If there is anything from the course: Im sorry. I havnt bought the course yet. So.... Sorry Leo. Feel Free to delete it xD.
well I have read throw most of the posts and I have a few suggestions:
I think you are missing one or more of the points I will describe now
You are a person that likes to talk about different topics. When you are around in a group you love to discuss thinks, bring up new topics or maybe give your friends other perspectives on life ( or you were but stopped it because nobody cared). or are you a person that doesnt gives a shit about the people near to you like family and friends to share your insights to maybe help them improve there lifes.
If you are, I would suggest to not try to motivate those who dont care but to start sharing your experiences online.
this can take many forms
Ýou can talk about how you keep yourself healthy, about your sportactivities, why you do them and how. If you talk about that topic most of the time.
If you love movies you can start talking about them, what are your favourite ones, make ranking lists of different topics etc.
Or are you the typical guy that loves to talk about cars? Why not start talking about them on Youtube?
Love sports? ever thought about starting as selfmade commentator ?
All these ideas have the same underlying goal: giving value to the world/having an impact in this world/helping other people.These examples where the hardcore ones.
If you love tennis or football or basketball. Ever had the idea to be a coach for children or something like that? if you love sports for e.g.
I dont know what your interests are in life and how much impact you want to have. Some people are fullfilled if they helped out some homeless people with something to eat every day. Others want to have a bigger impact and save the rainforest for example and do that in different ways: some people demonstrate, some people talk about it alot to change people minds. Some people share there concerns online to impact hundreds/thousands/millions.
You decide which area you care about the most and how big you want to go to be fullfilled,
But I think in general that you have everything you want and the next thing you are missing is to share/help/contribute to this world and to humanity in some kind of way. (some people are fullfilled if they see that there children grow up as good people as to have an impact on the world)
Doesnt matter what it is: You have to know what makes you happy in life and gives you a feeling of fullfillment.
As the last example:
Some people get a feeling of fullfillment by sharing what they are passionate about like running?Snowboard?Cocking?Politics?Children?Parenting?Cars? just by doing it and showing how much fun they have doing it to motivate other people to maybe try the same.
The Question is: What do you care about? (The Future of your children/Sports/Cars/Music/CrazyExperiences like bungee jumping/the enviroment/your family/the weather/technology/science/the future/theories/dancing/singing/instruments/Sex/Woman/Porn/Comedy/Special Effects/Programming/Writing/Talking/War/Geopolitics/Search for the truth etc.)
Doesnt matter what it is: noone judges you for what makes you really happy and where you want to contribute/share/impact and how much. Just watch out what it is and do it. And stop thinking about it. Just live your life and in the moment of most enjoyment you will know (thats what I wanna do and share/talk/have ao impact on in some kind of way)
Try that from the book: letting go - The pathway of surrender: let go of the need to know what your LP is and the purpose will come to you ^^
Just watch out what you enjoy the most and where you are able to give incredible amounts of energy without effort. And then use the energy resourcefull to increase the impact in that area. If you like to ^^. Maybe that amount of energy you are investing in this area is fullfilling enough.
But maybe you are scared about, not having that much of an impact and thats why you cant be happy with what you got:
then try to let go of needing to have an impact. xD.
In the end I can theories here until I die. I dont know you that much to really help. Im just realizing :D.
Just watch out and enjoy life. Good Luck !