Revolutionary Think

Well in this day and age so many resources will be available to me and my team that weren't there in the past. Name me a person who has tried this and I'll tell you where and how they failed and how I can do better.

Can I please have a response that's appropriate instead of this stupid gaming reference bullshit I'd appreciate it.

@RendHeaven ok

For paragraph 3 this guy confirms it.

“Normal is an illusion. What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly.” – Charles Addams

@Good-boy After getting my AA degree I was working at McDonalds but, since I didn't come from a "traditional American" family (my parents are Persian) I could go back home. I was still going there while going to University and quit on the latter half end of University. So here's the example of me of that McDonalds guy who got out.

@Leo Gura What is tarry? And why shouldn't I do it?

In my last post I was discouraged at how long it'll take me to "cross the finish line" as in become enlightened and I basically won the game of existence the universe etc. The problem with that way of thinking is this and it has to do with video games. When I was younger I used to get a generic video game and beat it (as in get to the end and finish the final boss) in 3 days sometimes even 2. All my cousins where impressed, sometimes shocked and through there jealousy they told me that I had an addiction even though they would play the same amount but, not be able to beat the games as fast as me. As I grew older finishing video games became bitter sweet. There was that sense of accomplishment for beating them and then a sense of emptiness that there's nothing left to do after that. It's funny because it reminds me of a Futurama episode where professor Farnsworth was happy that he answered all the universes questions and came to that realization and then became depressed that no more questions were left. It also reminds me of some video games I play where I finish the video game and instead of getting a you won and an ending I get the same exact game over screen I would've got if I had run out of lives. Anyway I was so eager to beat these games that I rushed through some of them and didn't really get a chance to enjoy them that much (until I replayed them and did things differently but, that's beside the point. The point is if I concentrate too much on "finishing the game" I don't take time to enjoy certain parts of the game as much as I can and ironically when I've finally finished the game all I can think about is that I want there to be a few extra levels so I can keep enjoying it. That's why the infinity is important because it's never ending and you wont get that sense of emptiness after you finished the game (in this case this game doesn't finish). So I think that's what @Leo Gura was trying to tell me on that other post where I was going crazy over getting to the end and finishing the game of enlightenment.

Do audio books count?

@Leo Gura most have made a religion out of the Absolute Lie with a capital L.

@Leo Gura I think I understand the Zombie analogy. You weren't born when you're not a Zombie and by your parents having sex and birthing you in the world it's like now you're bitten and you (or what we think is us) got the infection. Now the infection works little by little not instantaneously. Babies don't have a personality it takes time and little by little the zombiefication process takes hold through the way our parents, society, and what we can collect with our senses interacts with us. Then a zombie just wants to create more Zombies (that's why in zombie video games and movies you just don't see one you see tons) so they bite more non-existence and infinity (by constantly having sex) to create more zombies. Also in the video games you see that you can take off a zombies legs, arms, torso and parts of there face but, they are numb they keep moving with their arms and legs just to get close to a person and bite them to create more. In this case these zombies have their dreams and hopes dashed and destroyed and mentally they are sick and suffering yet they still have that desire to bite (have more sex) and create more of themselves. It's a vicious cycle and I'm doing my part to stop it. Also I just put my head down on my bed trying to get this narrative machine that never shuts up to shut up and it was the best experience ever. So I look forward to the end of this zombie. The terrible part about it is the other zombies around keep biting you to infect you when you don't want to be a zombie anymore. They keep wanting you to care about things and pump you with religious bullshit and morality bullshit on why you shouldn't just disconnect from the mundane world especially your parents and the pieces of crap schools who bite you the hardest by making sure you're always busy.

Yellow with a small hint of Turquoise?

@SchallUndRauch Spiral Dynamics is the GPS for understanding people not exactly for religious purposes.

@Leo Gura Yup it's funny because he probably thinks he's on the top of the food chain and he's figured it all out. Oh how the ego mind loves to play tricks on itself.

Looks like Yellow to me.

@Leo Gura Orange indeed look at all those women's asses he's putting next to his webcam.

I'm sorry it's ours... The Universal mind

After watching the spirituality video I really wanted all those things that @Leo Gura talked about at the end of the video. 1. Care about the truth that's a 7 because how about if I find out the truth is painful? 2. Truth about existence 10 because I want to know how I ended up here and if I have an ultimate purpose. 3. Beauty everywhere 10 that sounds nice. 4. Goodness 9 because it's always good to be good the thing is though I still want to get back at people who wrong me... Anyway that's it for the questions for now I want to get into what I want to talk about. Leo from time to time talks to his audience sometimes as if they are really lazy and really ignorant. Like the answer is right in front of all of us but, we don't want to move our asses two inches to get to it. That is not the case with me although I do have my limits. All I was thinking about was that I have really stumbled on to something amazing yet I've been betrayed so many times in my life I'm also a bit scared. Scared of coming so close yet not getting there. Also when Leo talks about academia being full of shit sometimes I can totally relate. I never trusted the way they do things because if Academia was based on the Truth with a capital T how can some of these long time academics be so miserable in their lives? The battle in my brain is that I look at this journey and I think I really want to go on it although I think to myself how about if I put so much work and effort into this stuff and Leo comes up with another video saying that I hardly scratched the surface with all this hard work and I'm only 1/1000000th of the way there I know it may be true but, it's really demoralizing. Like 5 years from now I'll be reading books, meditating, inquiring etc. then there is some video from Leo saying oh you're only 1/10000th of the way there... Seems like it'll never end. The good news is I've made some quantum leaps when it's come to my personality. Like for the past few months I bought Leo's Ultimate Life Purpose course yet it was a struggle in my head. My mind always goes into meltdown mode when it comes to buying information products especially now that I don't have a regular source of income from a steady job. All the time I'm on that page to buy an information products I have a long argument in my head whether I should do it or not. It's always so painful when I put in my credit card information and push that submit button. The good news is I've programmed my brain away from being a money hoarder so that's how I was able to spend $610 on a program called Success Insider Academy. I'm happy I've made these leaps in my psyche to improve my life and undo some of my toxic programming. I feel like ever since my parents divorced and when I went to middle school the older people and the people I trusted in my life created a cesspool for me to swim in and I never agreed to swim in the cesspool but, I had no choice. I spent so many years in my teens and my twenties trying to swim out of this cesspool so I turned to academia, jobs, and religion none of them really helping me. Then I found Actualized.org and it seemed like the real deal because something in my head was telling me that the debates between atheists and religious people were so idiotic and there has to be a person out there like me who is either found the truth or is in process of finding the truth (and can explain things well and has a gigantic sense of nuance). Problem is that now I need to trust myself and I've learned to do it throughout the years. As I've swam through this cesspool of toxic emotions from the older people around me and terrible programming the waters are getting shallower and shallower yet it still kind of stinks. I'm hoping I can win this battle in my mind and since the Universe is me it might as well be the battle of the Universe. I'm scared and excited at the same time. I'm just hoping that in the end of everything I don't fail and never say I should've done this but, I did that instead. I want to say I did that and it worked and I'm happy I did...

@Epiphany_Inspired glad to help.

Hi everyone and especially @Leo Gura so happy to hear that you know people who have escaped the maze and openly have time to talk. I love it because before I was always trying to get in touch with these stage Orange people wondering if they would ever help me with my job and financial problems but, they would always say they are busy. Yet I come on this forum and Leo is a million miles ahead of these people and he has the time to come on this forum and help and talk to everyone. I want to surround myself with those who have escaped the maze. I also know that I can't just rely on them to hold my hand and lead me to the escape that's something I have to do 100% by myself yet it would still help if they were there for encouragement and support.

I mean seriously every time his name is brought up with the majority of people one of two things happen. One people start going primal by beating their chests, and barking these are the haters. Two people start going into a state of euphoria start masturbating and jizzing on each others faces these are the lovers. Enough is enough and both of these groups play right into his hands because he loves drama and it serves his already over inflated ego. The best way to deal with him is to starve him of the attention that he craves so much. I got to admit at first I was optimistic about a Trump Presidency I honestly thought that he had enough money and the jobs situation and economic situation in this country was complete shit. I was annoyed because it didn't seem like the democrats didn't really give a shit about the money problems of the people in this country and to another extent neither did the Republicans. I thought that since Trump was just doing something like this for his ego he'd make sure that most people in this country who wanted a job could have a job and more opportunities would open up and I wouldn't have to go through application and interview hell (which even after he was elected happened to me anyway). To tell you the truth when Trump won on November 8th I really enjoyed that he talked about how he saw great potential in this country and he wanted to do something about it that inspired me and I thought US Politics wouldn't be business as usually. Fast forward to Today all he's been is a disappointment all talk no action and pure ego. Seems like it was just a load of hot air bull shit coming out of his mouth and not a plan for how people in my generation are going to make it because we don't want manufacturing and coal jobs because that's all he seems to give a shit about. The thing is though both Obama and Trump don't have shit to do with the life that I live. I am in the drivers seat and in control by the things I decide to do day to day. That's why I don't play this stupid game of arguing about all this crap because I know it's a bridge to no where and if you're on this forum you should realize that too.

@Joseph Maynor Trump is Obama.

@Outer

@Emerald Don't worry so much his presidency seems to be imploding as @Leo Gura mentioned. Also you're right I was hoping he wasn't going to be all talk no action but, it seems like he is. I'm no fool (what else would I be doing on a forum like this) I am very disappointed in him and sick of his ego and so are people like Omarosa I think all the people who trusted him and he betrayed will be the end of him. What goes around comes around as they say.