Revolutionary Think

What kind of education do you have?

@Elysian So how is it my fault if I'm not getting hired when I followed all the rules. On one hand I should be ashamed of myself for not earning a living on the other hand I shouldn't think that a job is an entitlement? OK that's just stupid! Seriously I went through the training and the work to have the job and yet the job isn't there? So I don't know how you got your job maybe you can enlighten me on that.

@Elysian Well I appreciate you actually taking the time to write that. You know what the real deal is though. This lack of money and lack of a job doesn't even bother me that much. A few years past I was in a deep depression but, I am actually feeling much better than I ever did. I guess you could say it started when my aunt started hounded me for not having a "stable" job when I showed her some awesome stuff about how Mars Academy USA accepted me for a scholarship. Then she kept hounding me about how I needed a 9 to 5 bla bla bla. Then later my mom starts talking about a job too and it drives me crazy that they don't know the current realities of this job market. Well me on the other hand I'm happy not even caring and I am working on some projects now that aren't making me money but, are surrounding me with an awesome network of like minded individuals. It's just that when my mother or my aunt start attacking me for my lack of a "job" I can't stop thinking to myself how incredibly stupid it is that I want this "job" myself and it's a little bothersome that I don't have it. Yet instead of them actually helping me achieve this goal and doing something to help they start attacking me instead. Then I go back into that place of frustration because of it it's like being in between a rock and a hard place and it's exactly the way I felt when my parents divorced. Other than that yes I agree with most of what you said about how lucky I am that I'm not in Syria or some other place being bombed and losing my family. It's just that this whole job thing is bothering me on how ignorant people are. I'm glad I have this community to vent to and I'm glad that there are people out there who care. I just wish we lived closer so whenever my family starts hounding me I could get away from them and transport myself to people who are on this journey with me. Anyway a lot of amazing thinkers and people throughout history had this happen to them. Surrounded by people who made their lives hell, didn't understand them, and didn't believe them yet they were the ones mostly remembered through history and who changed the world. So I think it's just a matter of time for me. I really thought with something that was going to happen that time would come sooner rather than later but, I know that patience is a virtue. Sometimes it's just really hard being on this path alone with no one who understands you. So thanks for taking the time to understand.

I know I used some really colorful language but, my anger is abating because something I was really looking forward to and would change my life for the better was about to go through and it didn't. Not the first time this has happened to me.

@K VIL and @Leo Gura It's not about ego and it's not about complaining it's about not being able to figure this thing out, looking for logic where logic doesn't exist and a complete fucking mind fuck. OK let me address the ego thing I threw my ego in the garbage when it came to working for McDonalds for minimum wage while I was getting my degree at University. I said I'm paying my dues and I am NOT above this job even when it came to CLEANING THE BATHROOMS AND THROWING OUT THE TRASH. I did that for TWO years and not a promotion in sight because I was ignorant enough to keep my mouth shut and think they'd notice my hard work. So fast forward to graduation day I got my degree didn't work there and worked in my uncles office that made me feel like a brain dead zombie. Then I looked up an article online SPECIFICALLY for the purpose of learning skills SO I COULD USE THOSE SKILLS. I even made a DIGITAL AND ANALOG PORTFOLIO while I was there and I had a job as a teachers assistant where I learned those same skills to reinforce them at the same place where I learned them. Then when I APPLIED to a job to USE those skills they said I didn't know one specific thing and they didn't want to train for it because it was going to use time and money. OK then I applied to another job at an orthodontic lab that HIRED ME ON THE SPOT then ended up never getting back in touch with me after two days of training. OK SO NOW Y'ALL KNOW. Sometimes society is an ABUSIVE LYING SACK OF SHIT THAT YOU CAN'T TRUST AND WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO MANEUVER ITS SLIMY NASTY DICK INTO YOUR ASS NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO. If there is anything I learned is that I can only trust myself and sometimes not even then, life is unfair as fuck, and although I hate to admit it yes complaining wont help and I have to maneuver my way into cutting societies dick and shoving it up its own ass. I will have to use my creativity and do something desperate that will go viral or just keep looking for ways of being creative or full of the same shit society is so in the end I can come out as the authentic trojan horse in this shitty unhelpful crappy society I live in.

@K VIL All I hear is bullshit. Is that the same thing you'd say if you threw a person off a cliff and just said don't complain just fly?

Well let's see... I've worked at McDonalds for 2 years. Then I've worked a boring office job after University for another year. Then I went for 6 months of vocational training then I worked for an orthodontic lab 3D printing models and training with them until he just never got back to me out of nowhere. Then I found Mars Academy USA and was the 3D printing officer and engineer over there and I've did that mission with a flight surgeon and a pilot who was also a doctor. OK so I got that under my belt now I'm with financial education services. Problem is I got offered a 3D printing job I'm in West LA and it's all the way in Pasadena the traffic alone will make me pull my hair out because it's 2 hours of it there and back. The good news is I just finished an innovative planning path in toastmasters and I'm on my way to becoming a mentor. I know 100% that public speaking is my strong suit I don't get shy or afraid and that's the one place that my authenticity is valued. I know if I find a job as a speaker I will absolutely kill it but, that's just the problem where do those jobs exist. What I have to do is to enroll to speak competitively and put the recently awarded innovative planning toastmasters badge on my LinkedIn profile. Also even when I show how much value and expertise I have it doesn't matter because these people who are full of shit don't even give me the time to show case it.

Oh boy am I feeling that...

“Human beings are members of a whole In creation of one essence and soul If one member is afflicted with pain Other members uneasy will remain If you have no sympathy for human pain The name of human you cannot retain” Saadi Persian Poet

Recently I've noticed that in the new actualized.org videos @Leo Gura is always talking about how we are too lazy and dumb to actually go out there and do the work. Granted I do get lazy sometimes although not all the time. Also he's assuming a lot of things about a whole lot of people. When he talks about how the traditional education system is basically just as totalitarian and flawed as the Islamic education systems in the Middle East he's basically preaching to the choir. At a very young age I was very skeptical about the education system and all of my thoughts when I was thinking it was flawed and wouldn't help me when I got older turned out to be correct. I know that sometimes people need a kick in the ass to wake them up yet I think if every video is just going to assume we're a bunch of lazy good for nothings that aren't going anywhere because that's just who we are I don't think that kind of attitude is headed in the right direction.

@Hellspeed

Are you a god of lights and cameras too?

@K VIL That is moralizing but, he also says we're the devil. Also we could be a very lazy god lol.

Leggo my ego

If they didn't have balls would he squeeze em by the pussy? Seriously though he'd tried that shit with me I'd have kick his ass so hard he'd be pooping out his mouth.

Fair enough.

@Leo Gura OK I'm a bit confused. Is the calling your viewers lazy the act or the actual stuff we need to be inquiring on the act? Since I don't know if you were responding to Joseph or me. Although I like sarcasm I can't really tell if that was it at this point

@Leo Gura The whole worlds a stage . Good to know because that's the entire reason fundamentalist religion disgusts me.

@Nahm to each their own I guess. Still if 99.999% of people aren't even watching his videos I'm thinking there should be more of an encouraging community instead of a person just assuming his viewers are lazy, although yes there is a point that when the work isn't being done a person has every right to get frustrated. In fact I feel his pain. I also put content out there on Facebook and YouTube and I want people to actually think long and hard about it although these days you'll be lucky that people even remember anything profound that they've seen or heard a day after. I remember being so annoyed that I'd expect people to have long conversations and stay in touch to really think deeply about what I said and get active. These people being so lazy and feckless they don't even leave comments just likes...

I don't know didn't seem he had that attitude back in the day. Also not everyone likes the being called a pussy stuff. Leo talks about getting in touch with your feminine side too even if you're a man. Some people like the being an jerk/asshole style and some don't I think he should play to both and not exclude a style.

@Leo Gura Remember when you talked about in your wage slave video on how you weren't supposed to be telling us what to do but, we were supposed to be telling you what to do well I want to do that. Now that I've traveled to most places in the world I wanted to see (I just got back from London and Stockholm) and before that I visited a few countries in the Pacific I always wanted to see. I did this because when I was growing up and my parents were married I loved when we got on a plane and went to another country. There was something so magical about getting on an airplane (especially a window seat) taking off and landing in a whole new place where things are so different and fascinating. Then when my parents got a divorce the shit really hit the fan school was becoming unbearable and their fights were becoming despicable. Never in my life did I feel as powerless as I felt when that was happening. I felt like a slave to my terrible circumstances and as well as that I felt trapped and immobile. We didn't go anywhere interesting or do anything special for 3 terrible years. So when I first traveled by myself on a budget I was afraid I felt very exposed and vulnerable. Until the second day where I woke up and saw that people are people they all have lives in the modern world that consist of not doing unethical things. A stranger isn't exactly that strange anymore when you know you can talk to them about their experiences in life and get to know them that way. So with that I traveled to other locations in the US and then eventually internationally by myself. At first I had a lot of fun and a super great time knowing that I was free. I put my backpack on my back and let my curiosity guide me. All I needed was a phone in my hand and a piece of plastic in my wallet and the world was my oyster. This last trip however after so many pictures and so many experiences I felt a hollowness. That was the time I felt I didn't want to just explore the world I wanted to radically change the way it works. An interesting thing happened to me when I was all alone in my hostel in London and Stockholm. I started crying because of the beauty the beauty of my inner child finally being gratified. It was also mourning it was the mourning of my past. I had an inner spirit in my youth that the society and older people around me were always trying to find subtle ways to murder it. They tried to get my curious creative free spirit and transform it into a mindless materialistic zombie all under the guise of "getting educated". So through all the mental and psychological torture and trauma of my past through the arguing of my parents, and the pills that were suggested I take because I had ADHD and depression etc. it all became clear that I was just a healthy person living in a profoundly sick society that was trying to pervert my sense of reality by turning their sickness into the norm and wouldn't be satisfied until I became as sick as it was. So throughout all the tears and anguish my creative curious spirit refused to die and be turned into whatever the fuck those twisted bastards wanted it to be. They can take their suggestion of a white picket fence, 2.5 kids I'm supposed to have, and boring corporate job and shove it up their ass because I'm not interested in any of that at all. NO! THAT'S NOT ME! Who I am is the creative rebel. I noticed this when I was flying back from London to LA in the Airbus A380 I was so happy and inspired to see a plane so big and it inspired me. It was so cool to have that entertainment system and play video games on that plane. The amazing thing was I was playing a game where I could fly a bird on a plane where I was actually up in the air. So flying in that plane I came up with so many creative ideas. How about if I could create an airline specifically for people who loved the idea of flying where they could fly and play games on a plane and there could be a special lounge where storied could be shared. Not only that but, people could live in the sky and when clouds were blocking the view of some amazing scenery the pilot could fly under those clouds for a minute so the scenery could be seen (even if it meant extra time to get to the destination because that wouldn't matter because we'd be having so much fun). Throughout the whole trip I loved being myself. Striking up conversation with random people and looking through the window of the airplane and recording the landing, take-offs, and amazing scenery. What to do with all this? Well now I am a member of something called Mars Academy USA and I am in touch with very highly scientific minds. The amazing thing about it is that I am a part of this forum as well so I can introduce higher consciousness values into a highly scientific community in a way hopefully that they'll appreciate and accept it. I have a grand plan to make a mesmerizing inspiring speech for the entire world one day touting the importance of valuing curiosity and creativity. I want to lead this new movement as a philosophy of salvation and advancement of the human race. I want to be at the epicenter leading a movement where people of all skill sets and all aptitudes get together and we start chipping away at some of life's hardest challenges. We ask the most profound questions and get the most profound answers and always move forward. I use my diplomatic and analytical skills to get these great minds of the world to come together and work together for the benefit of all humanity so we can reduce levels of anguish and depression in the over all populace. Find out the secrets of the Universe and keep the sickness of the past in the past and learn from those sicknesses. I have this amazing vision now I just need people who can see that vision with me and hopefully we can accomplish something together!

@Emerald what did you teach?

You got me all wrong. I'm not saying the people there are rich douche bags I'm saying the people who created the curriculum are. Open your eyes why do you think so many kids are only prepared to do factory jobs that don't exists yet and most things in school are about route memorization and not actually finding solutions to complicated problems. Have you ever seen what Albert Einstein had to say about schools. Some students even get unlucky enough to end up with teachers who hate their jobs and don't help at all and the students don't have any right to change them and do anything about it. That doesn't even prepare students for a democracy it prepares them more for a totalitarian dictatorship. Also innovative good teachers are kept in a web of bureaucratic bullshit because of the incredibly stupid system they are under. I don't mean to offend either but, so many people think that just because they are a teacher that makes them some sort of expert on how kids function and what they need. Every individual is different and kids aren't just some amorphous grey blob just waiting to be indoctrinated. Every kid has their own journey in life and different circumstances at home and yet these idiot schools have a one size fits all attitude. Throughout all your time as a teacher how many kids did you actually have a genuine connection with and actually knew what was going on deep in their psyche. Like what they wanted to learn about the world and why also what was going on in their home lives that would have a gigantic impact on how they are performing at school. If a kid is being abused physically and or emotionally at home their family is crazy or parents are going through a divorce believe me rigorous school work is going to be the last things on their minds. Now I want you to read this and tell me what you think. I'm also wondering if you actually had the time to read my blog post and think about it. https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/freedom-learn/201107/what-einstein-twain-forty-eight-others-said-about-school

@Emerald Well the flying thing is just one element of it. What I really want to do is reform the stupid education system that allows for rich douche bags with armchair philosophy to control young people to take away their creativity to become cogs in a heartless machine. People deserve to have their curious creative side nurtured and encouraged instead of hurt and discouraged. I actually wrote a blog post about it too. http://bakshandehariel.wixsite.com/website/single-post/2017/01/03/Execution-of-Solutions