now appreciate the distance. If I was closely connected with every woman, I could never know women from afar, I could never know women with the distance that I experience it is a different exploration, if I truly love women wouldn't I want to know them from closeness and intimacy as well as from a far and distant? its starting to make sense why I could have made this choice on a soul level Same when I see other men with women, I would feel incredibly jealous and in competition. now its very interesting, I can somewhat feel the love a woman gives to another man, as if I was receiving that love as the bounds dissolve, I see myself more in other men, I see them more in me so jealousy makes way for appreciation love grows

well I'm glad to be summoned, this is an interesting topic. I completely agree with thetrut11. as kids we grew into adults, as adults we grow into enlightened beings once you intent to enlightened you have enlightened, it is automatic, be in rest, you can be right here you've done it you can finally feel you can finally be

it was during my last psychelic trip, one of absolute hell, where I was on the verge of sanity, on the verge of killing myself because I could not take it anymore that I discovered the positive power, the comfort of the mind "love, peace, light'' ''love, peace, light'' the mind, that I had looked down upon so much, that I rejected as a failing byproduct of human society, was my last crutch during this psychedelic madness perhaps the mind and its thoughts were are the base of this suffering, all that I knew is that in that ever-lasting hell the mind stood in the center of it, like the last pillar of light, like a friend ''love, peace,light'' since then I respect my mind, my thoughts, I take responsibility for what I do with I strive to encourage my own positive thoughts , while diminishing the momemtum behind negative thoughts I idolized the state of no thoughts, it is not befitting for me personally, this is an alliance with my mind

I seem to suck at edits

@Solace Namaste

yep this is what I come for here, real exploration, humans that dare to go beyond

wonderful, great job on enlightening, enjoy the freedom