Ananta

? Thank you! You too and I love the song you posted?

Let's get back on topic, thanks

It's awesome, yes?

You are very young , so if this isn't for you then turn away and don't look back. Otherwise, plunge forward.

Do you see how that's just a story? Soooo young ❤

Well, if you really, really don't want it now.....just think and do every egoic, worldly thing possible in opposition and perhaps you can get your head out of the tigers mouth....but, do you really want to?

I love it ❤ You signaled the universe that this is what you wanted. It is responding. It's apparently too late to change your mind. Relax into it.

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=217077886365805&id=100041907843842 I wanted to share this, it's really awesome. Its during lockdown in Spain.

@remember ❤

Oic, I wasn't sure by your comment? I'm definitely a bit twisted. I think it's from my days working in an ER. I'd be working a trauma alert one minute, then eating lunch laughing it up the next. It takes a certain type of person.

Nurses are trained not to fear this stuff, some are better at it then others. I just don't fear it, but I also had been an EMT before I was a nurse, so you just can't let fear of getting an illness control you or you can't function to do your job. Anyways, if my humor is distasteful. I apologize, but that's how nurses get through this shit. That actually was a meme one of my nurses posted on facebook and she's on the frontlines while many are at home working.

I take that back...ALL nurses cringe when you mention bedbugs! ?

I won't say we are out, but to say we have enough is very wrong. We had a patients daughter swab tested due to her having all the symptoms and she came from Italy recently and 5 days later they still had not run the test. We also don't have enough personal protective equipment. Actually, very little supply. Good thing us nurses aren't scared of much!

Oh, and by the way, there isn't enough testing. So, if you have symptoms and they say they are testing you, that is not true, not initially at least. They will test for Flu A, if that's negative, they will test for SARS, if that's negative, then you may get a phone call in a few days asking if you still have symptoms, if you do, then your swabs will go for Covid-19 testing.

Yeah, I'm getting calls from these ppl at work daily. I don't have the luxury of working at home or my work closing. Lol

As well as crime, which has already started in my neck of the woods.... as every restaurant, bar, movie theater, dental office, hair salon, bowling alley, etc, etc, etc, ect, have been closed until further notice. The only things open- banks, healthcare, gas stations and grocery stores.

@Commodent Perhaps, it's because I'm in healthcare and I'm seeing the ugliness (fear) of this that many who aren't in the field don't see... I personally am not fearful, at all, but dealing with others fear all day is exhausting.

I really don't think so...but you can think positive. I got screamed at on the phone today by the daughter of a patient of ours (I'm a RN manager of a home care company) and this woman was furious we had the audacity to go into her mother's home and care for her mother. Mind you, they didn't cancel our services and her mother told our aide to come over. She was completely irrational, full of fear and basically wanted someone to scream at. I'm over it. Ps, ..and to think some of these ppl will just snap back to normal in a few weeks is wishful thinking.

Yes, no cults, please. Lol

This is the section of the guidelines I'm referring to that is not allowed-

Nope

Sorry, not allowed, read the forum guidelines.

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@Red-White-Light Have you tried therapy? Someone trained in CBT could probably help you.