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@Michael569 They are getting better slooowly. It is almost normal now.

Audiobooks are great for biking, running or mindless physical work. I love hearing the voice of the author. And reading a physical copy while listening to audiobook at the same time is a cool way of consuming books. It helps to achieve superior focus. Yet, I use it only on pop-science books or biographies as heavier lectures like the ones about non-duality require frequent stopping and contemplation.

Test for bacteria in stool has showed nothing.

I am doing it. It still takes over a week.

Some people vomit regardless of the chemical. The same batch, the same dose, the same substance, fasting for a few hours before. Two people ok, one person vomits. Has happened twice to the same person. This person was also noticeably more anxious.

How old are you? There's plenty of volunteer opportunities if you search for European Solidarity Corps (formerly called EVS, some organizations and facebook groups still use the old name). There are also websites like https://www.workaway.info/

^ What they said.

I consider myself being at a high Green - early Yellow level and I love spending time with other Greens. I often get triggered by people lower on the Spiral but in a non-serious way, jockingly. I enjoy mocking their ideas, values and shaming them into growth with a smile. I am highly sceptical of everyone who considers themselves Yellow and can't relate even a little bit to what I have said, also when they prefer to spend time with Orange folks than Green hippies, that also raises my suspicion.

Approach girls like you already know them. Imagine how you would have approached your friend and just do that. Also, what you talk about doesn't really matter. It's not gonna get you more girls, but different girls. So if you are looking for a hot witch hippie type of girlfriend you can even talk about Enlightment, kombucha and psychedelics. The only bad topic to talk about is the one you have zero interest in.

@Philipp Yeah, cool idea with the restaurants, I dream of there being something like Conscious McDonald's. And talking about designing things for homeless people, I think we can expand it to any poor people. There is this awesome NGO that that distributes mosquito nets for beds to fight malaria. It's a very cheap product that has an enormous impact. Here are some more ideas from me: Producing wooden/eco toys, Magic Mushroom cultivation plant - this one I have doubts about because conventional mushroom cultivation methods use a lot of plastic. Producing/selling/servicing e-bikes Renting tools Running a shop with local produce NGO that cleans forests, like 4ocean but with forests Writing a vegan cookbook that uses local produce, without avocado and other exotic stuff Developing internet video courses on psychedelics/Kriya Yoga/integral theory Reforming/evolving education somehow Becoming a conscious politician

@JalenS23 Thanks for the effort put in writing this up, but as I have probably already said I was on an almost vegan diet for 2 months prior to that event and I got these symptoms anyways after eating stale food. So it's probably some opportunistic bug or something, not a chronic issue. I can't even imagine eating a raw diet right now. I will get my stool tested soon and if nothing comes up I will try the honey first.

@JustThinkingAloud No girl I had been with was ever aroused by saying nice things. You can be an exception, but that doesn't change what I have experienced. Of course, we can say nice things to each other when cuddling, etc. But at some point, you have to drop it if you want to get sexual.

Girls are not attracted to being nice, but that doesn't mean you can't be nice. Just play a role a little bit when you want you both to get aroused, move the interaction towards sexual vibe. Apart from those moments, you can be nice as much as you like, as is true for you. I have been nice all my life and still get girls from time to time. You can judge how attractive I am, personally I think I am 6.5 out of 10, in terms of physical appearance.

I would rather say that clinging to the material world is a kind of laziness

@Dumuzzi Interesting. Have you heard about Om Swami? I had thought about him when I read your post. Tantra and Mother Divine played a huge role in his realization too.

@pink Yes, I am aware they are not the same, but you know a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. So until I source the Manuka one I might as well use what I have. BTW I have a funny story. I went to register for a visit to a gastroenterologists office in a public system. I got signed for a visit on 15th April 2020. Great joke, very funny indeed. At least I can get my stool tested for free by my general practitioner in the next week. So maybe something can be confirmed or ruled out. Some people would think this is an argument against public health system, but I think the opposite - it's a very good reason to justify raising health insurance contributions. And the government should force MDs who studied for free to work in the public system more or force them to pay back for their education. But everyone is so scared of mending with the healthcare system and the public is extremely unwelcoming of raising anything, even if it would result in the greater good.

@pink @Dumuzzi Looks interesting, but the price is cosmic. Nevertheless, I might try it. For now I will try just eating my local honey, it should have some antimicrobial qualities, too. I have found Gelatine tannate and it works wonders together with a zinc supplement. Consuming it for 3 days and finally I have had a semi-normal solid poo. The problem is that the white tongue has returned, but not that intense.

That's cool to hear!

I don't see point in assigning my happiness a scale. But I once had been evaluating for fun whether this day I felt better or worse than the day before and compiling this into a graph to see the trends. It was an entertaining activity.

@Abhishaik Cool butterfly, you want to become a cartoon animator?

I use Calendar and track my time with Toggl app.

Just a beginner thing, it has no meaning. You will grow out of it. What happens is your ego trying to do something, anything.

This philosopher who trips on a high-dose LSD: Chris Bache.

What kind of bullshit is this? The whole point of Ayahuasca is that it lasts a few hours, it can't be otherwise. You can smoke an ayahuasca-like herb mix that has a shorter duration, but it's called Changa. The thing that lasts 5 minutes is actually a synthetic or extracted DMT smoked.

Bang, bang