Vignan

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  1. @Adodd once you know what you're running after, you'll know how to filter out content from literally anything. A famous book doesn't mean it's full of information. It became famous because it tapped into the ego mind! Not all but most. Books just give you intellectual understanding but what you need to have is serious practice of this inward journey.
  2. @Eternal UnityReal Bagavad gita is the ultimate reference. I felt like a new born after my awakening and then while reading it i felt like "i just saw a glimpse and this book has a blueprint of infinite consciousness and how to get there"
  3. As a hindu myself, this book is highly biased and misleading which ultimately makes you join the bhakti path. No serious stress was given about inward practice. So much dualism I must say. I suggest to read Indian Philosophy by Jadunath Sinha. He goes so deep into the essence of all the epic whose ultimate goal is to god realisation.
  4. You guys are taking me wrong. I totally speaking in nootropic perspective. I know how a breakthrough would interfere with the retreat. I just want to take their teaching and those determination sittings intense! This is my 4th retreat and I'm pretty confident how a retreat is going to be. I have done in one retrear purely with armod and you must see the results. I sat like a rock for hours straight.. what I'm asking is how good lsd is comparable to mod
  5. Please read... 1. Have a trip sitter. 2. Nothing wrong in taking it at home. Tell them what you're gonna going to do. Set n setting is very very imp 3. Start low if you have 0 experience with psychedelics. 50ug to begin. Wait 2 weeks take 100ug 4. Trip sitter must know how to trip sit. 5. Dont expect anything. No leo video, no book, you cannot be intellectual. But your knowledge will help without you thinking about it 6. If possible record audio for later use. 7. Have pre trip and post trip is so imp that your post trip will decide everything you experienced. So make sure you have 24hrs after that. Read my trip report.... It's in my profile.... Text me if there's anything.... Taking it authentically will help a lot. With all loved ones consideration because during breakthrough this is help with complete surrender, at least for me Typed too much. Text me if there's anything
  6. I thought of that too. Infact it's going to be right to do. Let's see I'll go full sober with some armod handy if I need. Also I'll be doing fasting during the retreat. This is just about me.
  7. Please read my trip report in my profile. 100ug is less but what I had was... Please see the report
  8. that is the reason why I ask about micro dosing to intense what I'm doing. i took armodafinil with me last time and it really worked like never before especially during those determination sittings. but those days were aimless compared to what I had experienced recently on lsd 100ug. now that i have sense of clarity in mind and the level of acceptance that is needed, I need to achieve that state in sobriety but with a lil touch of psychedelic. primarily my question is how it is different from micro dosing lsd and taking mod or armod?
  9. No matter how much we explain you still have Questions. Take a psychedelic and see for yourself what it has to tell!
  10. How do I know my current toxicity levels??
  11. @Leo Gura at least provide a book or any research articles where we can educate ourselves on your booklist. I'm not sure even if on the right page. Hence, until we wait for the video this would help
  12. LSD Start with 50ug then couple of 100ug and progress upto 300ug Test your substance always!!! And research psychedelics yourself.
  13. The latest god realisation leo talked about a while back, he mentioned about the new rc he's gonna reveal in sometime and I was waiting to know what it is. Is it revealed? Or takes time? Also @Leo Gura , please make a video on how to handle a post awakening crisis after a breakthrough with psychedelics. And also how do I maintain it in my sober ego state coz this dream state is so REAL that it is consuming me and making me even more grounded, making my Awakening a dream
  14. 6stage purifiers are very expensive. From what I understand is RO removes all minerals good and bad from the water. So can we add Concentrated Mineral Drops to compensate the loss or is there any alternative? I would like to add minerals myself. Also @Leo Gura what minerals you think are very important for proper brain functioning but disregarded outside
  15. What psychedelic and dose did you go? As you talk about interconnectedness, you are close to absolute. Try higher dose and probably do LSD so that you will literally have lot of time. also please keep 48hrs in hand coz you need to be integrating the infinite consciousness. I had complete awakening on my first trip 100ug which is quite shocking. Like Leo i might be sensitive to them or much open to the experience. Also every person is different. I know people who did not than 5 good dose trips and didn't reach where i was
  16. please read the whole trip report. i dont understand why just 100ug LSD took me soo far and just this is my 1st Actual trip. so two days ago i had done 100ug and the trip lasted 14 hours. I have reached God level and realised I am the creator and I created this so called universe for me to realise and come to back to Me. i divide the this trip into 3 parts 1. My intentions for the trip 2. The trip 3. Post Trip 1. I was building up the dose so previously had done 25ug and now built to 100ug and then then take 200ug based on this trip experience. As i read the reports i came to know that 100ug is a mild dose and is bets for contemplation and cannot experience ego death and any mystical exp. and my intentions for the trip to contemplate on my life purpose and how to avoid distraction and why im getting distracted. and also regarding my spiritual path and awakening. And I decided to surrender whatever happens in this trip. very simple 2. As the trip began I was in a normal state and couldn't contemplate just waiting for the peak. At this point the visuals becoming intense and then I just layed and started to feel heavy in my limbs and felt like I dont have any of them. I just surrendered and then i started to feel the interconnectedness with everything. I got up and i feel i lost complete identity of my self. I am speaking to myself as a 3rd person. at this point there were so many questions i am asking and the the state i am there is giving answer to everything. wherever i see there are infinite fractals open and close eye. Now i ahd reached a place which is absolute infinity and i got merged into it. i felt like everything is me and this the pure infitie consciousness which leo speaks. I GOT ENLIGHTENED. I realised i am everthing, i touched my mother brothers and crying saying that this is the ultimate place everyone should reach, all this reality is created for us to awaken and reached your true place. the place was infite having infinite colours, infinite shapes, i felt everyhting is possible here and this created my world. I realised that I am in a game and i used a cheatcode (LSD) just to ask about my purpose and and this code took me out of the game and said GAME OVER and made me realise that this is a game and your true place is absolute infinity. this gave a huge responsibility that this illusion is totally for my self and i can do anything to grow my self here and nothing can stop me. I was trying to remember all of this cos I knew i would forget all of this makes no sense. I became God I had so many Qs and all the answers. suffering is just an illusion when you know everything is pure love and all is one. I had asked the question about rape and got this beautiful insight that, I the victim, i am the accused, i am the one who murdered, and i am the one mourning, and i am the one reporting. this made so much sense that there's no point in suffering when all this is an illusion and god doesn't want you to suffer. At this point I have no emotions and couldnt distinguish between anger, sadness, hatred etc. I realised i am no longer this physical body and no longer Vignan hence theres no place for emotions. Then I reached to a place which I called the infinite mind. Frankly speaking here I see no love or anything. Its an infite sphere enclosed in an infite wave like thing. There is no such thing as time, intelligence, its just being. I saw it and understood this is god and here theres no bliss as such how people mention. It is a place of no human intelect. From this arose infite Love when i realised the struggle humanity which is me strugglein to get enlighten but running away from it at the same time. I realised my trure purpose is to bring everyone into the infinite conscious which I felt the highest purpose of an enlighten being. 3. Now after the trip I am in a state of crisis. i read the book TOE and bagavad gita and realised that I have reached the true, pure absolute infinity. But as i am back to my ego self i longer can understand what happened to me and i am in a state of confusion what happened to me is real or not. Leos recent God video makes absolute sense and now I don know how do I carry it with me in sobriety. How do I keep the learning? Now I have no thoughts whatsoever my mind is so calm that im unable to do anything. i became like a dead person yet many things running inside me. I realised my life purpose and dont no now how do i proceed. I need give my love and good to this humaninity. I want to make everyone happy and help them reach their true self. Leo I need you to help me regarding the post trip integration I couldnt even comprehend the magnite of states that I reached. I understood the base level consciousness cannot comprehend what is at higher lever and higher level of conscious cannot do the base level task. How do I find the balance cos most of the time I will be living in this dream state only. How do I maintain that level of consciousness while im not tripping?
  17. There's my post on LSD Trip where @Anahata spoke very well on telepathy and possibility of psychic powers on how it helps in balance the consciousness level in dream state
  18. Exactly, when you realsie your existence is an infinite illusion that you have create then it must also be possible for to control. In fact you already control some part of your dream like studying, walking, riding a bike etc. Once you understand more n more about this dream you can bring some exotic knowledge about controlling your dream at greater level like all the psychic abilities we talk about. In the end no matter how much you do "you're still in a dream." Yet it comes with so much responsibility.
  19. Whats the difference between crstal, golden, diamond worlds? How is it different from god realisation and being in dissolved into pure consciousness? Cos my LSD trip made me reach absolute infinite god states of understanding
  20. Please tell me what could be done @Leo Gura
  21. Thank you @Anahata for such an information. I want what leo has to say about my trip.
  22. Can I do it without psychedelics for sometime? Right now I need to focus on my life purpose and parallely balance the learning I had. For me rn psychedelics feels so intense that i need to give it a break to be honest. @Anahatasuggested telepathy l. What else you think worked or atleast worth experimenting?