Cudin

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  1. @Xenomorf I thought about putting that Megadeth song in Blue too! But then, the lyrics really don't match: "Brother will kill brother Spilling blood across the land Killing for religion Something I don't understand" though Mustaine is certainly blue / orange. Deftones is the best orange metal band ever, btw ahhaaha
  2. Metal: Red Blue Orange Green Yellow Turquoise Bonus: Gnostic Metal
  3. Rock'n Roll Edition: Red Blue Orange Green Yellow Turquoise
  4. @SFRL hahaha Nirvana Edition! <3
  5. I've got a spotify playlist for that. Enjoy! Obs: No one should tell you how to behave on your trip. It's very personal, and works differently for everyone. Not Leo, not Terence McKenna. If you feel like listening to music, go for it!
  6. uhh shirtless. so coral, very muscles
  7. I feel like I get instant ADD when I smoke weed. It's super hard to focus on a single thing, but when I do, It's a super focus. It also seems to create some kind of distance between my true self and the ego. I can feel the cold, but I don't react to it. I can feel fear, but it doesn't really affect me. The curious thing is that this half ego-death (if that's actually the case) doesn't really happen the same way for me with other psychedelics. When I'm on shrooms, I'm either dead-dead or tripping balls. That said, I am starting to acknowledge that my spiritual practices are getting totally dependent on marijuana, which is causing addiction. It's a lovely tool, but I still would like to see someone explaining the spiritual effects better. Sadhguru is a master, but even masters sometimes talk about things they don't really know for sure. Marijuana has a great value in many shamanic and yogic traditions to be dismissed.
  8. The "law" doesn't need your consent to work. You probably really are a yellow thinker for some topics, but are somehow stuck in orange. Be it a economical social political belief, materialism, atheism, rationality, whatever. Just explore the boundaries of the lenses through which you see the world and start getting the glimpses of green values. Mainly for men, it is a tough transition, because it demands emotional work and exposing of your vunerabilities, which are actually great female-energy qualities. Maybe you just hate socialists, maybe you think some people just "care too much and don't really enjoy life". What's the problem with eating animals? Why should I care about people that I don't even know that live in the other side of the world? Why do we have to work so hard to make someone else richer? Why can't we just live peacefuly, enjoying love, sex, recreational drugs, just helping each other instead of competing? Contemplate these questions. Preferably high on weed or psychedelics. Embrace the change. Don't care of what others will think if you do change. Hope it helps
  9. Some people here seem to be confusing yellow with turquoise, and sometimes even first-tier levels. That said, I am still integrating yellow, and it's really hard to find a single video-example of yellow, since it's such a diverse and multifaceted way of thinking. I really like the way David Foster Wallace goes meta and used to have the knowledge that he was not "the voice in his head". Here is one great video:
  10. Hey guys, I've been researching a lot about fruitarianism lately and I'm very excited with the things I've seen. I've been avoiding animal products for a long time now - about 8 years, but have never had a truly vegan diet. I've been experimenting with replacing cooked dinner for fruits, and it just feels great! I feel that this is the way to go, at least for me at my level of development. If you contemplate about nutrition, you'll find out that cooking food is a really weird thing. Most animals eat the foods they are naturally attracted to. When I see a cow or a chicken, I don't feel like eating. If I spot a tangerine or a mango, that makes me salivate. When we eat fruits, we create a symbiotic relationship with the plants - we are feeding ourselves and helping the plants to spread their seeds. It's a win win - no suffering for any of the sides. My energy levels are increasing, I got rid of my thyroid daily T4 hormones, My poop doesn't even smell bad when I eat fruit all day long, for fuck's sake... It still takes a lot of discipline to maintain a diet like that. People will start thinking you are going insane - but if you are in the same boat as I am, you know that pretty much everyone is already insane. Anyone here has experience with raw vegan diets / fruitarianism?
  11. @Solace That's what I'm talking about. I love when people go unapologetic about their attainments. No fear of being judged as a wacko by other wackos. Great stuff!
  12. Oh boy, it's not a placebo. The food you eat changes you completely. Try for yourself, you probably have never felt that well since childhood, I swear
  13. Ye man, that's pretty weird, and good to know! My concerns are things like that, since it's a fairly "rare" kind of diet. I've noticed that I started clinging back to cooked food in the winter. You have to eat so much fruit to get enough calories to keep you warm, specially if you live in a place where houses have no heating system whatsoever (Brazil). Other concern I have is a curious case - Steve Jobs. When he died of pancreas cancer, he was on a fruitarian diet, as far as I have researched, but the dude had all sorts of crazy diet experimenting throughout his life. I've seen people that have been doing this 30+ years and are doing great though... so yeah, pretty new area to explore
  14. My best advice for IBS: just cut wheat. Oh, but pizza - do it. Oh, but nutritional dogma - do it. Flour was the one thing ruining my life for a looong time
  15. I think he might even be Turquoise. He is a very unorthodox yogi.
  16. This is a great example of a green - blue interaction. The video is in brazilian portuguese, but I think you guys will appreciate just how easy it is to understand what is going on even if you don't understand a single word of what they are actually saying. The context of this conversation is the following: One of the best theater directors of Brasil, Zé Celso, went to a particularly young conservative congressman office, Fernando Holiday, to discuss about some kind of censorship and restraints that were being imposed to his art (known to be specially shocking and with some sexual taboo contents). The blue and green archetypes are just so well represented in this video, that I laugh every time I watch it. It's perfect. See for yourself
  17. It's getting weirder and weirder to see through the authomated egos of everyone around me (including myself). Now I understand what Shakespeare meant by "we are all actors in a big play". Sometimes I wish I could talk to someone "ok, so lets cut the BS. Look, we exist, we are here, isn't is fascinating? There are stuff, and nature is beatiful. Some spiral dynamics green people are more relatable, but even then, I need to apply the effort with the need of everyone to try to be cool and different. There is a cult to the personality, but there is literaly nothing behind the mask. How do you guys deal with social meetings? I barely go out anymore, but the few times I do, it's always Awkward.
  18. Thanks for the tips, guys. Yes, I think in the end I probably just need to be as humble as possible and it's (hopefully) just a phase.
  19. I'm not trying to change anyone. I know they are exactly where they need to be right now. It's just so weird to see the total social awkwardness that is human interaction. Maybe it's my personality type (I'm a enneagram type 5), but I jusk think I'm reaching a point of no return.. Idk...
  20. People that get triggered by SJWs are definately not green. Militant vegans actually do have more empathy than most people, even though they seem to be just a pain in the ass for some. It's your task to put yourself in their shoes an deal with it, or else you are gonna be stuck. Genarally I found that in other to evolve, you have to observe to were you are pointing your finger and contemplate why you don't like a particular kind of people, and why they are the way the are. Good luck!
  21. Totally agree with @starsofclay hell is our current egoic situation. You can experience heaven and hell in the same day. About the afterlife, the Bardo realm and stuff like that - why worry now? Not even sages like Ken Wilber are totally convinced of the existence of things like that. Be here now.,
  22. No, that's just not true.