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Found this gem talk of Terence McKenna talking about his crazy experiences in the amazon, plant intelligence, wisdom in our DNA etc

Could be a defense mechanism from the ego? Psychedelics usually gives me energy but my mind finds all sorts of excuses why I shouldn't do it, it's been a difficult week, now Im pmsing, now Im tired... Exercising helps too, meditation after exercising is amazing, psychedelics after exercising should be good too. It all starts in the mind, it could make you feel better or show you the root cause of the chronic fatigue. Or maybe you just need to rest, if you are going through a lot your body might be integrating the normal reality collective load of stuff and adding psychedelics into the mix will just bring more chaos.

@How to be wise Ohhhh this is so precious!!! Thank you for sharing @Jehovah increases Yesssss, if I could bring someone from the dead it would be TM, he is a gift that keeps on giving even after his death

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@Tenebroso good lord lol Don't forget you were born from a woman. Whatever you went through in your childhood gave you those lenses from which you see the world now, and women in this case. Time to clear your perception. Men and women are divine creatures. When you hate women you are hating your feminine within.

@SeaMonster We are tried of controlling to be honest it's exhausting to try to be a men and seek power, I would rather be in by feminine. Society is so twisted, it's a whole delicate process to unlearn. What women really want is to surrender, but most women are still trying to find the safety to surrender in men, instead of finding within themselves. Love this poem from Anais nin “I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”

@SeaMonster Yes but see that you are doing the same thing. pointing the finger. The blame game doesnt work, each person must look within themselves, you cant look within yourself and blame others at the same time, cause while looking within you would have to look at your own shadow, making it easier to accept people's shadow. Reminded me of this quote If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart? The outside world it is how it is because we are too immature to be the big person, it's preschool lol. Men and women must take the high road, it starts within. Now women blaming men for being bla bla bla and men blaming women for doing porn and bla bla bla.. its gonna get us nowhere.

@LSD-Rumi you need to know who you really are if you want to keep exploring with psychedelics, otherwise you will not have an anchor to go back to. People sober commit suicide because they listen to the voices in their head and think it's them, imagine high. IMO psychedelics didn't cause anxiety, it was already there, it could be stuff that need to be worked through. What's your goal in taking disassociatives? of course they made you calm, you got out of your body, you dissociated, you became numb. If you are using psychedelics for personal growth, you actually want to go straight to the shadow. I don't get people who complain about bad trips, what are we really doing here? Aren't we using them exactly to see the things we can't see when we are in normal reality? Alcohol makes you numb, ketamine makes you numb, those disassociatives make you numb. Our role here is to anchor our souls into our bodies and for that we need to actually feel the body, we cannot force the process, the dissociation is basically going for a little adventure, and the dishes are still there after we come back. I spoke to my friend who is a nun this week, and she had mediated for 7 hours that day, she told me "to meditate, to feel god and connect with my soul is easy. Difficult is being a human, to have a body, and participate in the outside world." hahaha Life is precious, we just don't know it yet.. it's just that we need to unclog the pipe to experience all the bliss. Unclogging the pipe means feeling our feelings, our anxieties, and all the bad stuff.. it's a difficult process.

@SeaMonster yes it's the Proust quote "The real voyage of discovery consists, not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes."

@StarStruck Love this, it reminded me of the beginning of The Book of Women by Osho, where he says that I'm not sure how pick up works but I would presume that is like marketing, you are basically manipulating someone to buy something, and the product is you. As much as you study manipulation, deep inside you know it's not in your control, specially when you meet the person that is supposed to be in your life. All the games fall away. The same way there is conscious marketing, there could be conscious pick up. Now about you saying that you were all nice and good guy, these women made you a favor. The world is harsh, they just helped you with that. It's called building character.. The feminine sets the frequency, the masculine follows. Notice that in nature the one building the nest is the male bird, the female picks the one she likes the most. We are humans not animals, if our standards (as women) were low, imagine how uncivilized men would be lol For example, if all the women decided that they would not date men who watch porn, the whole porn industry would collapse. You see how much power women have in their hands? That is why they were killed in the past. It's unfortunate that most women are trying to fight with the men, blaming them, without seeing that the key is actually in their hands. I believe a strong woman can turn a man into a king, the same way that a woman is more powerful with a strong partner by her side. Men protect women in the physical realm, women protect men in the spiritual realm. The spiritual purpose of relationships is growth, so it's natural that our partners will always bring up the stuff that needs to be looked at to the surface, if we are smart we will work through things, not blame the messenger. It's the house of mirrors. I was listening to a podcast by Annie Lala (Eben Pagans wife) and she talked about this beautiful metaphor of when Michelangelo created David's sculpture, he said that he carved out everything that wasn't David out of the marble block, he left only what was David, and in relationships, our partners will carve all the falsehood out of us, so those women actually made you more of a man, that is the same thing that psychedelics do, they make you more you, pilling the onion. Sacred union is such a beautiful thing, religion really messed up with the real significance of marriage. Also when talking about partners, it's important to notice that our external relationships are a reflection of the polarity we have within ourselves, our inner union. It's the dance of duality, the whole creation is built on this energy. So if you are attracting the same kind of women, you might want to look at the common denominator, you. You have the feminine polarity within you, surrender to your inner feminine and you will fear no woman.

@How to be wise I would love to but I don't think he is open to it.

@Tudo I might in the future! But for now I will be in US. Are you brazilian?

@Leo Gura I think it's time for a video about money/ abundance. I think in all those years I've only seen one or two videos. Is this something we could expect in your next videos or course? Thanks!

Terence McKenna says that the closest thing to a psychedelic experience is traveling. Not sure if you have experienced them but 8 years ago I started traveling and was obsessed with it. Until I tried psychedelics and discovered that there is a whole universe within myself to explore. With that being said, Im originally from Brazil, live in US and have travelled around a bit. Experiencing different cultures will help you a lot with changing your belief system and consequently your life, once you experience many cultures you start getting rid of old stuff from your culture and opening up space for new things to come into your life, it's a deconstruction of your web of beliefs. Moving to a new place also circulates energy, sometimes when we don't circulate energy life forces us into change, while when you are proactive and circulate energy ourselves life flows more smoothly. Another point is, wherever you go, there you are. Contemplate the main reason why you want to do the big move. Hope my brainstorming helped

This strain is usually stronger. I think if it's your first time take 1g only, start slow so you can go deeper. Depending on your sensitivity 2 will be really strong and you will feel scared to explore deeper if you dont have a good experience. Enjoy the journey mushrooms are fantastic

I'm sorry for your pain @Leo Gura Would you say on the body level you are going from the mind (intelectual) to the heart (feeling)? I feel like it's a virus that was implanted in us (by us /internet), we are so hard and speak so harshly with ourselves, this reflects on how we talk to people of course. I ask you because after two years recording videos for my channel, I found myself stuck because of how I use my words and speak my truth, and sometimes (actually most of the time) don't think about how people will feel when receiving it. My work lacks love and compassion, and I see that we as humans flower if given enough love. I have a deep need to be in community right now, but it's a battle because I enjoy my solitude and internal explorations. Open to hearing other peoples opinions on the topic also

@CARDOZZO Love this! Thank you

@How to be wise Yes but I'm not talking about money, I'm talking about abundance. I've watched this one, thank you!

Leo I think they were talking about people like you at minute 45.

@ronda Sounds like my experiences with 5meo, I felt like the energy was too much and my body did not have the capacity to handle and comport it. Then I ran around like a wounded chicken lol When the light comes it brings with it the shadow, in order to heal. It's unclogging the pipe so light can pass through us. Sounds beautiful but it's a difficult process. Pay close attention to integration, ego backlash is a struggle. Be gentle with yourself, if there is still a self

@CARDOZZO solid advice!

@Richard Purdy Yes, I would love to see him talking about conscious ways of creating abundance. The same way he created one for conscious politics.

@Dauntment "people do not seem to realize that their opinion of the world is also a confession of character." Ralph Waldo

@How to be wise Hahaha that became a fun thread! I will let you all know if I see Leo there

Is anyone here going to Psychedelic Science conference in Denver? it would be nice to meet other actualizers