Evilwave Heddy

Try getting up super early. I found getting up early made it easier to set my mind on studying and then by 12 midday I wouldn't be able to anything.

@Annetta Do you know Joseph Cambell?

@Martin123 Your mind is also fucked up.

@John Flores I can't take anything you say seriously.

@EmilyCook26 Apologies, I misread. Anyways It's cool that you have grasped the ability of awareness and to see how easily you can stress yourself out over minor things.

your mind is fucked up

...an hour.

@TimStr Thanks man. VERY helpful.

They keep getting richer because they keep working hard. Your mind is fucked up.

So you're saying the millionaires/billionaires don't deserve the money they earned (probably) through thousands of hours of hard work?

Rest in peace hamster.

@Arman To add, the first book is always the worst and will fail (unless some stroke of luck occurs) so don't be put off by this failure and stick with it.

Well think about it, once you commit suicide you're not gonna even care or know what they are going through. You could always commit suicide discreetly too so they don't think it was suicide and they're not left questioning why. So to answer your question..yes you are allowed to commit suicide, but you'd be much better off dealing with what you're escaping from.

Such a troll quote too.

Well because the dog was on a leash and walking out in public. I doubt some guy would bring a vicious dog out in public and in reach of peoples hands. Your subconscious mind probably picked up on these facts, therefore making you feel safer and confident. Most gamblers get this false sense of winning, but leave empty handed. However, I have had this sense at times and have contemplated about it a bit. I can't recall any memories of having this sense right now though.

Ah yes, Samadhi..

5:45 - Alarm goes off and I lie in bed with my phone to see what's happening in the world and look for job. 6:35 - Get up and make/eat breakfast. 7:00 - Shower/brush teeth 7:30 - Meditate for half an hour. 8:00 - Affirmations and check my "Me Sheet" 8:15 - Life Purpose for an hour or hour and a half...or whenever my dog wakes up. 9:30 - Take dog for walk(30-45 minutes) followed by something to eat for myself and him. I usually browse Actualized.org around this time also. 12:00 - Life Purpose 13:30 - Break/Food/Browse some Actualized.org or whatnot. 15:00 - Life Purpose 16:00 - Finish up and free time to do whatever until about 6clock. (Usually involves looking for work and browsing youtube and internet) 18:00 - Take dog for walk, feed him and myself. 19:00 - Chill 20:30 - Brush teeth, get in bed and read a book or watch a few videos on Youtube. 21:30 - Go to sleep This can change a lot though due to distractions.

What would you do/say if it was a guy doing this?

@Shane Roberts Read Leos latest insight. Edit: oh wait, is that what you meant by "I read Leo's thoughts on college"?

College is a good thing in my opinion. You need proof of degree to get the work you are looking for so it is good in that way, however everything in college can be self-taught.

9 - Mature wave - I am honest, wise, realistic and older in years and age. This wave triggered me...just because of the claim that older = wiser, honest and more realistic.

All reputation to @Prabhaker gets filtered through to me. So just give to me directly. Thanks in advance.

@Loreena Oh, Loreena

Similarly the Actualized.org logo is the same as the "boy-lover" logo. I'm sure this wasn't intentional though as well as the swastika and peace logo. At the end of the day, they are just logo's/images that people like to associate things with. As long as I know what it means then I don't care.

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