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That's very, very true @Viking

Martin Ball - Tried = Yes, Recommends = Hell yeah! I think that there's important fact that almost no spiritual teacher has ever touched something like 5-MeO-DMT or DPT. With proper method there's a very big chance of experiencing death, and that's qualitatively different to tripping on other psychedelics. They also lack a knowledge of the topic, so they say no for your safety. Notice that they all say no, but none of them is on an anti-psychedelic crusade. Also, Osho - Tried = Yes, N2O for sure, others I don't know, Recommends = Yes/No. I have read a lot of OSHO material and I remember him considering something like LSD 2.0 should be made, that would give you a pure glimpse of the Absolute to spark the interest in pursuing the real deal. I think 5-MeO-DMT would be something he would appreciate, if he knew about it. He was also against drug prohibition.

I am joking, but I have had something like that for a month. Back then I had started practicing Kriya daily and was spending most of my time in the nature, without any worries. The experience was like microdosing, but without ingesting any substance. More intense during the practice and then fading off over hours.

Persistent low dose psychedelic experience.

Ask yourself if it's the right moment and you will get the answer. Really. It might be unclear at first if it's yes or no, so take your time and do it honestly. Listen to your higher self, not your mind. I am more scared of my first vipassana retreat, than I ever was of any psychedelic, so I am not sure if that's an universal truth.

@ChimpBrain Yup, I still have to find a Sack's book that I didn't like. All his works are great. Just pick a title with a topic you like and enjoy! He perfectly combines humanitarian aproach to people with scientific knowledge, takes the best from these two worlds and puts it into a one book. @Shu, another recommendation for you. "Motorcyclism. Road to mindfulness" is a well-done attempt at fusing motorcycling with Zen. Check it out, if you like rare books, that no-one knows about.

Oliver Sack's "The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat" might be a good shot for you. If you will like this one, then I recommend for you to read his autobiography "On The Move", too. Frans de Waal's "Our Inner Ape" is entertaining as hell, as well. I have also thought about some of the most-inspiring biographies that there are, but at the same time being very down to earth and pleasant to read. These would be: "Total Recall" by Arnold Schwarzenegger, "Elon Musk" by Ashlee Vance, and "Steve Jobs" by Walter Isaacson.

OSHO's books are packed with stories and are entertaining to read.

But don't you like to "let it sit" and contemplate a book for a few days after you have read it? For me that's a juicy part of reading a book. But go on and test it. I am curious to hear your opinion after you actually do it. I will stick with my challange of reading one book a month, that's already hard enough.

@Feel Good Mainly.

Why do you work 10 hours a day? Do you have to sustain a family or does it simply costs so much to survive? If you are working 10 hours a day in order to save some chunk of money that could be needed in the future to start a bussiness, then you are doing good. If you are not then consider changing a career. You can for example invest in a camera/drone and start recording stuff during the weekends. Or buy a bunch of cleaning chemicals, a professional vaccum cleaner and start cleaning people's carpets in your garage. These kinds of bussinesses are easy to start and can turn out to be very profitable. Just start doing what most people don't want to do, but they have to or really like to have it done. Search craigslist for ideas. If you are more of a creative type of person/know a foreign language then freelancing might be a path for you. By freelancing you could lower the time you work from 10 hours to 6 and still earn the same. You can use Udemy, Envato or YouTube video courses to learn skills needed and market your services on websites like UpWork or Fiverr, or search for gigs on Craigslist. Some links on freelancing, if you have a time to read: https://www.thefastlaneforum.com/community/threads/how-to-learn-code-start-a-web-company-15k-per-month-within-9-months.69971/ https://www.thefastlaneforum.com/community/threads/how-to-make-1-000-a-week-with-no-degree-no-feedback-no-portfolio.58837/ https://www.thefastlaneforum.com/community/threads/how-i-made-11032-in-2-months-with-less-than-1-30-hour-of-daily-work.66088/ https://www.thefastlaneforum.com/community/threads/15-days-to-freedom-make-money-copywriting-in-15-days-or-less.59465/ https://www.thefastlaneforum.com/community/threads/how-to-actually-get-freelance-work-what-i-learned-after-3-months-of-beating-my-head-against-a-wall.74319/

Source: https://dribbble.com/Teodor

Source: https://www.instagram.com/wooorm/ Not really a strange-loop, just wanted to mention that the author of the Torus video above has a lot of other cool stuff on their channel. https://www.youtube.com/user/theadventurousspark/videos

Even the smallest Ape can be an alpha male. The same goes for humans. You don't need to be an example of physical exellence, you just have to make up for it in other areas. It's all about how much you care about the others, how many problems/conflicts you can solve and how you can relieve others in their pain, wheter emotional or physical. You also need to know how to maintain good friendships. It's only a little bit harder when you are short, but in the end it doesn't even matter. If you don't have a girlfriend and you would like to have one, then chances are the issue is with something else, not your physical apparence.

Hell no, nutmeg is not a substitute for DMT, not in the slightest. If you are looking for a DMT substitute then there is DPT, or MET, or MiPT, just to name a few. Do research, maybe some of them are legal in your country. If you have access to LSD then that would be your best bet. Btw, there are reddits like this one: https://www.reddit.com/r/DarkNetMarketsNoobs/wiki/bible/buyer that may help you solve your problems.

10 grams with zero tolerance - I can imagine how it would look like. More than that - seems unreasonable. Extremely high doses can cause a seizure and produce much more intense vasoconstriction, which can be a serious risk, if you for example have a heart disease. 10 grams is already playing with fire. Either way, prepare for a much, MUCH longer trip and some physical pain.

We believe... we believe We believe... we believe IN LOVE... in love

Changa is DMT + MAOi, just like Ayahuasca, but smoked. DMT freebase is just dmt in a smokable form.

Check out OSHO's books about love. They are gold.

@S33K3R That's not how you do a dark room retreat. You have to go like 10 days straight into total darkness and solitude, no interruptions, then it will work.

@Hsinav It was 5-MeO and something new that lasts around 2-3 hours and is even deeper. I would place my money on Ketamine or MXE, but who knows. Leo still hasn't shared what it was. He is probably gathering more experience and preparing a video on that topic.

Some of the TED speeches are orange, too.

The most popular self-help coach from Poland: Mateusz Grzesiak. Very orange. You can only watch first 2 minutes to see.