CosmoFury

i've been doing journalism for a few months now, and so far it's ben very helpful in making me more aware of my own problems. Not sure what advice would be helpful in your case. Way i see it, here's a journal. you can write about anything you want in it. doesn't matter how disorganized, or irrelevant, or halfassed the writing is. put whatever you want in it. and it doesn't have to be every single day that you have to write. just write whenever you feel like putting something that's bothering you on paper. Anyways, thats what helps me want to write Lol. i take it with me wherever i go in case i have thoughts about something that i really want to write down before it gets lost.

Don't know what to tell you on what your dealing with right now. But i can also relate. I too once stopped talking to my mother during a very difficult time in my early teens. and it went on for months. Total silence, not a single word to her. Even years later she still sees me as that person. she doesn't like to let go and move on. and even tries to convince everyone that im still that person, in hiding, that somethings very wrong with me. And they listen and treat me differently. It's like shes frozen in time. even with all this refusal to change and spreading lies that go on every day, One Thing i know for sure is to hang in there and know that eventually, it's all gonna be okay. Besides, whats the worst that can happen? She still sees me the same?