Arkandeus

one cannot care about others truly by putting himself above others and in competition with his fellow men the very people you mentioned probably never viewed themselves in any way or any concept that comes close to "alpha male" everyone wants something in return, everyone wants to be free, there is no human being that says no to freedom or love, there is no alpha or beta for me, we all hold the same potential and are in this together everyone is a reflection, you can only see what you are, so if you want to see weak men and a few strong men at the top you reflect your world view, you will be weak for the most of it now if you can see the potential in every human being, the true worth, you will see "alpha" males everywhere, and that will reflect your own strength, a true alpha sees the alpha in everyone a true leader is the one who can see everyone's real worth, everyone's strength, he does not lead because he is at better at everything, he leads because he sees the common truth, and he shares it, his behavior guides people to that truth, to their own power,its not about him, its about everyone, the leader shines truth, its only natural to go out when the sun is shining you would follow anyone that genuinely believes more in yourself, in your own potential, happiness and growth then you do currently, because its not about following anyone, its about following yourself life is not a horizontal competition where you constantly check if you are stronger then your fellow men, its a vertical evolution, where you actively want to make your fellow men as strong as possible, because his strength is yours, and vice versa,

real power literally comes from infinite intelligence, power is literally intelligent love so if we're talking about real psychic abilities with serious power over reality we're talking about a buddha level of consciousness that goes with it so yes anyone that has access to real power has the wisdom that goes with it and is tuned to the universe and the harmony of the purpose of all the souls in this collective experience so no kid with an ego will get superman level of powers to only go around and make the world his playground while you have an ego, meaning you believe that you are not in constant telepathy with everyone, and that we're all here go evolve together in harmony and synchronicity, if you believe you're a separate being standing on a planet, you'll have no incredibly huge power on the level of paranormal abilities, many do have subtle abilities and I believe we all do to some degree the very purpose of power is not to attain it, power is a tool to help each other, power is for those beings who will make use it for the sake of everyone, to share it with everyone,the more power is shared, the more others evolve, which makes you evolve, which makes them evolve, which makes you evolve, which makes them evolve... see? power is literally love its a collective evolution in an upwards spiral

how about we take the best quality of the alpha male, the freely expressing oneself and the best quality of the beta male, caring about others including their opinion? a man does freely what he wants while still caring about others a paradox? enlightenment

mate, girl number one could absolutely blow your mind, even more then girl number 2 what you see is a mix of vibration and physical body girl number 2 has a conventionally attractive body and she has the feminine energy and well being that goes with it girl number 1 has a face and skin that is considered less attractive by cultural means, on top of that she has a low vibration she is barely in her feminine well being, most probably because she is aware that she's further from convential attractiveness but she believes it limits her too is it easier to be attractive with a physique more in tune with conventional attractiveness? yes, which in turn makes it easier to be comfortable in your energy and so on this is earth level now if we're talking spiritual consciousness and that girl number one, realizes she is not limited by her body, the body is for the spiritual energy merely a canvas through which it expresses itself, some canvasses seem to be harder to be attractive with, that is the earthly illusion, the spirit can make any body look insanely attractive,handicapped, skin diseases, anything can be overcome we're talking about real spiritual energy, knowing one's own identity, and in this case real feminine energy, if girl number 1 accesses her source female energy she could look a universe, billions of galaxies different to what she looks now with the exact same body, no change done physically, you could instantly fall in love with her the same with a woman with a obese body, believe it or not, you could be insanely attracted to an obese women if she displayed her feminine energy fully, that real pure innocent feminine energy, unimaginable, this is said easily but for a woman to pull that off she'd had be very far in inner enlightenment what you see is always a mix of physical body and light and energy, vibration this is not an easy illusion to overcome I know knowing that the buddha lived in an eternal present moment, and many of you who have done psychedelics, have you ever considered the attractiveness of your relation to time and space? there is infinitely more to attractiveness, keep your minds open! thr

what I seem to be building up on the path to the present moment is the knowledge of the unknown being able to grasp and be conscious of how much I do not know, somewhere this means that I'm seeing the big dark picture whereas before all this I could give a value of 89 of actual knowledge and a value of 10 to unknown knowledge by unknown knowledge I mean thus the degree of consciousness of how much I do not know about reality and its nature now I'd say I'm around a value of 1000 of actual knowledge but a value of 1 000 000 of unknown knowledge the degree in which I know that I do not have a single clue, even though I know so much more, I know more that there is so much that is unknown I guess this is a form of instinctive knowledge, for to know that you do not know something, you have to know it a sense like a sort of obscure blind knowledge, I can tell and feel more how big the book of reality is, whats inside the pages though I have no clue many on this forum know that I experience day to day visual improvements , senses, hearing space, effects of enlightenment my organic vision has improved hugely, its gigantically wide and sharp, I see hundred of meters further and clearer, I live on the 13th floor of an appartment block with a view over the city, the depth of the landscape is unimaginable compared to before, I hear about 10 times better and louder and visually space, architecture, the human body, face, everything is evolving divinely straight to heaven on earth timewise, a day is as long as 4 days to a week I share this, not to boast or for my ego, I have long considered the purpose of sharing this what I share here, can be imagined and believed, and what you can imagine and consider to be true can definitely be yours, this sort of sharing is important, like the sharing of a psychic blueprint for a vibration, and we as the psychic architects of our being I share the natural metamorphosis of reality, to shine light on my position, in a month I could be in an entirely different dimension, eating with a fork, or talking to a friend or listenning to music might mean something entirely different then it does now, the human body might be different, emotions might be different, experiencing an image might be entirely different and I know that from the changes so far, everything I know is only useful and relevant to this week or two max, which is immensely closer to where before I thought my knowledge would be of use my entire life and this gap keeps closing as the present moment is approached in every aspect, every single direction, renewed, evolved, it is really happening know and so the real knowledge dare I say is the knowledge of the unkown, realizing that life is being created before your eyes, now in every aspect, every single direction, every element, every idea, every being, every texture, every form renewed, evolved, fresh, blooming, growing, glowing

one thing I recognize in you, is an unredeeming honesty, and that will certainly lead you straight to heaven

if its true it genuinely makes you feel better, it brings joy, excitement, expansion

as long as you are uncomfortable, they will be uncomfortable this is more about you then anything else there is no reason why you should not approach a fellow being in my past days of pickup I'd notice how I had no problem approaching people in general women included if it was about asking time or direction, and I noticed the same from other people, it felt right it went fluid, because I felt I deserved to approach people for the time or directions I'd keep that mind, the confidence approaching a stranger is there, I just need to figure out what's going on with my inner beliefs, why I did not I deserved to approach a women to simply talk to her last I know it is not a crime to exchange a few words with the opposite sex yet it felt like I was committing a felony after a long and completely honest look inside my heart my intentions and my beliefs I came to the conclusion that pickup is not part of my path of most joy and excitement and flow throughout the experience I managed to reach peak levels where I could approach women with relative ease and I was merely scratching the surface of what was possible, I had some nice dates, and definitely the belief that it is rude to approach women vanished, there were many women who felt genuinely happy to be approached even if it didnt lead to anything its a friendly gesture to a fellow human being so it is really about you my experience is mine alone, and there are people for whom pickup may be part of their spiritual path and I know such people, thats what makes the world such a wonderful place, so many different experiences so definitely feel this for yourself now for the actual advice, you have 2 different beliefs you intent to talk to women, so you have a positive belief that you deserve to talk and get to know everyone, women included your thread also shows you have a negative belief which says you do not have the right to approach just about anyone what will happen is that with mixed vibrations, some people will naturally tune into your positive vibration, some will tune into your negative vibration depending on how hard and intensely you believe and feed your negative belief, more people will tune into that when you approach them so nurture the right beliefs believe in your self-esteem this is knowing who you are and knowing that you deserve a lot and yes you may make a few women uncomfortable, who cares? we all care, but we're gonna have to stand in our own shoes as long as your intention is in the right place, you genuinely approach with the purpose of love, with the goal that both you and the women get something positive out of the interaction, then you did good, you did right if she happens to decide to believe in negativity that is her choice

quite indeed I feel your self-love!

I fully agree

Ive had the most wonderful and magical experiences and insights on mini-doses. you're not overwhelmed in any way, its a gentle experience and completely magical. you won't get a crazy fireworks experience but you'll get major insights still I know those ayahuasca retreats have a commercial side to them and they're trying to sell an experience, and there is a western mentality that we want everything right away, so western people actually want that this is the downright biggest most basic lesson in spirituality path: power vs love do you want to evolve powerfully or do you want to evolve lovingly? you could take a normal dose and blast yourself against your fear and panics and perhaps come out of it stronger with major insights, but this is your life do you want to make a habit of learning by suffering and intense discomfort for the potential of major insights? power you know you're going to suffer if you're already suffering now when you look and feel that possible event or do you want to make a habit of learning by loving and respecting yourself, listen and feel your fear and respect your fear that doesn't mean do nothing and be paralyzed, it means doing a smaller dose, where you feel more comfortable and secure now, where you compromise with your fears and desires, both feelings which you feel now, you respect yourself, you wont get the crazy experience they're all talking about but you will get insights and probably the ones you need power is always about sacrificing how you feel now in order to gain something later, meaning you do not live in the present moment, you live in concepts, in thoughts, in comparison, in past vs future love is about gaining something right now, loving the you now,whatever you want to do at this ayahuasca retreat it needs to make you feel good now, here, this moment, even if the retreat is a in a year, what you aim needs to feel good, or needs to make you feel slightly better, it can be subtle, at the very least you shouldnt be feeling overly anxious yes fears can be faced, but they can also be faced comfortably, is there more "gain" to facing a fear by rushing into it? yes but whatever you "gain" will never make you feel better at the core, well being is harmony of all the emotions, and especially every emotion balanced by love feeling better and good starts now even though we want to overcome (undestand) ego and self, this can be done in a respectful and loving manner

Imagine looking at your feet, and feeling the same depth of distance as you do now when you look up at the stars Imagine the sheer joy of seeing another person, you know that's not a human being, it's a moving mountain, a moving planet, the exact same and even more presence in a single person then I felt before looking at an entire landscape natural energy in motion, living stars, the joy of seeing people the freedom of the vast space that now makes up the sky and the universe, beyond anything it ever was before the universe is expanding, this can be seen with the naked eye enlightenment truly brings joy, excitement, magic I see my room nowadays and the space in it is so vast, it is a literal universe I have seen my room grow with me a few years ago I had a normal room, a human room, on the way here I once wondered if it is really possible to meditate in one's room and be satisfied, could one sit in this room forever and be satisfied? now I know the answer, everywhere we go we are free and we grow, all is life, all is enlightenment I could meditate in this room and in no time it would be another room, physical bounds while stil l relevant, leave more space, more fluidity for magic, for infinity what I mean to share with this post, with this forum, is that its all really possible, moreover its certain, if you desire it you're already here magic is real, infinity is everywhere, things are possible, our wildest dreams

reality is made of emotion, energy in motion =) emotion in structure emotions in blades of grass emotion in fire, in water emotion in space our emotions move reality! yeaaaaaah

celebration!

the more one is in the present moment the more time/space there is right now it is magic yet very physical for any average person it does not make sense to situate themselves a decade or 20 years ahead, this is automatic, it's natural instinct one knows one will have evolved and gone through many changes, one will be a different being meditation as one's own space time grows enormously time/space can grow so much that the next hour or the next day is exactly the same as the next decade or the next year, Meditate, time/space grows, nurture the present moment, hours and days and minutes will become so long one pay's more attention to what is now naturally, it only makes sense to pay attention to what is happening this month to what is happening these 2 weeks to what is happening this week to what is happening this day to what is happening this hour to what is happening this minute to what is happening this second

positivity!

I bought these shower curtains at ikea a couple of months ago. The first few days I was really dazzled by them, after that I didn't really pay any special attention towards the curtains although I do appreciate them! Until a week ago, I'm taking a shower and I ''notice" the curtains, suddenly there is space and attention for the shower curtains. The curtains depict a sort of ocean with all sorts of fish and in the middle of it there's a line and hook, with a banana at the end of the hook, there are a couple of fish gathered around the banana on the hook, looking curiously. Honestly I do not even remember this scene when I first bought the shower curtains So I look at this scene, it captivates me Then two days ago I visit this site that streams anime, I notice the new anime shows coming out, I stumble upon one called banana fish. I simply watch it, its about people that go crazy and the last thing they say is banana fish, I drop the anime because it is not that interesting Only now, only today did I realize this link while taking a shower again, banana fish, on my shower curtains, banana fish the anime its incredible, it so random

you are right, I can only agree there are many things you are right about which are the things that make you feel good? that make you feel nice?

HAHA Bananas yes,fish no I am adopting a vegetarian diet, I am raising it well

enlightenment is here, enjoy

many concepts your inner compass is showing the way excitement, joy, passion, feeling good you seem to be able to hear your inner compass

I notice, a baby always speaks of now it never tells stories of yesterday, everything the baby does is related to now every motion, every gesture, related to something happening now everytime I see a baby, I learn

I direct my attention towards the positive points of something so that I can understand its true nature

way to go man, if it feels goods thats great

as presence increases I get more of these moments where I go "wow I really am in my bathroom" "wow I'm really writing a message" "wow I'm really with my friends" "wow I'm really riding this tram" "wow they're really doing construction there" "wow this is really happening"