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You're here to create your own story. High-quality games are good to be enjoyed from time to time, like once or twice a year. Give them more attention and they become a distraction. The worst kind are highly competitive, never-ending titles, like League of Legends, Counter Strike, Fortnite or any MMORPG really.

Ask them to play a game, where you both answer these questions: Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest? Would you like to be famous? In what way? Before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why? What would constitute a "perfect" day for you? When did you last sing to yourself? To someone else? If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or body of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want? Do you have a secret hunch about how you will die? Name three things you and your partner appear to have in common. For what in your life do you feel most grateful? If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be? Take 4 minutes and tell your partner your life story in as much detail as possible. If you could wake up tomorrow having gained anyone quality or ability, what would it be? Set II If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future, or anything else, what would you want to know? Is there something that you've dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven't you done it? What is the greatest accomplishment of your life? What do you value most in a friendship? What is your most treasured memory? What is your most terrible memory? If you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? Why? What does friendship mean to you? What roles do love and affection play in your life? Alternate sharing something you consider a positive characteristic of your partner. Share a total of 5 items. How close and warm is your family? Do you feel your childhood was happier than most other people's? How do you feel about your relationship with your mother? Setm Make 3 true "we" statements each. For instance 'We are both in this room feeling ... " Complete this sentence: "I wish I had someone with whom I could share ... " If you were going to become a close friend with your partner, please share what would be important for him or her to know. Tell your partner what you like about them; be very honest this time saying things that you might not say to someone you've just met. Share with your partner an embarrassing moment in your life. When did you last cry in front of another person? By yourself? Tell your partner something that you like about them already. What, if anything, is too serious to be joked about? If you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone? Why haven't you told them yet? Your house, containing everything you own, catches fire. Mter saving your loved ones and pets, you have time to safely make a final dash to save anyone item. What would it be? Why? Of all the people in your family, whose death would you find most disturbing? Why? Share a personal problem and ask your partner's advice on how he or she might handle it. Also, ask your partner to reflect back to you how you seem to be feeling about the problem you have chosen. Taken from: https://www.stafforini.com/docs/Aron et al - The experimental generation of interpersonal closeness.pdf

Yes, it's fun. 5 days of dedicated work per week is enough. On weekends go and meet with girls or your firends, it will do you good.

Yeah, Yoga makes you aware enough to see visual glitches. After opening eyes at the end of a sit, my visual field often gets jagged or transforms in some unusual way.

When I have such symptoms I just focus on chakras more when doing Pranayama, but since you don't practice Kriya Yoga, you may look for some standalone Yoga exercise to still down your energy.

@The Don SuperMemo.

@outlandish Yes, it's known enough to be relatively safe to take, but almost not known at all compared to 4-AcO-DMT. I doubt that Leo would ingest some unicorn like 5-MeO-MALT, that was maybe ever taken by <100 people. Plus plugging DPT works wonders, and we all know who raves about plugging. I just really want it to be DPT.

Don't forget about a bad eyesight.

What do we know? The substance mentioned by Leo lasts about 4 hours. It's unscheduled in the US. When I think about it, DPT might fit description. It can totally kick your ass and fill you with infinite love. I haven't yet brokethrough on it, because of the awful body load it gives. But my friend has described 90 mg trip as the most profound ever. Starting with a dreadful fear of dying, the trip was only going to get more intense, and intense. At one point my friend has left his form to become a singular atom, arriving at a place beyond words, sounds or sights. I have asked him, if he felt love while in that state. He replied: "Love? Obviously. What haven't I felt?" Classic ++++ After the trip he was quite scared and extremely happy. An unusual mix to see. Personally I can say, DPT has the best afterglow. Trips are demanding, but very rewarding afterwards. Vaporising gave me acne and the weirdest 15 minute trip ever. I totally see why Leo might be hesitant to share it if it's this substance.

You are overreacting. Get your stuff together and cheer up.

Yes, it's not the brightest idea. Many people has tried living like that while working seasonal jobs and it always ends with some kind of depression after years. But you can make it work if you are okay with a very slow lifestyle and working shitty-paying, but low demanding jobs, like camp cleaning. Another option is to become a freelancer, graphic or web designer for example, you will have more money and time. Here's some info about starting an internet-based bussiness: https://www.thefastlaneforum.com/community/threads/how-to-learn-code-start-a-web-company-15k-per-month-within-9-months.69971/ Some people can become successful with documenting their journeys on YouTube and Patreon, which is quite comfortable. But more often it doesn't make enough money. You can find your niche and become a guru in it. I like bicycle touring a lot and sometimes watch a guy named Darren Alf. He travels on a bike all year round and his source of income is blogging about bicycle touring. You can replicate that bussiness model in niche for which there's no-one yet creating quality content. You can also pursue Enlightenment hardcore and learn marketing, so you become popular, so you can travel and hold retreats in many different parts of the world.

@outlandish I have tried 5-MeO-MET. 0% chance it's this compound. I bet my money on dissociatives, that is 2F-DCK or MXE.

Only consciousness can be conscious. "I am" and "Las Vegas" are only content in the infinite consciousness. You can't be experiencing consciousness as your question implies, because it's prior to all experience. But don't listen to me. Here's a guy who can articulate it so much better:

I can guess that what you will really crave in girls is not some arbitrarily given color, but their integrity, morality, sense of humour, emotional development and physical atractiveness. Forget all this color tagging. At 15 years old you are probably mix of blue and orange, which is excellent considering your environment is heavily blue-skewed. Maybe even with some green, because we are talking on Actualized.org forum. Giving yourself and girls you like an yellow badge is only ego-pumping.

You are developing yourself spiritually. There is a lot of attainable, unusual states. They are all part of the process, although never a goal. It's only getting weirder.

Kriya Yoga, Kriya Yoga, Kriya Yoga! You are right. Here is Leo's list: Daily Reading / Audio books Meditation Mindfulness Meditation With Labeling Hatha Yoga Kundalini Yoga Kriya Yoga Holotropic Breathwork Concentration Practice Contemplation Self-Inquiry Spiritual Autolysis Vegetarian/Vegan/Plant-based whole food diet Clean Up Diet: sugar, processes foods, all wheat products, all dairy products, meat, etc. Comprehensive Bloodwork: check your thyroid, liver, lipids, hormones, vitamin levels, etc. Fasting Journaling Visualization Affirmations Mantra Meditation NLP Taking Notes, Keeping A Commonplace Book Solo Retreats Find Your Life Purpose 4 hours Zone of Genius work every day Doing Self-Help Courses Attending Workshops & Seminars Vipassana Retreats Enlightenment Intensives Researching self-help products, seminars, books, retreats, courses, techniques Quit Toxic Relationships Psychedelics: Mushrooms, LSD, DMT, 5-MeO, 2C-B, Ayahausca, etc. Shadow Work Lucid Dreaming Astral Projection Hypnotherapy Self-Hypnosis Reiki Acupuncture Channeling Therapy Life Coaching Nathaniel Branden's Self-Esteem Sentence Completions Physical Exercise: Gym, Weight lifting, Cardio, etc. Conscious Body Relaxation Conscious Breathing Reichian Therapy Quit Hard Addictions: Junk food, drugs, alcohol, coffee, smoking, porn, video games, etc. Quit Soft Addictions: Theorizing, judging, success, being loved, perfectionism, being right, etc. Clean Up Information In-take: TV, phone, internet, YT, Facebook, politics, gossip, music, etc. Travel Being Out In Nature Socializing, Pickup Minimizing Your Lifestyle Cleaning/Organizing Your Clutter Contemplating Your Death Sitting And Strategizing About Your Future, Making Plans Strong Morning Routine Mindful Eating Walking Meditation Binaural Beats Neurofeedback Brain Training Heart Rate Variability (HRV) Training Light Machine Isolation Tank Sedona Method Seeking Out Masterful Teachers Public Speaking, Toastmasters As found here: https://www.actualized.org/start

Autodidactism is good choice for entrepreneurs. But you can't be an action faker, validate your business idea NOW. There are lots of apps and services that can help you do that. Read marketing books, take online courses. Massive action is needed. It's not an easy road, it's harder. But the pay off is so much greater! With that attitude college is a much better option. You won't kickstart any successful business unless you give it the utmost priority. You have to sacrifice maybe 5 years and put spiritual pursuits on the backburner.

I am doing an engineering degree in Ecoenergy.

@luckieluuke Do your village has reduced footprint compared to living in a city? How long did it take to achieve or when do you plan to get there?

@Zweistein take my car, I won't give away a motorbike. It could be electric, though. It's not about owning, riding a bike is just awesome.

LSD is good enough. There are three solutions, if you are not satisfied: Do it alone, if currently you are doing it with a trip sitter. Slowly up the dosage. Do more practice before your next trip. For example attend a Vipassana retreat or do Kriya for a month.

You probbly eat fruit seeds already, for example in kiwi or raspberry. I wouldn't eat a plum's seed, if you ask me. Which fruit are you asking about? Apples? I personally eat watermelon and dried pumpkin seeds and know that many people don't do that.

@Lorcan It looks like you have taken a profile picture in the same forest.

Logistics and persistence. Just be the most viable option she has that night, assume she likes you and don't give up, even though seemingly sex is not gonna happen. Don't overdo confidence, because you will look like a poser. You can show that you are worth her time by the fact that you are still with her and ignore the bullshit she serves you.

@Outer I have an outsider friend who was smoking weed and getting only A's in school, but he has dropped weed after a year or two (14-16), because it had an overall negative impact on his life. He now excels at an university (25). So, yeah, based on that it seems like weed is not causing irreversible damage to cognitive skills, but it's also not helping to develop them either.