Pamela Zamora

I am planning my first shroom trip in the upcoming week, I already watched Leo's video on "How to use Psychodelics for Personal development" and following his steps: My questions are: Can you give me some material to read up on Shrooms? What was your experience and if you did it the Leo way, what is your advise? Thanks!

Are you being Consistent? How are you using your intellect to Delude you? Are you biased towards one Teaching? What are you seeking for?

For me: What I perceive. What I think is "real" in this world, What I think. What I think. What I think is: They are without thought. Illusion tells me, it tells me that everything I perceive from the senses is reality When I'm deep in illusion they are highly dependent on my conditioning and attitudes towards life. What are Senses for you?

Looking deep within yourself: What is the Nature of your Desire for Sex? What is the Nature of Witness/Consciousness related to the Desire?

Desire: Desire=Selfish Desire. Neither Natural to Life (as desire for food) nor the desire for God which is accompanied by wisdom and unselfishness Desire and anger = Two sides of same coin Smoke hides Light from Fire. Desire hides divinity and turns into evil As Mirror=Hidden by Dust cannot function Desire=Nullifies wisdom and puts it out of commission. Even Wise woman under influence of desire is unable to see her own face. Life full of Regrets and Remorse

@Prabhaker @Leo Gura @cirkussmile @Brittany @ajasatya From Bhagavad Gita What is Sin: Desire is sin Anger or Hate is Sin Raga (likes) and Dvesha (dislikes) are sinful When human is prompted by desire Not Sin: When mind is tranquil and intelligence united with God

If God's Nature is responsible for all actions, and sense-reaction is inevitable. How is ego responsible for any evil that may proceed from such response? Why are there sinful actions?

@Nahm @Nahm @Solace @isabel @tsuki This is what ego wrote down, after contemplating: As long as I am identifying with this ego, fear=worry dictates my life. It is as if the ego needed to feel afraid of death, and she sees death as the lack of significance in this worldly world. That is all that ego wants: to feel powerful, to feel big, to have the fame, the money, the possessions, and all the worldly world objects that she deludes herself to believe these unreal things are going to help her achieve immortality. The ultimate fear of death drives the worries, and as long as the ego doesn't understand the fact that this whole set up is an illusion, it will keep on desiring immortality. It will keep on being afraid, worrying over nothing

Over Limits, depressing over natural criticism?

Gita 20th of March How can I Stop this Chain Reaction Towards Self-Destruction? The Cosmic Nature of God in this moment, and in this set worldly-world (dream) is in tune with my physical body (and mind) there is an automatic and Mechanical Process. In here the eyes see illuminated objects, the ears hear sounds, the tongue tastes. There is a vibratory correlation between senses and objects. Self Destruction appears when mind through thought registers senses as: pleasant or unpleasant. She likes it, or dislikes it, revives it through memory and desires or not a repetition. When Mind comes around with thought patterns, and illusions regarding the sensed objects I must be aware. For the minds Nature will also be to create chains. My Higher Self Nature will be to let go of attachment to reaction in the mind. To desires, to wants. Understanding the Illusion of Thought. Being in a constant Hero's Journey, looking for the Truth, not the Illusion

@Faceless No Petty Ego Self will be freed from Karma. As long as Ego identifies with actions, body and senses. It is interesting to contemplate the "No Karma" ideal though. Even when in this Dream=Life I most probably won't attain it, at least in a constant way, until I (ego) wake up=die

@Prabhaker That's an interesting way to put it! Awake there's no Doer, when there is no doer, the body will fall into infinite Nature. There won't be action-reaction

Gita Introspection. 19th of March: Feel yourself as the whole creation, understand it. But mostly live through it, this is an Illusory World, and you are in an Infinite Consciousness, you are the infinite Consciousness. Your options are to keep on falling asleep and believing that your ego, made up words, thoughts, conditioning and attitudes are you. Being completely ignorant of The Infinite Consciousness, draining yourself in a petty little life, instead of being in tune with The Higher, bigger and infinite picture of it all. Being too concerned on your dream, on your made up connections between thoughts, your lies. Be aware of the Dream, you are dreaming, all of those connections and stories about "Your Ego" are made up. Nothing is real. From here the only path to take is Lucidness. No more made up stories, no more attachments to the body and to the senses. Pure Consciousness. Root yourself in the Beginning of it all, and be Infinite with the Truth. Be one with God. Every moment, every action. There is no reaction, there is balance in success and failure. Geometrics Of the Diametrics

Here's something I wrote down, from today's contemplation. I hope it makes sense. I am following the Gita (March 18) Understand the illusion of Thoughts. Thoughts are giving you a made up story all the time, you make up new Worlds in your mind, you believe in them. The most predominant world is that where you are the center of this life. And when I say YOU, I mean the Ego. Your Self-Image, Your Self-Talk, your most predominant thoughts. You believe you are that, and those are dictating your life. BE VERY Couscous of Made up worlds in your head. They are present all the time. The made up story on how you will attain this or that is the most predominant thought in your head. And that is the root cause of your ignorance. The fact that you hover over the thought of accomplishing C by doing A,B, and the thought of lacking A or B gives you suffering. UNDERSTAND and put into practice the fact that you live within YOU, within GOD. You are infinitely intelligent, and scarcity is not real. Society is diluting you most times, with their made up wants and needs, but your thought patterns. Your conditioning and your habits are making you go in this rabbit hole a lot deeper. Nothing is done by you. You are not meant to suffer from your actions! it is relaxed, simple, no mental fever required, just presence. Just willingness to do the right thing.

@Just Do Nothing @Moreira I made a whole 1 hour writing about it. And I did come to the conclusion that since Weed makes my thoughts larger, the negative thoughts were more predominant. I got deeply in a Depression State. There is a lot of Guilt with the mere act of smoking weed, (From my dad and brothers experience) and it gets triggered while I smoke it, my thoughts are those of guilt, and Shame. So, it is amazing how my ending results were what you actually are suggesting. I know that this is a matter of loving myself enough to know where my best state of being is. And it is when I have been sober, meditating and reading and learning daily when I have grown the most. I have taken weed from the illusions of my mind, beliefs, attitudes and conditioning, but I am willing to let go and to love myself enough to quit weed. THANK YOU SO MUCH!