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@integral I think women are not that simple, like Osho said "Woman is to be loved, not understood" and Leo is very much in his rationality, even his videos about love are very logical. We know what we want, a nice guy that has the capacity to kill, many men that are too nice are also extremely feminine so we tend to go to the bad guys cause his masculine energy (even when toxic) shows we will be provided and protected. I partially agree cause Im in this loop, so I will give him that.

@Princess Arabia oh yes, he never answers any of my questions here, if I create a new account as a guy asking about pick up I will be answered right away lol Very refreshing to read your comment, thank you!

@Davino I also find it very interesting, not sure where he is gonna get with all of that extreme scientism but Im here to watch, prefer watching the crazies than the normies, it's like watching Elon Musk, not a dull day. @PsychedelicEagle Love reading the comments, havent analyzed him from SD perspective, he is evolving, once he hits green and yellow things will be even more interesting. He is not the first to see aging as a disease, David Sinclair says that too. I try to think that everything that exists in reality serves a purpose, nothing is random and god is not dumb. My critic is that he is focusing too much on the body and not much in the mind, to live forever with a shitty mind is not wise.

@Rafael Thundercat so interesting what he says about the shamans keeping people sick so they would come back, basically what the pharmaceutical industry is doing. Ayahuasca has taken me to crazy realms, but I've always done it in very safe and organized places, I can see how things can get crazy very easily. I also think that no entities can attach to us, unless our shadow is not fully integrated, which is what he says in the video. Im from Brazil and spiritual people have a habit of saying everything is entities, they call it "obsessors" so whenever their shadow comes up and something goes wrong they say it's evil spirits, just so they dont need to take full ownership of their journey. I did an aya ceremony a month ago and when I was throwing up I started hearing a voice saying "give it to me now" "give me everything" and it was not the only time, every time I purge I go into this red reality where all the gunk goes to, vomit, poop or whatever. And every single time I know exactly what I am purging, hatred, envy, evil stuff from my shadow. It's like there are beings in those lower realities that feeds off of that evil stuff. So crazy, Stanislav Grof talks about this red realm in one of his books. Matt kahn has a video talking about the evil spirits that people see, he says that its a result of unintegrated shadow, sometimes people deny, suppress and repress their shadow so much that it creates an entity outside themselves. I think the best way to assess someone's level of consciousness is by looking at their body language, in his videos Russell brand cant help it, he is all over the place, there is no harmony or stillness. What do tou think it made Fisher take his own life?

It was so painful to watch him go downhill, another guy who went crazy is Brian Bose, not that he was ever good but good lord, looks like those guys are possessed by bad spirits, and mind me Im very skeptical about dark entities, spirits or whatever, he recorded a little documentary about his ayahuasca trip and it's sad to say but his trip reinforced his ego more than it destroyed, he is so self absorbed. I was watching this podcast with Rich Roll and Mark Manson and he was talking about addictive personalities, he said the addict never stops being an addict, he just switches to a healthier addiction, like working out, creating a business etc. In Rich Rolls case he used to be an alcoholic, now he runs ironman races, he said if he was not addicted to running he would probably go back to alcohol. I guess that's what happened to Russel Brand, wrong focus, it was either ex-crazed heroin addict or maga lol So fascinating how complex humans are, given that he is stage green. I also think how much of what he talks is to please his followers, given that he seems to be pretty attached to his identity.

@Princess Arabia never noticed that lol I wish he was more conscious when it comes to women, he still calls us girls. But well he couldn't be perfect, I fucking love his content.

@Evan Gill that's another thing for me. For the first time ever I'm questioning my psychedelic usage. I could be doing psychedelics in the way I do if my goal was to reach enlightenment but it's not the case. Most of the time we take psychedelics to bring more clarity but they end up bringing more chaos, ego backlashes etc.

Spiral Dynamics gave me the ability to read people very easily, therefore I became a loner. Sometimes I want to meet people but I compare them with books or podcasts. I don't think it's healthy tho, I feel like I need human connection (specially because Im Brazilian and my culture is very warm) but at the same time I wouldn't have it any other way, I've followed Leo for 8 years and I won't let go of my intellect/ wisdom just to spend time with the masses or lower consciousness ppl. It's a paradox I guess. Need more equilibrium or need to find the others. As Einstein said “Although I am a typical loner in my daily life, my awareness of belonging to the invisible community of those who strive for truth, beauty, and justice has prevented me from feelings of isolation.

@Leo Gura is karma related to epigenetics?

@enchanted wtffff abandoned a dwarf. @Davino isnt the 4th dimension time? Matt Kahn says that it's the time that takes to go from 3dr to 5th, from the mind to the heart.

I feel so dumb watching this interview. He looks like a 5yo who can’t hold his laughter and I’m just so fucking attached to my ego/ reality that I can’t get the joke 🤣 Jokes aside, his book is my bible, really appreciate his work

@Yimpa was this posted on the blog? I missed it lol

Marge getting actualized lol

Drop the neurotic label, it doesn't serve you. Plus we are all neurotic in this society. If by neurotic you mean highly anxious it means that you have a lot of energy and it just need to focused on the right things. What do you do in your free time? Look at your history of what you watch on youtube, look where you spend your money on, what do you usually talk about with friends? What books do you read? Big part of finding your purpose is knowing yourself. Once you find your center and know what your passions are, it all goes from there, then you will serve people. What do you care about? or who do you care about?

@Leo Gura I am so ready to hear you attempting to describe those experiences. Reminded me of the quote: The composer Stravinsky had written a new piece with a difficult violin passage. After it had been in rehearsal for several weeks, the solo violinist came to Stravinsky and said he was sorry, he had tried his best, the passage was too difficult, no violinist could play it. Stravinsky said, 'I understand that. What I am after is the sound of someone trying to play it.'

@UnbornTao So interesting, I keep diving into the SD material and sometimes try to watch his videos and I feel like the way he structures his thinking is either too loose or subjetive, not precise enough. Lost in the clouds is a good description. I would think that he is awake intellectually and has not embodied much of it ?! when compared to Leo, who is also a deep thinker and has reached some deep levels of consciousness, but is still able to bring the content to us in a way that we comprehend.

@Lyubov Yes, this thread helped me see how Im creating everything, and how my narrative is impacting my emtions. Thank you!!

So I left Brazil 9 years ago and I come from the countryside of Brazil, my whole family still lives in the same place, the house where I grew up is surrounded my slums, it's a very poor place, low consciousness stage blue. I haven't been there since I left but I still talk to my parents frequently, I've worked on myself tons, I've been following Leo for 8 years thankfully. In my therapy sessions I work a lot on my relationship with my family but the main thing is the feeling of guilt for being where Im at while my parents are there in Brazil, and mind me, its not life I reached success, I have a long way to go. Consciously I know they have their own life and I respect the way they live their life, but it's something that comes to the surface a lot in my life here, the thoughts are "you are here in US doing XXXX while your parents are there", I see myself sabotaging my life a lot because of that. It's unconscious, I talk about it in therapy, have worked on it in psychedelic experiences as well, but talking to them and hearing them complain about their life breaks my heart. Any advice or insights on how to stop sabotaging myself are appreciated. Thank you for reading.

@maxpechura wow that is amazing and crazy!! The part she says "I felt my dick, but Im a woman, I have no dick" lol Is it difficult to create those recordings? I would like to get all those trip reports on my channel but tried reading it and its trashy, tried using some AI but the recordings are not very precise. Reading trip reports was what sparked my curiosity for psychedelics and what helped me tremendously in my journeys.

@Husseinisdoingfine Uhhh was looking for this video! Thank you

@strika yes the way one practices sex will of course be in accordance with one's level of consciousness. I like to think that everything that exists in reality has its place and its purpose. Saying this kind of sex is not good is the same as saying god is dumb. God wants to experience itself in all forms, tastes and sounds. Limiting sex to be only sacred, cute or only for transcendence is tricky, like Osho said, sex is not only uncovering the body, is uncovering what is hidden, to get to transcendence there is a long way of clearing out "the ugly, dirty and wrong", and big part of it is looking at the way we see sex nowadays in our society. To transcend something you first need to embody it. To exit the maze first you enter it and play it. To get out of the matrix first you need to dive into it. It's crazy how spiritual people love to talk about sex for transcendence but all the guys are desperate doing nofap, celibacy and denying the lower levels not knowing one builds on top of the other, like steps to get to the top, we can't skip steps, it's integration. Also the whole transcendence idea, are we unhappy here that we desperately need to get out? I think enlightening is seeing this precious life as sacred and unique, with all the sides of the prisma, not only one. Denying out body, the material and our humanity will get us nowhere. There is nothing wrong with sex. Maybe if we were having more sex we would not be spending so much time talking about it, but because its taboo it became the biggest distraction specially for men.

@Danioover9000 so curious!! I listened to this podcast of Lex interviewing Aella and wow she is a fascinating human being. Spirituality is the new religion, spiritual people never talk about sex. Osho was one of the few, love this quote from him: "So really it happens that the more sexual a person is, the more inventive he can be. The more sexual a person is, the more intelligent. With less sex energy, less intelligence exists; with more sexual energy, more intelligence, because sex is a deep search to uncover, not only bodies, not only the opposite sex body, but everything that is hidden."