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he died due to over dose.

@George Fil It's funny someone on LinkeIn reached out to me for some stupid mlm scheme that this Patrick Ben David guy was the head of. She talked about how the company was named people helping people we're trying to get everyone financially free yada yada yada. She wanted me to come all the way to Pasadena from West Los Angeles. Then I knew something was fishy I googled them and saw there terrible yelp review and one yelp review specifically mentioned her name. They are one of those mlm cults that constantly smile in your face while they financially stab you in the back. I think in the future cults like that should end up behind bars but, in a stage orange society it's no wonder that they thrive while victimizing the weak minded to the brink of suicide.

Quickly changing your mind due to money

@Leo Gura Most likely your guess is as good as mine lol. This is the real libertarian utopia or as I like to call them liebertarians because in a land of super rich parents a true meritocracy can't exist

Orange literally on steroids

@Leo Gura Just imagine you have to take a drug for the side effects of another drug then that drug also had side effects that you had to take another drug for. Then it would just be an endless ailment and drug loop :D.

So growing up I could notice the transition in generations between Blue and Orange. My grandfather had blue and my parents and relatives one generation below had Orange. I think my parents divorce was mostly Orange as well because it was always fighting about money. The education system I went through most definitely orange but, it was like a blue totalitarianism to an Orange philosophy. The these orange people when I was going through school weren't so happy that I wasn't happy in an orange society and an orange state of mind so what they did was try to put me on drugs like Ritalin and adderall to fit into their orange world view. I was always daydreaming in school because I didn't want to be there about things I would do if my life were a video game. All I remember being in middle school was being bored to tears by the subject material and not understanding its relation to real life. In fact maybe I want to say the the education system in it's totalitarian way of doing things even though not religious is blue and then you are unleashed into an orange society after blue totalitarianism. Now unto my family. My grandfather was blue when my parents got a divorce always talking about how my dad betrayed my mom because of the money. Even though he was filling up my head with words that were directed against my father and how cheap and greedy he was he was also reading the torah and wanted to get me to read the torah and be more in touch with my Judaism. To his blue mindset my dad was the bad guy and he wanted me to know my dad was the bad guy for what he did to my mom. So my grandfathers sons and daughters (aunts, uncles and mom) where mostly orange but, honored blue because of my grandfather. I remember the day both my grandparents passed away they were the glue of the family so we started to see less of each other. The orange mindsets of my grandfathers kids also was something I despised. My mother always wanted me to (look good) in front of other people. Always trying to pick out expensive clothes for me to wear, always watching celebrity news, and not taking me out of the stupid school that was torturing me. My dad also had an orange mindset that made him stingy he was always looking to pinch every penny he possibly could even when it came to my detriment. Constantly one parent was telling me that the other parent was greedy and if I wanted something the other parent should get it for me. While all this was going on I started to create a blue mindset in my own mind. I started to think that at least one day all these teachers and administrators would be punished because of the way they were treating me and what they were doing. I started to hate the media, I started to hate celebrity culture, and I started to hate rich people in general. I was always thinking to myself that people in high status aren't righteous (Hollywood celebrities, talk show hosts, entrepreneurs, and my own uncles who would talk bad against my dad). In my blue mindset I was always wishing ill upon these rich people and hoping that something terrible would happen to them because they deserved it and they didn't deserve the success that they had. My orange uncles were always talking shit about my father and how stingy he was and why he wasn't spending enough money on my mom and my mom needed the money etc. My mom was always talking about how my uncles and her side of the family were supporting us but, they didn't have to in addition to that shit I also had to deal with the Orange and Blue combo of the stupid education system and all of that combine put me on the brink of depression. In retrospect though I'm glad that it's all over and it put me through an accelerated growth process. I got rid of the blue mentality in my mind for my hate of orange and I know that some of orange is deluded and I don't want to get involved with those parts. So those of you who are either stuck in a blue and/or orange mentality and you want to evolve to green. Sometimes it's hard to reflect on the damage it does but, if you want a moment to talk to a casualty of those mentalities and see it's limits I'll be happy to have a conversation with any of you.

@eye_wanderer well I was hoping all I wrote explain it but, here is a synopsis. The orange stage put me through misery and stress through my parents divorce and an education system I didn't relate to and want to be a part of and the blue stage the one that my grandpa had and the one in my own head made me dogmatic about ideas that ended up only to harm me in the end.

I think Bitcoin represents the idea of gambling and easy money both which sound stage orange to me.

Day 9: Well it seems like their true colors presented themselves after Leo talked about spiral dynamics. Very often on the internet I felt that a special type of person was missing and that person @Leo Gura is the one who made this community. After all the debates that I watched between religious people and atheists constantly attacking one another I felt lost and alone. I was always wondering what the truth was what happens after death. Does anything in this world that we do actually count or is it all just meaningless in the end. Watching a bunch of debates between stage Blue and stage Orange wasn't going to solve that dilemma. If blue was right I had to live a life of neurosis constantly worrying about my every step if I didn't please the one true god. If Orange was right then it was still depressing to think that it's all just a meaningless existence and if you're in dire straits you could end up with no one caring about you or thinking about you and then disappearing into the ether as if it was all just one big scam. I am glad I came across this community and I'm glad we seem to be living in a world where stage Orange will eventually turn into the other ones and I can be on the vanguard of that world. In other news things are improving exponentially in my life and I welcome the future with open arms. My torture is slowly coming to an end and slowly but, surely I will have a voice and my story will be known to others who will have the same struggles I did and I can help those others. I'm looking forward to embracing a new paradigm.

Hi Everyone, This community seems like a great place for me to unleash my full potential so with that being said I'd like to open up to everyone and I have nothing to hide either. So growing up in a place like Beverly Hills in a high rise seemed like a good enough kind of life for me when my parents were married. Young doing my homework and playing video games with out a care in the world. UNTIL one day my parents got a divorced and that's when all the pain and suffering started. My parents were fighting a civil war 2 factions (families) that hated each other basically and I was unfortunately in the middle of the war that I never signed up for. To make matters worse middle school was a complete hell hole the students were OK but, the school was extremely boring and felt like a prison. Some of the teachers there were also a bunch of slave driving fascist. There was a point though in 8th grade where we had a community and we brought up things that would bother us and what we'd want to talk about. I talked about my frustration with the school how boring it was and how uninspiring the teachers were and I had my fellow classmates clap and cheer me on. It was at that point even though I was shy, reserved and kept to myself I knew though that I had a passion for public speaking. If there is one thing I'm not scared of it's giving my opinion and letting my feelings be known. So as time passed by in my life I knew that something was fishy about older people. The world is such a big, amazing, fascinating, and interesting place yet older people are stuck. Their lives seemed so boring and meaningless. Also they told me that I would look back on my life and enjoy when I was younger. Nothing could be further from the truth being young was a prison sentence I was basically at the mercy of societies stupidity. Any stupid idea, law, or practice that older people came up with younger people had to be the victim whether they liked it or not (e.g our stupid education system, and our divorce laws). To this day I think the education system is a government enforced scam. I was always wondering why we never learn about really important things that's going to help us when we get older but, instead we learn about stupid shit that we can use on a TV game show. Then when you tell the "older" people in your life why they're wasting your life on stupid shit like what happened in medieval Europe they tell you that you need that information. The worst part of it is that your parents aren't even on your side they believe the system even tough the same exact system has made them miserable they believe that it'll work for you. The system all went to crap for my generation during the 08 financial crisis/meltdown. For me I wanted to be out of the soul sucking education system as fast as possible but, unfortunately during Community College is when the crisis happened so no matter how much I worked with the career center to find a job all that time and effort I put into it didn't work. I also realized that the stupid system I'm in is working against me rather then with me. Growing up it always felt like I was living in a bizzaro world. The people you trust to help you in life and guide you like your family and your education system are the same exact institutions that are sabotaging your life and making you feel miserable. The only solace I got from all of this was video games where I can escape to another world and not have to care about the stupidity and ignorance of this one. I would escape to video games because I couldn't trust people they just didn't get "it". Now with actualized.org and Leo I think I've found you people who get "it". So basically after I graduated University with a Degree in Communication Studies I worked for my uncle in a factory where I was basically doing customer service. At first the job was interesting and later it sort of bored me to death and I felt like a robot. I knew I had passion for changing things in the world but, I never really knew how I could let it out there. No strategy guide or help from people. Now what would make me happy is video games that made me feel like a hero. Especially video games where I took down a dictator that was oppressing the people. Right now though I think that the education system is oppressing young people and destroying their dreams like it did with me. So that's why I decided to dedicate most of my time to creating a blog and a YouTube page that shines light on this subject. I successfully made it on a podcast talking about this problem and even opened up a petition to do something about it. https://www.change.org/p/betsy-devos-bring-mentors-to-high-schools-to-help-students Sometimes I have these fantastic amazing ideas jumping into my head but, don't know what to do with them and have no one to share them with. I'm really glad I found this community and I look forward to getting to know all of you and unleashing our full potential.

Near the last part of this he talks about what the ego is and does

@phoenix666 Interesting ya I know that on an intellectual level but, I'm still human so I still have things that bother me. What gave you the idea of doing the MDMA and where did you get it?

@MisterMan I think you mean says the problems. If there weren't any problems there wouldn't be an ego there would just be what is.

The bad side of blue that makes a Jewish Rabbi into an anti-semite WOW.

@Leo Gura agreed nationalism is an illusion of the ego. It's created by people the ground doesn't have a name it's humans that say this/that soil is ours etc.

Nice new quote Leo what made you change it from the Socrates one?

Sometimes they use science to back themselves up.

No problem.

The question of no destiny and consciously creating your future. Skip to 23:40

@Leo Gura I think for your next topic maybe you should talk about the same things Dr. Joe Dispenza is talking about. He seems to be onto something here. Healing yourself by the power of thought alone. Letting go of past negativity.

I do it for about 10 minutes hardly feel anything but, I get the urges to yawn and stretch often.