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I had similar problem. Solution: more Kriya Yoga and more movement everyday.

You are over-dramatizing. Keep up the work, you are doing good. Whatever the situation, learn to accept it and climb your way up.

I have only watched RSD Max's "The Natural" product and can vouch for it. All the stuff you need to start picking girls up without unnecessary ideology. It's also has a shit-ton of infield material, like 30 hours, where you can see Max doing his thing. Other RSD teachers I find somewhat weird. Todd is okay, but he's no longer a part of RSD.

First go meditate, then eat. I am on a poop -> yoga -> breakfast path, because that's how yogis teach it.

It's normal stuff. As you progress on your spiritual path you will experience weird consciousness states, both in a dream and waking state. Out of body and many different experiences, some of which doesn't even have a name. You need to get used to it and gather the courage to face the unknown.

True Guru is God itself, not some person. You can start practice right now without waiting for any guru. The proof is in the results. Whether a guru can amplify your practice or not is another question and not what @Pouya was asking for. There's no excuse not to start a practice from a book.

No, you don't need a guru. The people who say that you need one are a minority. Grab a J. C. Stevens' book and waste no more time.

Completed the survey. My intuition tells me that the predicted outcomes won't be met.

@Robi Steel Rupert Spira sometimes comes to Amsterdam. One of the best teachers out there.

No, it's delayed.

I like Gamana's Kriya Bow. For some reason, it makes the practice enjoyable. Before adding it every session has felt like a chore, now I am happy to sit and concentrate.

So, one video bi-weekly is a new official schedule? I wouldn't be surprised if it turned out that Leo had made such decision in order to do more spiritual practice.

I would bet on physiological causes. Maybe different MAOi levels or some other factor. It's similar situation to DPT were 60 mg is enough for some people to trip hard and others need 100 mg or even more, up to 200 mg. I guess the same dynamic can apply to 5-MeO-DMT.

I forced my way through symptoms by doing pranayamas and adding Kriya Bow to routine, but my kundalini was not as severe as yours.

It's more about consistent daily spiritual practice than any particular technique. It can be self-inquiry, labeling, do-nothing or Kriya Yoga. Choose whatever you like and stick to it.

Yes, the energy is indeed scary. Feels like some illness. It's such a pity that the knowledge about kundalini is so scarce.

What do you mean by a flashback? If full-blown trip then obviously no, there isn't anything like that. But there are certain elements of experience like moving patterns, altered thinking or synesthesia. They are non-intrusive and happen mostly in a relaxed state. Those can persist for a few months. We are talking about it happening 3-5 times during that period. If you are serious I wouldn't even take it into consideration when deciding whether to do psychedelics or not, but it's good to know that something like that can happen and is normal.

What's important too is a resolve. What do you want from your trip and for what reason. For example: "I want to better understand God, for welfare and liberation of all Beings." If you trip with such a clear intention then it's more likely the trip will end with a profound insight. It's not required and sometimes it's cool to trip without a goal, but it helps.

Instagram feels like the easiest platform to promote your art on. Just throw some tags then only count hearts and followers you start to get.

No shit, they have only known you for 5 minutes too. That's why you go on dates. If you are satisfied with your dating life as it is, then of course you will not be interested in being cold approached. But still there are girls with less options who would love to get more attention.

Creating your own blog is a really inefficient tactic in times of platforms like Medium.com or similar. The same goes for fighting for traffic on YouTube. There are greener pastures like Instagram (even though in 2019 it's fairly saturated as well).

That sounds very unlikely to be real. You have to back such statements with a source. Are you sure you are not mistaking 1P with some phentylamine, like NBOMe, Bromo-DragonFly or DOC?

Cool barber you have.

That's a groundless assumption stated as a fact. The harm is in confusion caused to minds of people reading essays like this one. You are free to have an opinion, just don't express it with a tone of authority.

@Salvijus because logic is highly susceptible to be faulty when you lack direct experience. For example, in my experience psychedelics make you more grounded while you say the opposite thing.