Sarah Marie

@WiKKiD Hey! I hope they find out quickly what's happening so you can move forward. Took about 2 years for my diagnosis. I just had to find the right doctor and he diagnosed me within 2 months. My symptoms are Weak Nails Hair Falling out Anxiety Deppression Hard to loose weight Mental Fog Cold hands and feet Joint and muscle pain Irregular menstral cycles (extremely painful) Paleness My doctor first put me on synthirod and I felt better within weeks. Unfortunately it only took two months for my body to have symptoms reoccurring so now I have doubled my dose of my medicine. He tells me this will be what the rest of my life is like until I find a balance of medication. When my medicine was working I felt soo alive. All symptoms disappeared and it was amazing. I lost 14 lbs just from doing what I've been doing the past 2 years. Unfortunately right now I am having a flare up and trying to figure out how to avoid this in the future and see what triggered it.

@octsober What would comfortable look like to you?

@SkyPanther Yes actually this is exactly what it is!

@Lucifer I encourage everyone to be skeptic about everything. Take what fits for you and go with it.

@Vercingetorix I am not connecting to egos, I'm connected to people's higher self. I will check that out I haven't ever heard of it.

@Lucifer Hi! I just realized I forgot to answer one of your questions, I have never seen insidious so I am not sure. Yes I actually believe everyone can develop the awareness. I am positive your loved ones are already around you it's just hard to notice or people second guess themselves. So for instance, if you think you see with your eyes (physically) a loved one out of the corner of your eye and you look and they're gone, this is their way of showing you they're still around. Every spirit has a different way of showing themselves some can come from birds and you will see a certain bird and think of a passed loved one, that is not a coincidence that is them. I'm going to explain this because spirit is showing me so I figure it must be connect to you or someone reading this. If you were to sit in a room with someone and close your eyes, even though you can't see them in the room you still know someone is there. This is the same feel I get when a spirit is next to me. Put me in a big auditorium with 500 people, and I'll feel like I'm in there with 5,000 people because of all of the spirit. Hence the social anxiety I used to suffer from. On the same note if I sit you down and ask you to close your eyes, and I hold my hand an inch away from from your skin you will be able to feel the heat from my energy. Spirit often shows itself like this. Which is why I consider everything energy. You already have these abilities and are conscious enough to interpret them because like you said, you can feel when something isn't right. It's just about educating yourself from other mediums/psychics (this is something I never do even though I can usually see the future, mainly because we have free will and I don't want to claim stuff I can't prove) and reading books. I asked other mediums to mentor me and help me understand. You have to understand this was NOT accepted in my family and extremely scary to me. I really wanted to burry this part of me and even just talking about it I would shake and hate myself for being able to do this. Now, however I have seen the benefit of this gift and done so many readings that I am at total peace with it and love it about myself. But it wasn't always like that. There are also YouTube videos on how to open your third eye. I notice patterns with how spirit shows up, orbs in pictures, through animals, through dreams etc. In a reading I can connect the dots for a person so if they did see them in a dream and it was them I can accurately describe the dream. The person then has the validation that it's real because how would I know that? @Vercingetorix This is something I would 100% be willing and ready to do. I feel like my life purpose is to raise councsciousness at a societal level and feel this could be part of my path. I am not sure where to start with someone who has the money and is willing to hook me up to machines etc. I do know that spirit speaks to me telepathically and it's just that I *know* things. It's not like theyre whispering in my ear because that would totally freak me out. LOL. I always joke that I will be thanking Leo in my speech because without his help I would have never unconditioned my societal norms and done this work. Now, if you really want to stretch your mind let me tell you about my sister in law who can talk to angels. I don't understand or know about it I only believe her because people pay her LOTS of money for her readings and she has read me personally. To my understanding there are different realms. Living, "dead", guides, Angels, lower realms and that's all I've ever seen. I don't know how that works exactly and I don't share that bit of information with everyone but it's just something I've been shown. I can not see any lower realms but my sister can which is why she doesn't speak of this and is so scared. She explains them as the worst feeling energies you can imagine. I am a very scientific minded person and am SO open to having scientists or whoever help me raise awareness about this. Most of my personal beliefs match up with Leos completely.

@Lucifer Hi, yes I'd love to share my knowledge. First, I've done over 100 readings for free so no I'm not ripping anyone off and this is not how I make a living. I first found out I was a medium when I went to a psychologist because I thought I was crazy. He is the one that actually helped me understand that I was feeling other energies. I don't have all the answers I only know that death is more just a death of our ego. Energies can still communicate with me to the point of giving me exact details that are completely random to connect the living and those past over. I do know death is actually not scary OR ultiment. Also, I understand your skepticism because I was the worlds biggest skeptic. This is nothing I ever set out to be it just kind of revealed itself to me. I didn't even know what a medium was and absolutely had no religion or faith before finding this out. I'm not the only one there is thousands like me. I am however one that doesn't care about societal norms and chooses to tell and help people with this gift. My sister for example, can see them too but doesn't tell a soul because much of the population responds like you do. I just know it's a lack of education and feel a responsibility to share my gift. My job isn't to prove anyone or anything wrong, it's simply to help heal those still living who are suffering from pain and loss so they can continue living and learning the lessons they need to during this lifetime. You can check out some of my blogs at www.soulspeakwithsarah.com which explain exactly how I read etc. I also have a favebooknwhere you can see some of the people I've read. I don't get on it anymore because like I said I don't do this for a living but lots of people have written about their own personal experience on there.

@Anlib I think I'm depends on the female. Not all hot girls are insecure, but I know lots that are. I also know some that are totally confident and it makes them 10x hotter!

@Falk Just realized you're male so that might make a difference. I think it's awesome you have that type of self control, I just feel like a total bitch if I never orgasim.

@Falk I'd so much rather just have an orgasim LOL.

Hey everyone, I am currently going through the IPEC's Life Coaching training. I am looking for people who want free life coaching and would be willing to dedicate their time to one on one coaching with me.

@TimStr What do you think happens when we die?

@AilinKyung I am a sexual creature. Maybe more so than a male.

Yes, why wouldn't they be able to?

@shouldnt I am hearing that there are a lot of life changes with you and this is making your uncomfortable and unhappy. Can you think of any other way to look at these changes rather than depressing and bad?

@Neill Bolton I know I'm so excited! I'm trying to get 100 hours practice before I graduate! So excited for the opportunity.

@Emerald Wilkins I own a marketing company. And what you are going to do is right on track . Think about who your dream market would be. Try to see what they are interested in. Or focus on one niche at a time. Perhaps a smaller niche (search long tailed marketing) at a time. Hope this helps.

Every hour that passes I remind myself of what Leo says, this is a good type of pain. Separating from my husband is giving me the opportunity to grow. I already knew what areas I was working on before we split up, I know exactly what went wrong in our relationship, and I know exactly what I need to do to become the best version of myself. But thinking about only seeing my son 50% of the time is literally heart wrenching. Forget the fact that I was diagnosed with Hashimoto's yesterday and possible cancer. Nothing sucks more than thinking I only get to see my son 50% of the time. It literally makes me feel like I am going to throw up. I know this is an opprotunity, I see the positive. Just please someone help me get to a place where I can rationalize doing this to my son.

@Annie I just thought of a couple other things... Suck on some ice before giving him a blow job. The contrast is awesome. Have you heard of the grapefruit and pop rocks trick? I have not tried either but I have heard a lot of guys like it. Do you have a lot of sexy outfits? Kind of goes with role playing. School girl, nurse etc. Check out the new toy called the womanizer. I hear great things about it. Im sure someone will chime in on like mindful orgasims, I am interested in trying to learn more about that too. I also just like to randomly surprise him (well when we were together and still sexually active, lol). Think of it this way if you were a guy would you rather ask your women for a blowjob. Or have her randomly drop to her knees and start sucking. I always think about "if I were a man..." And go with that. I hope this is helpful.

@Annie I have done both!!! And I love both. You can also try having him lay down, strattle his face and masterbate that way. Like on top of him while you're on your knees. New meaning to front row seats. I have had zero complaints lol. I like porn alone and together. @Will My man has zero idea he is "lucky" lol. Pretry sure he thinks all girls are like me.

Just went back and read the comments, quickly learned my answer wasn't the norm. HAHA.

@Annie Tie me up and I'm happy... Also role playing, record it, toys are fun to use together, sexting, sexy pictures throughout the day. I seriously love to be in a public setting being my sweet self and then whisper something totally kinky in my mans ear, then just continue talking.

Hey everyone yes and I am hoping to be able to coach as many people as my schedule will allow! I will get back to you guys shortly when I figure out my new schedule.

You guys are all so awesome! I just re read my comments and can't believe how different I feel right now. To update: I don't have cancer, only Hashimoto's which I'm researching! I've lost 14 lbs that I couldn't get off with diet and working out since taking my new thyroid pill. My husband (ish?) is still soul searching. The only difference is now I see MY light. I feel MY power. I am letting it go if it needs to happen or willing to try and rebuild a healthier relationship. I honestly have never felt better in my life. I know my life purpose, I feel like I am unzipping my body and blossoming to who I AM. It feels amazing even through this stressful time. It's such an amazing opportunity I was given here in this moment. I am so thankful. Thank you all so much for helping me through one of the hardest times in my life. P.S. I am going hang gliding, which is something I'd never do before!!!!!!!!!!

@Neuroticon What time zone are you in?