Amazing responses and insights and I'm truly grateful to you all, thank you for taking the time to assist me through this funk or whatever it is. Your replies are right on as I spoke with a psychiatrist yesterday and he agreed that the topics Leo presents have the potential to induce anxiety and stress because of the depth and profound insightfulness presented. No shit, I paid you to tell me that!
I'm taking the suggestion that I ease up on the vids, keeping a weekly focus on a specific insight, maintain my daily practices and continue on to the next lesson. In the 80's, I participated in transformational workshops like Lifespring, EST and the Forum and thought I had handled some deep issues, guess the work is never really done.
Sincerely,
Tom