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Not sure what you mean by intuitional perception but yess I get somes intuition while meditating. And acquiring the knowledge very suddenly sounds like intuition. You just know that you know, and you could that explain the reasonning. I did others practices to develop my intuition 3 years ago like walking in the forest and only following my intuition to choose where to go. Obviously sometimes some rationnal decision making was sneeking in, but with times it was more and more easy to differentiate one and the other.

For me fullfiment happen when I do someting that a love (enjoying the process without needing anything in return) or something that I find okay but that will help me do someting that I love in few years ( transactional process that is align with my deepest longing) . What do you mean by transactional process and what make you start treating almost everything as it ?

@Leo Gura Interesting tought ! Thanks

When hyperventilating you exhale more than you inhale. Good luck with your practice

@Truth Addict What are your others options to build discipline and confidence ?

What are your reasons to choose the army ? And being a looser doesn't count. It is not who you are. It's a tag that you gave yourself (or others gave it to you) that will continue to poison your life if you keep it.

@Leo Gura About the hate toward governement, military and ect., is it a manifestation of red ? It's looks like they put the green values as their god, the only true god. They react as some blue could react in front of someone telling that the bible is not true, except that in their case the bible is the green values. It's look like the content is green but the container is blue with a touch of red. I guess that's what you mean by they dont have fully integrated blue and orange.

@Leo Gura Thanks fo that. But Im still confuse about what change in intellectual capacities between orange and yellow. I guess, at yellow, the fact that you can integrate emotions in your thinking will change the way you will interpret concepts. But again some orange folks are really good at systems thinking from a rationnal perspective. Could we say that some people are at yellow in cognitive/intellectual capacities and orange in self-identity and values ?

+1 on that. He is not as anal (to use Leo expression) as a lot of Blue. Others have toughts on him ?

@SoothedByRain Do yon think that she is also Blue ? Responses to her "little expiriment" are definitely Blue, but she seems to have some orange and/or green. She talk about free speech and use a concept of god/allah different than Blue thinking.

Sure I will ☺

Hi all, Im currently on a backpacking trip in Peru and the hope is to developp and embodied my healing habilities. I'll post in the next weeks somes updates, when I'll have time, energy and wifi. But for now, a little resume off myself that will explain why Im on this trip, wich is a nice existential-spiritual phase of my development. Six months ago I took a workshop on Shamanism based on the work of Michael Harner (Its worth looking out if you are interested in these kind of pratice) Since then I am able to enter transe with ease and use somes basic shamanic techniques. Two months after the workshop some visions started to appear during my meditation and transe practices. When I ask where it was, I could feel and know that it was in Peru. Sometimes some shamans would appear and I had a deep feeling that I needed to meet them. I had those visions/intuitions every 2-3 weeks for 3 months. At the time I was in preparation for a Phd program so my Ego was like: I have others things to do than going to Peru. There was also a lot of fears due to the lack of financial security. But 1 month ago the calling was to strong, so I put the preparation of the PhD on hold and buy a one way ticket for Peru. Before leaving my intuitions was telling me that I could meet 1,2 or 3 shamans that could help me grow. So now I am 2 weeks in. I had quite a lot of kundalini arising and healing of energy block just by going at some locations that I felt the need to visit. But for now, I haven't found the shamans that I felt in meditation At one occasion in Lima, I recognized the energy of one shaman. Following my intuition I choose a table in a restaurant and wait for him to come speak to me. After 45 minutes or so, I couldn't feel his presence anymore. I finished my beer and left. That is the closest have been to meet a shaman felt during a meditation. On the other hand, a lot of my intuitions/visions like how and when I will meet others people happened quite accuretly. Also my habilities to work with energy increased a lot. Im now in Tarapoto and Im living tomorrow for Chiclayo. I had a good reference for a ayahusca trip there. I will keep you updated.

@Victor Mgazi I did lost a lot of sense of self and had somes mystical experience like pure love for walls and dust in my bedroom. My Ego is less strong and Im a more compassionate human being. Also I have less neurosis then 3 years ago. I started with mindfulness meditation, just to practice being aware and calm my monkey mind, wich was really intense. After 6 months I concentrated on loving-kindness meditation wich helped me a lot to became more compationate to me and others. At that time I was orange with blue leftovers so learning to be more compationate toward myself and others was a game changer. Now when I meditate, I self-Inquiry or practice of being aware of being aware. But my main practice is Yoga. I also use shamanic techniques wich I find really effective for me (shamanic breathing or shamanic transe) I hope that can help you. Don't hesitate if others questions comes up.

@WilliamFogg Sure that wasn't clear. I mean having the same among of air coming in that the among of air coming out. Also it's important to not pause between the inspiration and the expiration.

I did shamatic breathing with a facilatator twice and 3-4 times alone. The facilitator explain to me that cramps comes when we are not breathing properly during the technique. If we could stick with the proper breathing we should be good. That being said, I had cramp every time I did shamanic breathing. It's a good time to practice witnessing and loving everything that arise ☺

Is it possible that working with Kundalini is a better way for some people ? I Practice meditation for 3 years now and Yoga/Chi-Kung for 18 months. I feel that the effect of Kundalini are stronger on my state of consciouness then the practique of mediation/self-inquiry ?

What do you mean by being to good ? And why would you want to fit in an ill system ?

Awesome share ! Thanks !

I don't like the term mentally unstable, but I guess there is a little bit of truth in that. Someone who cope well with systems as they are now and is satisfied with his life will not seek a different way to live. So, you need to be unsatisfied and/or be able to question things as they are now to be interest practice like meditation or Yoga. Keeping that in mind, it doesn't mean that being mentally unstable, as you say, is something bad.