Posho

Do you still have days when you jus feel depressed and sad, or days when you feel lazy and bored? Also do you still have any addictions?

Will probably move to my nearest grocery store and buy all the Nutella that they have.

So executing emotional labor is something I suck at. Especially when studying. My focus goes out the window while I'm studying. I'm either thinking about the film that I watched or am distracted by the dandruff in my head. My subjects are highly fascinating an I love them. When I do put the emotional labor trust me I'm the happiest person on the planet. I love learning and I mean every bit of it the problem is putting the emotional labor. Sitting for long hours, being patient etc. This isn't just with education but also with porn diet self esteem and MEDITATION! and this is really getting on my nerves for its a huge block in my personal development journey. Is action the answer? Always?

I agree. You'll have to find your own personal balance and will have to PRIORITISE! my list at ths poin include - science (psychology especially) - awareness and enlightenment - health - productivity and growth (work wise) - Peace

@Nahm @Epiphany_Inspired thank you @Leo Gura I took your advice but one thing I want to know is what next. When i was questioning and contemplating, I hit a rock bottom and I couldn't justify anymore. I'm struck. I've been doing this contemplating thing for quite some time now and I myself am surprised with my beliefs but what after hitting the rock bottom? I can't go anywhere. Any further

It is exercising and meditating which isn't a lot of "fun" for me since you have to literally exercise a lotta willpower. I suppose the "fun" phase really begins once you're a bit comfortable and moving with the flow. How do you make it enjoyable for yourself anyway? Porn, diet

If we're not meant to have midnight snacks, why is there a light in the fridge?