The mind is constantly interpreting reality. What seems like reality isn't reality. It is an interpretation. For example, can you be 100% sure that someone hates you? How did you reach the conclusion that somebody hates you? Is it possible that you might be wrong? Is it possible that you are constructing an interpretation of reality, and treating the interpretation to be the reality?
Please watch Leo's video titled, "How your mind distorts reality -- needy vs. non-needy perception."
Also, remember that Ego is the source of almost all of the internal (non-physical) suffering. Watch Leo's video titled, "What's wrong with Ego?".
Put your all into developing a higher quality consciousness. You will neither be rejected nor tossed aside.
