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If you remember the trip and didn't blackout or "whiteout" then you can still go higher. Some people seem to need 40 mg for it to work.

I also have this random passing-out, but it has never happened on a trip. Good to know it can. Thanks for warning.

I also was a well-behaved child, but in my mind, I was doing thought-experiments for how much money I would kill a person. You might not remember this kind of stuff now, but you for sure went through the Red stage. And my favorite song was "Bad Boy" by Cascada. I was like 7 yo back then. Started to become stage Blue at around 12 yo when I became a diehard fan of a certain TV series.

The concept from the book correlates nicely with Spiral Dynamics. The Sidewalk is stage Red, the Slowlane is stage Blue and the Fastlane is stage Orange at its finest.

It's not about medical overdose, but taking more than set & setting allows for a fruitful trip. I mean it's ok, you can do that, but I don't see anything remarkable to brag about and start AMA. It looks more like an inefficient trip than a successful one. I understand that everyone has their own goals and expectations, but at the same time just pointing out (as a little bit more experienced psychonaut) that I wouldn't be satisfied with such trip on such dose. I believe that @LeoIsMe69's future trips will be much better and that's also what I wish him.

I know, it just seems like a waste of a substance, because based on this trip report you haven't brokenthrough but have had all the negative symptoms possible.

Don't look at the post above, harmalas are not for newbies. They need a special diet and caution. Never mix them with 5-MeO-DMT, it's dangerous. They are for substances like DMT.

@Mel B I have tried vaping DPT HCl. It doesn't taste that bad, but there is no comparison to freebase. Freebase melts like a charm and has no taste. You just need to mix it in a spoon with a few drops of hot water and some baking soda and stir. This creates a gooey freebase paste. It burns less (doesn't at all if you don't exceed 250 Celsius) so you can be surer of the dose you have taken. The nausea is the reason I don't attempt to vape it anymore, but yes the experience from smoking is something totally different than snorting. It's way more intense and shorter, feels like becoming a Super Saiyan. Smoked DPT has the best afterglow of all psychedelics in my opinion.

@Charlotte My go-to is lentils, chickpeas, beans, and rice. Sometimes I eat it, but I have never really needed soy and I probably weigh more than you. (probably)

You just sit and ask "What is love? What is love? What is LOVE?" until something breaks and it fills you with love.

@Ry4n Nothing is legal in Australia, you have very strict laws. DPT would be considered an analog of DMT and seized.

Did anyone get a reply from Ennio Nimis for an email, or is he currently not checking them? I don't want to spam the guy.

There's really no simpler introduction than Part III of Ennio's book, already linked above. It's simpler than books from the booklist.

You are welcome. @Mel B That's good, your scale is probably ok. You can cut a piece of paper and weigh it then write the measurement on it. This way you can check if it is still working the same way months later. Mine is consistent, a paper marked 50 mg always shows +-50 mg. Often I weight the substance a few times because it decalibrates from a quick move when removing the tray and I can't check it with the paper. You will get a feel for this. I have also noticed that it sometimes take time for the scale to acclimate to the room temperature. Also, check how much of a substance one spoon fits if you haven't done it already. I suggest putting 3 scoops on the tray, and then repeat one or two times. You will get a feel of how much of an error one spoon has. It's not a super mathematically correct way but will do.

You are more than ready. DPT is different, but not more intense. No need to complicate things, if you don't want to plug it you can always snort it. Snorting is the easiest method.

@iTommy You were on anti-depressants and dosing with a spoon without knowing how much of the substance one spoon fits in. Although pushing it deeper might be good advice, people have different rectums. @Mel B From what I know 5 ml is only thicker not longer, so good luck! But maybe try snorting first to make sure that it's the ROA and not you simply being immune to DPT. Also, how do you weigh your dose? Maybe you only think you have taken 70 mg, when in fact it was 50 mg. Mistakes like this happen.

Investigation time! @Mel B Do you have any kind of tolerance? Tell us about the last drugs you have taken and when. What substances you might be taking that decrease the effects? (Anti-depressants, etc.) Have you ever plugged anything? I bet that your technique is off. If not then plugging might be just not for you. Try gently sniffing 70 mg, might work.

So, you have overdosed on your first trip and literally shat your pants? Where did you get that idea to start from 10 g? Probably not Leo's videos.

You can try MET or DPT. They are not identical as 1P-LSD is to LSD, but the closest thing you will find.

@Mel B The difference between 50 and 70 is drastic. You can re-dose DPT quite effectively, though don't do that. I bet you will find 70 mg to be enough. The dose curve of DPT is very exponential, it starts to show the full spectrum of the substance at 50 mg and gets 10 times or so stronger at 100 mg.

Why would it? Less worry about the money - yes. More wealth - no. If anything it will cost you all you have. Most monks are poor. Sadhus have nothing.

@John Iverson There's literally "vision_board_photoshop_template.psd" template in the course. Pretty self-explanatory, you use Photoshop to edit that. Although I think that simply using A3 format is better than what Leo has proposed as it can be printed anywhere and doesn't require cutting.

I have tried to vape DPT HCl and it was very weak. A lot of the substance got burned, harsh taste. Freebase conversion using baking soda is so easy that it's not even worth toying with HCl. Freebase melts and evaporates perfectly. Google how to do it.

4. The books with 5 points that you are interested the most in. I am in love with Radical Honesty, if you completely don't know where to start you can order this book. I have noticed that in Leo's dictionary "taking notes" means underlining the passage you like. But do it however you like. BookDepository.com has the best prices on English books. You can also try ordering from Amazon.de or Amazon.co.uk, but most of the time BookDepository will have a better price (the shipping cost is already included in the price, Amazon takes about $5 extra for shipping). 5. You can eat whatever and won't die. Wholegrain is ok. The general rule is eating more veggies and less red meat. Less sugar and salt, too. The best thing you can do is eat something and notice how you feel afterward. 6. Wim Hof's method is similar in some places but simplified and less meditative. He has been a yoga teacher so no wonder his technique resembles yoga. You can learn Kriya Yoga for free from kriyayogainfo.net, although paid books are easier to understand. You will be immensely thankful to yourself for starting a yoga practice at a young age. 8. Mushrooms in the Netherlands are only semi-legal, so there is still some risk. I have taken psychedelics for the first time at 19 years old, it turned out well. I think 18/17 can also be a safe age to start depending on how developed you are and if you don't overdo it. 2-3 times a year seems ok and not higher than 125mcg LSD or 4g dried mushroom. I highly doubt anyone younger is mature enough to handle it responsibly by themselves. BTW, have you not seen this page? https://www.actualized.org/start I think this cheatsheet exhausts the topic.

@Hsinav Maybe... The lab had fumarate on stock and freebased it because that's what you have ordered? That would explain the smell and impurities. But I am not a chemist, just guessing. Freebase tends to get brown, test it with whatever you have.