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Why not test both? If you can only buy one then I vouch for 4-AcO-DMT, because it acts shorter and due to that is more versatile. It's not by any means weaker or more "relaxed". It all depends on a dose. Both are great really. It's like choosing Rolls Royce vs Bentley.

When you do sports, your concetration is goal-oriented. In Yoga you have no goals, you just observe what is. You watch experiences coming by and passing away, gaining direct wisdom about how reality works. Concentration for survival vs. concentration for the sake of concentration, that's the difference, I think.

It's impossible not to attract at least one decent guy throughout your whole life. If your looks are the issue, then learn how to do make up better, gain/loose weight to get healtier appearance, etc. If your personality is the problem, then just stick to self-development and work on the issues. Maybe you are not meeting enough single guys for attraction to happen? Solution then would be to start going out more.

It's ok. If you can't feel or visualize something, then you need patience. Work consistently and diligently and the effects will come. It's a long-term game, no need to worry.

www.actualized.org/articles/guided-meditation Below a video there is download.

Ann Shulgin on 2C-B-Fly

Take a Vipassana retreat. All your questions about how to meditate will be answered and you will learn a proper technique.

Stay away from pyr-T, pure poison. Is it that hard to do some research? It's not people who sell it, but shady chinese companies who have no idea why they sell it.

If you ground the powder and make sure it's fine, then scoops are more accurate. Scale is a must-have, too. You can always double-check by putting your substance on the scale using scoops. My Gemini-20 is not consistent enough. @outlandish What scale do you use that you get 100% consistency?

Thanks for that. Seems like a solid advice. I have tripped for the first time at 19. I feel like it was unecessary, but curiosity has won. I agree it's pretty young, even too young.

Elon Musk by Ashlee Vance Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson Total Recall by Arnold Schwarzenegger

I call bullshit on that. Show me a Building Engineer or a Lawyer without college. But then there are careers, like Programmer or Graphic Designer, that are best learnt outside the academic environment. And a wide gray area in the middle, where success depends more on the learner's ambitions and capabilities, than on the quality of formal schooling.

Obviously, majoring in something like Underwater Basket-Weaving would do no good for you. But there are many worthwhile fields of study that will give you solid foundation in topic you like and kickstart your career, so if you can afford it then I don't see a reason not to attend college.

Do you mean a tingling sensation or something more intense?

Mr Bald T + iStick Pico. Costs around $30 This way I don't have to deal with open fire while on drugs. If someone has more money, Quartz Quest seems like a good option. It's available on Divine Tribe's website. They also sell ready-made setups.

@peanutspathtotruth Welcome to the vaporization club. I have heard that closest to 5-MeO, in terms of spiritual depth, is DPT. https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/DPT Freebase makes the vaporization WAYYY easier. I have tried to smoke 40 mg of DPT HCl - nothing, it wasn't even + on a Shulgin's scale. Freebase? This stuff melts like chocolate and goes into your lungs in one deep inhale. You don't even feel a taste. It's like breathing hot, mountain air. DPT though is very taxing on the body. Proceed with caution.

Your post reads like a description of some good science-fiction/post-apo story. Invent some fascinating characters and write a book about it. It will sell well, $$$.

@Hanna Here: https://player.fm/series/actualizedorg-1277491 Or here: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-personal-development-self-help-psychology/id998025672?mt=2

I need a cushion for Vipassana retreat. From what you are saying, I will go for simple zafu.

That's the shortest way to glimpse for me. To think about where does all the reality come from. Not only this certain universe, but all possible universes. And snap! Nothing hits you in the face.

Sadly, there is no substance that would consistently create breakthrough experience in everyone. Not even 5-MeO. There are some reports where it hasn't worked even on spiritual seekers.

Poland. You sign a contract for a year or two. You have to attend a bootcamp every month. You also have to help in case of natural disasters near your home town. All paid. In case of war happening you stay protecting your home region, you are not send to the front.

You can contemplate a previous week's video topic during the week, so I see no point in doing that.

Fuck that bullshit. No-one is. It's a learned skill. Go master marketing and start your own bussiness if absolute solitude is what you want. Come up with some unique idea, market it a shit-ton, live off from earned money frugally till your life ends, without worrying about anything. Or become a freelancer, then you will have your quid pro quo. It's very simple now, when Upwork and Fiverr exist. Niche for you: copywriting. You don't need to compete there, if you can produce quality work consistently. Quality defends itself.

In my country they pay you $125 to attend a military bootcamp every month, so I think it's worth it.