This forum is like high conscious twitter hahaha or reddit. Sooooo many interesting perspectives, I love it. It was very interesting to watch my own reactions to him going at Leo like that. Angry emotions were coming up and I thankfully noticed which showed me I have an attachment to Leo. Part of that attachment is from me genuinely appreciating Leo for teaching me so many things that helped my growth, and the second part is my attachment to the theories and lessons, and my belief that they are true. I definitely need to become more aware of my own ideologies and remember that the map is not the territory. Somewhat ironic that Leo was the one who pointed me in the direction in the first place, constantly reminding to not let his teaching become ideology. I do understand that in going for Truth the answer is never symbolic/thought, I just need to be more aware of when I'm mentally masturbating about Truth