Arkandeus

excuse me, a place with women dancing and men cheering on. A place where the women and men's body is celebrated, where love is celebrated, where sex is celebrated! I'm keeping the male strip clubs in mind too, strip clubs are absolutely awesome what would an enlightened strip club activity look like? woman and men dancing is something to be celebrated, whether its at a strip club, a cabaret, or even parents going to watch their kids dance performance, this is about love

he's doing it one way, that being leo's way I'm having a feeling you think enlightenment is about doing something, following a way enlightenment happens inside, it is what encompasses daily reality some dude may enlighten by medating in a cave for 20 years , some other might enlighten by doing all sorts of thing, some might enlighten by studying the nature of ants, some might enlighten by writing books, watching porn, swimming you can find your enlightenment anywhere, its not in this physical world, its who we are,its our divine nature and we all have our own ways of awakening

a place with people being who they are

simply put what I share is the opposite of that a man and a woman come together for sacred love when both realize they are completely whole as they are the well being, the knowing that you are complete right now as you are, without anyone , is the truth of love reflected in the divine mirror that is life a woman reflects the wholeness of a man and a man reflects the wholeness of a woman, or it could be a woman reflecting the wholeness of a woman, works with same gender relationships in my opinion love is literally about creation the energy of love of emotions, comes into physical shape through a mans erection and in to physical shape for a woman by the new space that she experiences when she is penetrated she could be penetrated by a finger if its about lesbian sex, its not only about a man's sexual organ both genders, experience through sex the transmutation of love energy into physical space that in my opinion is the truth of life love upholds reality,and it is through love that we create what we want, and love is a co-creation

the moment you perceive enlightenment and desire it, its done, you're enlightened you desire it, you know it, you believe in it you carry a divine vibration like a beacon sending a bliss-stress signal through the entire universe, every atom you can go back to chopping wood and carrying water the universe is coming for you

look I'm going to disagree on this one it's about the quality of the video, there are plenty of people who record their sexual activities with a good heart and will, sharing their passion with the world, now this stuff is more found in amateur videos

allright I will admit that the tough guy weak argument is bullshit, I phrased it badly, what I meant by it is that to me there is no weak and tough, its quite relative. Anyhow it doesn't really make a point but I like your opinion on it, that love is good true but do your strategies have the power to oversee the past, the future and an infinite amount of parallel realities? the ability to directly communicate with any other soul on earth in order to create synchronisation events in your life for you to grow? this is the higher self and he's I leave the strategies and quantum calculations in. This my personal reality though, I'd understand if you do not believe in this. Yes there is nothing wrong with a sense of power. It is a fine line to walk my general sense is that one should never compare your power to someone else, the moment you start measuring you are in a dark mindset I say this only as advice cause I can clearly feel your heart is in the right place, its pretty awesome what you're doing, the path to enlightenment are infinite thats what makes it so fun, you're def doing good in my opinion!

uncomfortable means uncomfortable to try and ignore your feelings, to forge through, to create a mindset where suffering is beneficial in some way is the path of power, to continually sacrifice your present self for future prospects, projected assets, requires a created and a maintained model of the world if you deem uncomfortableness and a hard life to be your temporary place of learning, then where do you get your good feelings from? your prospected advantages, situated in a mental future, you mean to tell me this will ultimately bring you to genuinely feel good in the present moment? perhaps you will be so resistant to suffering and uncomfortableness you will enlighten suddenly, who knows if we apply this mindset to human relationships,one will feel less guilty maybe even proud to make someone else uncomfortable, after all its for their own good? any uncomfortableness that they feel is ultimately them getting one step closer to happiness I know this is a ridiculous comparison, but actually it really isn't, if you deeply believe something you will end affecting others in regards to that belief, it is inevitable, this is the path of power and quick results, it is dark have you considered that chosing the easy path does not mean no learning, it might mean learning when you dont expect it because you're not focused on it, you let go of learning I'll even drop this one, have you considered that you're more comfortable making yourself uncomfortable and pushing through attaining a sense of power, then being comfortable, taking the easy way, cruising, and not really having this sense of struggle and power? this might be your real discomfort zone? it comes down to the tough guy weak guy argument who's tougher, the guy living life being tough, or the guy living life being weak? knowing that being weak makes life tougher to live

you are basically exploring a mental existence of yourself where you have no physical sensory input and you're asking yourself if this existence would be relevant to creation you ask this precisely because you know deep down that every existence is a meaningful expression of creation to make this knowledge surface to your conscious mind you project this puzzle and so if you can find meaning in a life without sensory input you will get that closer to consciously remembering universal truth

Indeed I understand your perspective, a very interesting one I do not believe in scarcity, only in abundance, I could not miss anything that would bring me great joy, if there's an awesome girl for me out there, we will meet somehow If I will talk to someone, any gender, it will be because I feel good, not because I might miss something, scarcity will never motivate me this to me my friend is the essence of my personal enlightenment, when I finally decided to stop putting on my student shoes, putting down my training belt, I started surfing the waves of the universe Why would I not want things to be easy and comfortable? Isn't that the whole point, one cannot live happily if he does not chose to live a happy life what you just said can pretty much sum up the entirety of my consciousness work, the decision for life to be easy, really easy

wow amazing! these are definitely good signs! enlightenment is physical! this is good the impaired mental abilities are a bit different then used to, although it is really just a phase that leads to amazing evolution

sounds to me like your universal mind is opening, like the other guy in a topic a few days ago it comes with temporary impaired functions, I went through it as well, like a mind rewiring from earthly to universal if you have more symptoms to share that'd be nice

I share once more my experience in my blooming of enlightenment I want to share that I haven't done any psychedelics in months, any and all changes mentioned here flow naturally and are intimately rythmed to the evolution of consciousness as it flows I find myself once again on the verge of infinity I toke a walk outside and it felt like I'm on holyday in some exotic country, this is the city I have lived in my entire life the neighborhood I've lived in for more then a decade, and yet again, after a single night of sleep everything is renewed, and I am in awe, reality has evolved we're talking about the evolution of visuals at the rate of hundred times the intensity of a huge dose of mushroom for me to see what I see today compared to yesterday, I would have to have taken about 20 tabs of lsd back before all this consciousness work, somehow trying to situate and share the degree of change here for anyone who has done mushrooms or lsd yet there is no discomfort, no rush, its like I havent moved, I'm still me, completely sober, somewhat cause these changes can be pretty overwhelming imagine the sheer joy of people the size of mountains, moving about across huge plains, their hair as wavy as the ocean, looking into eyes the size of a small planet, with eye colors never seen before, so vivid so alive that is the evolution of space evolution of being, imagine seeing the neck of another person, and feeling this a hundred times more then you ever even used to feel your own neck inside your own body, feeling being their hands, their head, the ears, the torso, the body of other people feeling them being alive as much as much as you feel yourself alive I dont know how far Ive come but I suspect that the mere size of my finger is as lengthy as an entire mile back before I enlightened, this is how it feels to experience more space in your reality and its pretty mindblowing humans legitly look like gods, and I feel like olympus has come down to my city the human bodies , the human faces, the human expressions, are so divine, so cool, so elegant, so powerful, so magnificent it is undescribable, it looks like people are gods but aliens at the same time, so mysterious so unique, so organic yet divine, if I could have ever imagined what gods looked like, this it, and the gods are my fellow neighbours, the people at the supermarket, in the city I walk and I feel "Ive never seen a kid like that" " this is the first time I see a woman like that" "wow so thats what an old man is now" I can guarantuee to anyone that heaven on earth is a reality it is really not about what we do, or where we are, enlightenment is reality itself, and pure happiness and bliss is present in every atom of reality, to awaken that, it does not matter where you are or what you do, you are always with reality, your room could grow the size of a continent just to make you smile and feel the magic of life, that is infinite love in its magic every human being could be the first man or woman you've ever seen so creatively and infinutely that reality evolves, every voice you hear, every sentence, could be the first sentence you've ever heard, it could be a type of human voice so divine you've never heard such a voice until now, life literally being created now, expanding now, evolving now this is enlightenment as I experience it personally

oh I know exactly what I want, its quite simple, feeling good Im very much aware that anything can be a learning experience but im done learning, growing towards something I'll feel genuinely good now and if that comes with growth and learning or involves it so be it,otherwise dare I say I do not care about growth and learning, I am here now

you're the one!

yes, times when I am emotionally disturbed the changes are integrated differently I've had times where I barely felt could walk straight, having to get used to how my legs feel and move, at worst I almost felt like a lost wild animal in a city, completely losing my composure and feeling like an alien in the city, standing out when I go through changes, its everything at once, new visuals, new body, new senses, new time, new space,for the most of it this happens comfortably actually , Im in a stream most of time, out of thoughts, but during emotional disturbances it can get different but it always ends well this is literally non-duality, I feel people's bodies and emotions a thousand times more then I felt my emotion and body before I began consciousness work Im literally being other people far more intensely then I was being myself in the past the people that I see now are entirely my own perception, their faces and bodies have evolved in rythm with my consciousness and chakra blooming, the human body feels entirely connected to me I do not have an idea what people looked like 2 months ago, even less 2 years ago before all this, if I were to make an honest comparison from my memory, human beings 2 years ago, you can take a kids 2D drawing of a tree, a drawing about the size of your thumb, and put it next to a gigangic real life tree , this is humans now, this is the comparison,not even exaggerating, unimaginable these are the dimensions in which the human body has changed for me, in terms of liveliness, colours, details, volume, the increase in space is seriously the most mindblowing factor so I know what I see is entirely related to me, and I do not have a clue how other people see the world,and in a week I'll be seeing other things, I legitly feel like im looking beautiful mythical creatures,elves and trolls and aliens yet still human the concept itself of other people is starting to sound very vague, if I were to meet anyone on this forum I know I would have the same feeling as the one I do when I look at the mirror in private if anything this forum might be one of the last places where I do not see myself and I feel like there are "others" out there anyone I see I live them as me, ive long stopped meeting strangers, that illusion stopped somewhere along the way online though I cant see you so I cant live you, its not as simple, this forum is seriously the last place where I can meet so called others lol, honestly, its like the last bastion of earthly human beings for me, out there its just full on dreamscape

this is why I dont like dates man they bring me completely out of my stream dates are a pretty logic concept but somewhere it feels completely wrong when it comes to male and female dynamic its like im in my stream and im doing stuff, im following my passion, or doing something interesting, or just getting shit done then comes this time when I'm supposed to take a time off to prepare myself to meet a woman and get to know her and talk to her the whole time? it feels absolutely odd, Im not a talker, I'm a do'er, I dont like to sit and talk unless its extremely interesting, and things that are really interesting have nothing to do with gender, so to sit and talk with a woman because she is a woman is completely uninteresting to be honest, even if she is pretty, it was always fake and trying on my part because frankly this aint interesting, but I thought back then dates were normal I wouldnt go on a date with a girl unless I already know her and we have a good connection, meaning we both like each other and we both know it, so it wouldnt be a date it would just be me being with my girlfriend this whole seducing and game business is so tiring and hollowing, definitely out of my stream you invest all this time and energy for what? to be left feeling like the OP I know that feeling, and its not even about the other guy, who cares, I've had dates that ended well and neither me and the woman were really interested in each other, left me wondering why the hell did we even meetup, just complete emptiness,thats when I toke a serious look at this dating concept, Im never meeting up with a woman unless I'm certain I'll feel absolutely good and amazing meeting her then again this is my personal opinion, so you do what you want to do, the circle is complete

hell yeah, could be a fun experience, if you've got a friend who's open-minded enough this is the type of stuff i'd say yes to if a friend asked me to help him out, its just crazy and its explorative, id def do it

I disagree, if nothing is real then you would care less about others, less about connection what makes you less concerned from life, what makes you more distant from others in your heart cannot be true, what makes life feel less relevant cannot be true We think to be free of human ego we have to dump everything including our individuality till we're empty but there's way more inside of us beyond human ego, we have an unique essence and soul purposes just from the way you write your post I can sense a mechanical aspect, a cold logic in a sense, I can feel this truth does not satisfy you or move your heart in any way if the truth is not at least as exciting as you seeing your favourite music artist live at a concert then its no good thats what these feelings are for, if we listen please disengage from all this theoritical bullshit and listen to your heart, listen to those moments that feel good, the magic of life, start feeling and I say to myself as well, as I tend to engage in theoretical drivel quite often then again if we feel the need to be theory junkies once in a while that is fine, all is accepted so the circle is complete, I didn't really say anything

love is the true north whatever love means to you, or you could even say respect, self-respect, respect for others that is the way that will always lead to light you may thought you would live a hundred years and die, but what if you could live a hundred years in a single month? would you still have the same priorities as you do right now? how would you live your life, what would matter to you? a universal mind flows with the present moment, it is also a temporal shift and realizing the nature of time will help bring clarity, you're probably already in a different dimension of time, which asks for a different way of being and decision-making the nature of time will keep changing the closer you get to the present moment

look at the amount of energy you're "wasting" on porn look at it differently, you're spending this energy, investing this divine energy you're doing this amazing consciousness work, and gaining this divine energy and the first thing your body wants to do with it is to use it for sexual energy, sexual transmutation, exploration A boy when he reaches that age as he grows up, he starts to notice girls in a different way and he starts to explore his sexual energy through masturbation this is not some illusion by the mind, this is his entire body longing and pushing for exploration and it is still felt when a boy grows into a man, I will let no guru or bible or psychologist or anyone tell me that this should be contained in some form, in any form its like 95 percent of your body is screaming to masturbate to do it, and then there's all these ideas and conventions and theories and we try to listen to that, when you're literally feeling the truth, your body is literally signaling, its right in front of your face, in your thoughts and feelings, "hey lets explore this" "hey we should explore this" "hey lets look at this more" "hey lets do it" if there's anything in life that is obvious, that is obviously communicated by the body, it is sex, in all its forms, its just crystal clear can that energy be used for other things? yes but if my body is telling me to use it for sexual purposes, even if its masturbation, by myself, not shared with a girl, sexual exploration by myself, I quite simply listen "ok lets explore this, lets see what you're trying to show me" from this moment on I did not masturbate to release stress, or for pleasure, although this is certainly still involved I do it very awarely, like a meditation, being present, an exploration of sexual energy if my body wants me to invest tons of divine energy, so much divine energy that I feel I could warp space, help so many people, build so much, genuinely share it with other people if my body wants me to invest the most of it into wacking off to girls? I'll do it damn it! I'll listen, and I'll see where it takes me with my own eyes and my dick in my hand the universe has its ways I guess and I can share that I've had some pretty spacy and universally connected masturbation experiences even porn cannot be a disconnection from consciousness work, whether its a pornstar or a male actor, you look at human being living life, you drop judgements, you see their bodies as they are, you witness human sexuality even porn can consciousness work, and thats quite beautiful

seems to me like you enlightened. there is nothing wrong with your life as it is what do you seek with enlightenment? with trying to be present? you are perhaps feeling the emptiness of seeking, and looking back on your life, it doesnt look that bad doesnt it so enjoy what you have! dont let spiritual ego judge how you lived and make you believe it is shameful to go back there is nothing wrong with how you lived, and if you accept that you can integrate the qualities of your previous lifestyle, one can never go back, but if you do not judge, you will take with you the best of your past self, the things that felt good yes maybe your previous lifestyle had its faults, its about being mature, it had aspects that were not very conscious but it certainly had qualities, if you judge it as all bad and even degenerative you reject the qualities of your past, it only makes sense that not everything from your previous lifestyle can be bad, its so black and white, and even now to your spiritual life style there are flaws and there are qualities the key is again not judging, not ping ponging from black to white, absorb qualities from spiritual lifestyle, merge them with qualities from non-spiritual lifestyle I feel I enlightened when I seeked so hard to ascend I went through horrible stuff related to psychedelics, and it went so far because I wanted to enlighten so much, I got lost in hell and when I made it back from there to a degree of normacly I thought "wait a minute, this whole enlightenment quest is hundred times worse then how my life was before, a hundred times worse, whats the point of all this? I'll gladly take my miserable human life back, "enlightenment and heaven can go f*ck themselves" at this point I put myself above enlightenment, I realized I needed to feel good right now, not at the end of a mystic path of learning, dedication, devotion, meditation, sacrifice, endurance, hard work, hell no, Now thats the priority, no enlightenment or infinite bliss will make me sacrifice how I feel now since then I've made "progress" but what really happened is the natural order things naturally flow, bloom and evolve enlightenment is certain and it is natural, it happens and if flows with you, at your own pace, like a seed blooming, a child growing, there is no effort or mechanization, let things flow enlightenment is very intimate, dare I say that enlightenment loves you, it doesn't want you to feel worse, ever it flows when you let nature flow, how you feel right now matters, you pay attention to feeling good now do not pursue things that will make you feel good later enlightenment happens now, not two steps from here, not one step from here not 10 minutes of struggling from here, not 10 seconds of hard work and holding on from here, not one second of sacrifice from here... it is now it is here it is good and satisfying not even enlightenment should get in the way of you feeling good and satisfied about yourself in this moment, thats enlightenment in my opinion get off the path and be home, unless you enjoy the path! all is well

friend I have been through the exact same phase and I'm starting to integrate it this is you getting used to using your universal mind, its like a reset and it feels like starting from scratch again in my experience I felt like a toddler, compared to my earthly mind which was so fast sharp and projecting especially the HUGE indecisiveness, unable to process the universal mind works in the present moment, its connected to universal knowledge, parallel timelines, collective soul purposes you are learning to navigate with this, which explains what you're going through as you integrate this evolution wonderful things will happen, it only leads to good stuff eat well & drink water & sleep well

the truth of the universe is inside you have never lived outside of it, you have never been outside of it, that is what makes the truth the truth, it is what is regardless of your thoughts, beliefs, world views, concepts, age, whatever it is, it has always been part of the truth when you were taking your first steps as a toddler, the truth is there when you eat ice cream, the truth of the universe is right there with you when you walk outside, going through some thoughts of listening to music, the truth of life is with you when you're with friends or family, sharing a moment, the truth is here when you're on the toilet, peeing, shitting, here is the truth of all things can you look for and find the truth at the end of the universe in a exotic alien civilization?yes at the end of many thoughts and concepts?yes, in your favourite guru? after many mushroom or lsd or dmt trips?yes, yes the truth is everywhere, so it will be there as well the truth is always with you, like your best buddy, perhaps we are unconscious of it, we dont notice it, get to know this friend, that is with you every moment yes, we might not be fully aware of the truth, but its not to be found outside of what we have, no guru or dmt trip can give you whats already there, they could open your eyes more to the fact that its here that you will find truth, still it is up to one to open his or her eyes to what is here the truth of the universe is literally in one of your feelings right now, it is something you know and experience now the truth is very familiar so my advice, when you're out and about in your daily life, take a small moment to recognize and be aware that the truth of the universe is with you right here, right now, it is somewhere here, it might not be felt fully, it might be a small sliver of truth, but it is here, somewhere in this moment, you are feeling the truth of the universe, the connection to all life, to all of creation, the universal beingness somewhere in your feelings, here, now

this is all illusion, what men and women want is real genuine love the truth is inside