Arkandeus

I get it, I try..but its like trying to ignore a dwarf planet made from pulsing magma and constant earthquakes, thats how I feel inside, trying to find peace in the few clear clouds at the edge of this dwarf planet, its insanity if we were talking about normal girls and women as I once knew them in the past, I wouldve long transcended this longing,this need not only is every girl women the most attractive women ive ever seen, they are the same time the first woman of their kind,im not kidding when I say that in the course of an hour the human body evolves as space, structure and time evolve too its the same with men, men look cool as hell, they look like gods,and every man represents the recreation of the divine masculine, a creation entirely new, never before seen, every man is the first man I see and every woman is the first woman I see I shouldnt complain because its wonderful being able to witness this evolution, yet with it comes great pain I really shouldnt complain but at the same time I really fucking should to be honest telling me to appreciate this divine femininity is like telling a man to appreciate reading about the scores of his favorite sport team, only ever reading about the results and how the match went,only reading about those great games, never getting to see them live, to participate perhaps suffering is what will make me appreciate things as they are?perhaps I should chase women again like a wild dog? at the very least this whining releases details about my life, what you can imagine can be yours too, perhaps ill accept this suffering, what choice do I have, If I muster anger and frustration its all felt by me, against me I will keep your advice in heart

from what I know from the book of Ra Genghis khan is a negative enlightenment our earth has mostly beings who come for a positive enlightenmnent, and rarely beings who seek to evolve among the negative path, the path of self-serving

everyone's words here are really precious to me,I toke them right to my heart, and so thank you for sharing your opinions @the_end_of_me somewhere it does not feel right to answer this request, should I rant even more?I feel ashamed but if there's one thing I like and thats honesty, and perhaps it will help me to structure my suffering straight away my biggest hurt is girls ever since I hit puberty I've had a real passion for girls, they've shined like angels on earth, not only are they adorable and interesting,they're also sexy I fell in love, I had relationships, I even did pickup, succesfully, because I am that obsessed with girls,in the end I decided to do the wise choice, to trust life with love, to not run after girls, that in the right moment ill meet the right one, gave up all pickup and approaches all is well and good except im awakening spiritually, third eye is open all chakra's booming, To imagine the evolution of reality, its like a half a tab of lsd, some mdma and mushrooms in a single day, I quit psychedelics long ago, but reality is evolving everyday the universe is literally being created everyday,the evolution of the human body visually, visually, in smell, in presence its just girls are like gigantic godesses, stars of love, literally, and I dont have the time to get used to their divine appearance that 2 days later the visuals have evolved and they look more divine, more feminine, more attractive then ever before, its always like this again and again and again I shouldnt complain but Im literally going crazy like a wild dog in here, yet I gave up pickup, I gave up running after girls,to do that again would be immense suffering, that would be like racecar seeking, Id literally burn under the spinning wheels, so im damned if I do, damned if I dont I fall in love with half the girls I see and Im waiting, waiting for life....heartbroken then comes men I cant go out in the streets or the city without getting into atleast 20 psychic fights, the way I walk, my energy, Im literally in another dimension of space and time, everyone notices this, feels this, and those who are not willing to put their ego down, to learn from my vibration, will see this as me trying to submit them,they rebel, its mostly men who think they are tough and dont have anything to learn from no one a real man can submit, its part of life, we all have feminine energy which requires us to submit from time to time, to submit is strength, the feminine energy is strong, immensely energy is shared, instead of getting intimated they could take myenergy in literally, use it for their own life lots of men disconnected with their feminine energy, so lots of men rebelling against my extroardinary energy a fist fight is only the physical tip of the iceberg, I feel people emotions more deeply and vividly then I felt my own long ago, lots of men rebel, express aggressive energy, they express fear, they start walking towards me, they start watching me, tracking me, looking to stare me in the eyes, fuck them, the physical actions say nothing, the emotions are deep, they're iron, they're sharp, ive had many times where I sat down in a public transport and men get up and leave their sits because theyre scared to death, its their own fault tho, somewhere I act like a mirror, if you want to see evil in me you'll get it right back in your face there are many men who deal just fine with my energy, good men, with whom there's simple peace of being, they are and I am, im goddamn grateful for these good men, im proud, even in such suffering there always seems to be a way to learn about love then there are those who absolutely want to know who's stronger, who's the more powerful in the room, theyre the ones that refuse to lay down their ego if you want to know who's got the most power you're an evil power-mongerer yourself! let that be known to everyone theyre the ones that immediately turn to me because I carry power, once you stop measuring power from others, you can have access to your own godly power, this is for everyone I guess life needs me to be some kind of butcher of ego on these streets, but the stands-offs are so intense and aggressive I can barely walk properly or I feel im about to be absorbed in the aggressive energy and I almost long to destroy these scum who target me because they cant put their ego down then as third, there's money the absolute fear of ending up on the streets, in the cold, sleeping in dirt, sleeping with insects, losing weight, losing life energy due to malnutrittion, without money you cant eat well,... Im plagued by this fear so I find work, I go to work and I deal with out of control ego's at the workplace, barely a sliver of love, and a deadpaining 9 to 5 grind fear,absolute fear, I go to work because I fear what life will do with me if I dont...slave, hostage of money so women, men and money, these are my pains thats pretty much human society I do wish happiness for everyone, as always

you are absolutely correct @WaterfallMachineyour path is your own and it is magnificently unique, it is your journey a bit more about zero tolerance, the better you get at adopting a psychic stance of zero tolerance towards negative energy, eventually less and less people will be able to go into a negative flow around you the point is not to ward off endless negative emotions from people with out of control ego's, we are here for happiness,joy,love,fun,freedom,creation, excitement, evolution, we are not here to fight the better you get at having zero tolerance towards negativity, your vibration will demand absolute peace and harmony, and people with negative emotions will either deal with them personally inside themselves without lashing out or they will not even be able to set foot in the same reality as you the result, you will be left only with positive intentions, with friends and family from all over the world cause its time to have fun, light &love

overcoming one's inner ego is the first step next is dealing with the outer ego,the ego of other people, the ego's all around you with higher empathy (which leads to telempathy) that you seem to have you are very aware of other people's ego and this is the next step, overcoming the ego of someone else, dealing with the ego of another you're already sensing the effects of your vibration on other people, because you know there will be attention involving light emotions and attention involving dark emotions. Ill tell you right away you will be famous, people may not know consciously whats going on but subconsciously they will feel it, to enlighten is to embody the light of a star, you literally carry a fuckton of star energy, its physical and when you pass by its like a electrical current passing by, people are literally inside your electric field, and this happens all the time with everyone,we're all inside each others electric field all the time, we dont notice this connection because most people are tuned into the approximate same range of vibration so when someone who's on the enlightened path pass by and the energy is a thousand times stronger,its fucking physical,literally, they feel it and they know something is up Ive entered spaces with people where I felt like an alien visiting because I could feel how far my vibration is from the medial unaware vibration this is not some removed subtle light little feeling shit, vibrations are physical Ive passed people by and I saw their face instantly light up , their consciousness awaken, as if blinded by the sun, ive seen people be in fear, that start to race, ive seen some look at me with an expression of "???wtf is this, this isnt part ofmy reality?." some rebel against you suddenly comes someone with power as great as a living star captivated, magnified,their attention pulled like a black hole into the presence of a complete stranger. some resist, instead of letting them get inspired by the magic and power of life, which aims to teach them to how to do this themself, how to have that for their own life and being, they refuse to let another human being bring this gift of energy to them, theyd rather maintain their ego some will turn to fear to hate,to envy, to rejection,rebellion, sabotage Do know that people who are open-hearted and accepting will not be disturbed, they will gracefully receive your higher energy and will be able to immediately use it for their own vibration and well being, for their own lives, to them this is not a battle of maintaining the ego but a refreshing shower of love I will tell you this my friend, when you throw someone into envying you or hating you some people carry a lot of negativity, it should not be tolerated though, ever, the desirable outcome is for the person to swallow their own envy and hate, take responsibility, and transmute it into positive energy. even better is to let the highenergy not go to negative emotions but to positive emotions right from the get go, your scholarschip can inspire many people around you, can bring love and joy to many around you, and make a real difference in their lives to be proud is good, and healthy people who see someone else being proud will see the truth of life, they will be inspired and motivated by you those who are not willing to put their ego down will funnel negative energy towards you, not you personally, but you are an embodiment of a belief that they do not want to accept, the belief of unity of life ,for most have the belief of separation, that we all survive by ourselves, so they refuse to let someone else deeply inspire them, they refuse to feel this love the only way is zero tolerance, absolute reflection, you never attack someone, but you absolutely reflect if someone wants to funnel negative energy your way you let them know, its their absolute right to know that negative energy creates more negative energy, so you reflect that back with zero tolerance and and they will taste what they're serving,thats the truth of life, you get what you emit once you start to enlighten you are a guru to many people the same way there have been guru's to you,whether they know and/or accept this subconsciously or not there is male and female energy, we are allowed to take action and create what we want, and there are moments where we must submit, those that refuse to submit, to lay their ego down when it is called for, THEY WILL PAY THE PRICE, we are as much kings over life as life is a queen over us chose my friend, will you back off being afraid of envy and hate, or you will you go forward, caring about the people that you will inspire, the real positive change that you will bring to this world? your high energy events will help many many more people then the ones who will rebel against you

you can only be caught at a game you are playing yourself I know that I am right and so I also know that everyone here is right, including egoless. to try and teach non-duality to non-duality is quite the game, wherever egoless goes he or she will always be part of the stream of life that is us, an infinite flow of infinite love, and the freedom to go wherever one wants, is the biggest act of love there is we travel with our minds, our heart and our beliefs,

the only truth is in feeling good if something makes you feel bad, worse then before it is automatically a false perspective you have a truth detector right inside your heart, in the self love you have for yourself its that simple, the truth feels good, really good

do not make a habit to listen to suffering, listen to joy, excitement, peace and abundance listen to your good feelings, listen to what you want to hear we radiate, we are at peace and in joy, in love and light we surf

life is a collective artwork. it becomes clear as you know yourself, your true nature that you are very special. then you start to see how others are special in their own way, everyone is unique, the sources of blissful infinity start to be recognized inside of all of us. we are all wonderful black holes, we grab each others attention in such a loving way we are all very unique and special, as no single snowflake is the same, the truths of life are very simple

to know, to predict, to see in the light of day, the sun, the land, male energy to not know, to be in the unpredictable the mysterious, to hear in the darkness of the night, the moon, the sea, female energy we achieve balance in these energies we know and we do not know, these two elements flow together in universal grace unity, we are balanced, the land and the sea together let us rise to the skies light & love

we are in the abundance of choice do you want to know or do you want to learn? do you want to be happy or do you want to strive with all your might to be happy? do you want to live blissfully or do you want to face challenges that will lead you to a blissfulplace? do you want to be here now or do you want to train and practice to be here now? do you want to be free or do you want to face your fears? do you want powerful love or do you want the power to love? the choice is always ours

as the knowledge that I know nothing grows, thoughts lessen,just see, I experience the beginnings of love

Dear reader, I want to share with you that I will try my best to love you, I will try my best to love all. I want to try to love you genuinely, and to accept you as you are right now I know I'm not there yet, I know I could have more love to give, to you and everyone I can only promise that I will try, I believe I will meet you with unconditional love, I aim to it might take many days, you have my support, in your journey I aim to be your friend,your ally, even from far away,from across the planet,from across dimensions I will try to hold you into my heart,I believe in your success, success and happiness for all light, love, abundance, joy, excitement, peace, freedom, fun

can I ask about Buddha and sex? did the Buddha stop having sex when he enlightened? did he forbid his disciples to engage in sexual activity? are there any stories related to sex? If I may ask light & love

I share your your pain, it was indeed an infinite hell but it ended the truth is in happiness,in love, believe in feeling good, let me tell you that you deserve to feel good and have your most wildest dreams realized

welcome back! how exciting!

truth is a playtoy for divinities like us use it for maximum fun

I cannot comment on what you see from my perspective I believe in your energy light & love for all

if you truly start to love people, you try, you look inside your heart, you believe in the best of people after a while, when you're truly doing your best to love everyone you'll realize "hey if Im doing my best trying to love people, that means there are people out there who also do their best to love everyone, including me" there's a difference with reading about people that practice unconditional conscious love and doing it yourself when you do it yourself you feel it, you feel what it means to have love for everyone and suddenly you know that others do it, you can feel it even if you think that there are only one or two people in your city doing the same as you, consciously loving everyone, you will feel their love for you because you know this is true, you are living proof that people can genuinely love complete strangers, so you know in your heart and in your mind,its only logic, that there's at least one other person on this planet genuinely doing the same. its not a matter of belief anymore its a reality that hits you this is reflection, and the more you see the good of humanity, the more you recognize the acts of love everywhere soon you'll know that everyone holds love for everyone, behind the ego the fears, the love is there for many many people the love you have given is given back by every person you meet, because you dared practice unconditional love, you receive it from everyone you meet love is the most profitable investment in the universe, its not about sacrifice, its about having fun and feeling good every moment you love,you will be loved back a thousand fold its a good time to invest folks! the love stocks have never been so high! love is the EASIEST way to higher consciousness. a person that loves only himself has to be conscious of what? himself a person that loves unconditionally everyone, meaning loving as attentively as you would love your father, wife or little sister, has to conscious of what? the entire human race, 7.6 billion motherfucking human beings, not even counting the animals and the aliens and the fairies. all loving them preciously not even counting the people of the past, and the people of the future, has your head exploded yet? you"ll need head and heart for this! all the chakra's and more, this is the highway to consciousness! its that simple, the more you pay attention to the more you have to be present! the easiest way to pay attention to something is to love it! when you love attention is effortless

hello my friend, your questions are asked with such vehemence and precision,the energy is there. I have no doubt that you have found all the answers. happy enlightenment @Solace that music video is so cool man! nice find

@Ether thank you for this thread! @Prabhaker thank you for these amazing stories

the church wants men to bow down to God, to surrender to the spiritual,and ask no questions, too much on the female energy scale the scientific world wants to keep innovating, but its set in only physical action,it doesn't listen to other ways, it deems whatever that is not physically measurable non-existant, too much on the male energy scale consciousness spirituality allows the merging of both we listen to the universe, we invite silence,we're detached from outcome and circumstances, we trust life, female energy we set our intentions towards our dreams and desires,we manifest, we deserve to be free and fulfill our dreams, male energy we set our intention to what we want, while letting life guiding us however it wants,in whatever way to the fulfillment of those desires and dreams innerly we set our intention, action, male energy innerly we're taking in, we trust that it will happen, we're receiving what we set our intention to, female energy in the physical world life will decide how what we want will come to us, in what shape and through which circumstance, male energy for life in the physical world life follows your vibrations, it listens to your intentions, your state of being, your emotions,what you desire life goes towards, female energy for life the dance of the two elements, the fields are revealed

you sound enlightened to me

can you tell me more about your mindset?

sometimes when I see someone it feels as though im looking at one of my thousand fingers then other times it feels like im looking at gods on earth, life will show you the truth in many ways, and moreso, life dances