MsNobody

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  1. @Shin how do I do that? I would like to translate them all to Portuguese!
  2. So I was digging the forum looking for my fav content, trip reports, and got out with the list below, I tried to find trip reports in another websites and all I find are people watching cartoon while on psychedelics, this forum as Leo said is our sand box in this spiritual path and some people choose to do it with a little help of psychedelics, the trips I've read here are really deep with profound insights, of course the experience varies from person to person but in the end we are all biological machines and we fear the unkown, IMO knowing some basic things people feel and see while on substances might help us go deeper in our experiences, so here it goes: 5-MeO-DMT Psilocybin, LSD, Al-Lad MDMA Have fun! 5-MeO-DMT Psilocybin, LSD, AL-LAD Mdma
  3. @Echoes hahaha OMG! This video!! It makes me think about aaaaaaall the things I take for granted, we are fucking alive! And guess what? Life comes with that vehicle "a thing called body" so you can smell, touch, see and do all the fun shit! I'm glad to be alive in this now
  4. Who said they are suffering? Who said you need to save them? If your life purpose is helping people, so do it, study.. otherwise first help yourself, it's like the oxygen chambers in airplanes, first you save you, once you are fine, then you help others
  5. You see what you have inside yourself, its clichê but true
  6. @Key Elements Haha when I was drawing I was thinking the same thing because of the shaved head, but its totally fine, Leo does all this stuff that a normal human being wouldnt be able to.. haha he is not from here!
  7. I've been seeing a therapist in the last months and I know big part of who I am now is a sum of my PAST experiences, but I'm done talking about my past, my mom, dad, crazy ex bf, abusive relationships, society expectations etc, I got over it, I can talk about it freely, without pain and hate, I have compassion and all, then my question is: Should I keep digging my past to understand myself (therapy) or start building my future? (Life coach) I feel like I should use all my brain to start creating my future instead of looking into my past. The way I put psychologists vs life coach here seems really radical, so let me explain, in Brazil each psychologist follow a lineage (Freud, Jacques Lacan, Wilhelm Reich) here is US things are more integrated so I'm feeling lost (my therapist told me the names of the lineages that she bases her beliefs but god, she is thirsty about my past) every session I feel like she has a stick and she uses this stick to poke the wounds from my past, but I've realized some of them are already healed, I want to move on, am I wrong about that? am I just deluding myself? I'm open to suggestions, I was thinking about going to a specific therapist who follows Wilhelm Reich lineage (I had experience with it in Brazil and had good results) or look for a life coach, also one of my goals is to release some tensions and blockages in my body and of course, the main focus, self actualization. Thank you
  8. Happy birthday Leo! cant thank you enough for everything you've done for me! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
  9. I dont have any special recipe, but the last months I took a sports nutrition course and man it changed my life, I know exatcly what my body needs (and its not what my mind wants), it ended up that I've been eating mostly the same things: 5 meals a day - I interchange lunch and dinner every other day (Meal 3 and 5) to get different micro nutrients, but breakfast (Meal 1 and 2) and the afternoon snack (Meal 4) are always the same stuff, I found out I was breaking because when I leave room for my mind to choose what it wants to eat I would always go to the bad side and eat junkie food. Happy end - I dropped some pounds and I'm losing a lot of fat, the muscles in my belly are starting to show (I'm also doing it for the six pack, must confess) I have a lot more time now do do other stuff, instead of thinking about what I'm gonna eat next, thats the good thing about this secret recipes. Like if you take this blueberry smoothie as Meal 1, define the other meals (for example those that people are suggesting here) you can put everything on my fitness pal and see the macro nutrients, you are done, simple like that, for me was trial and error, I wish I had done this before, I struggled a lot with food addiction, and this whole thing Leo talks about, find some secret recipes, its gold Master the mind and the body will follow, getting rid of petty things to jump straight to what is really important @JustinS I'm feeling all wrong here cause I only eat one banana per day, I will be adding 11 more
  10. @Bebop the skull comes with this poem from Bukowski: "My dear, Find what you love and let it kill you. Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness. Let it kill you and let it devour your remains. For all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, but it’s much better to be killed by a lover."
  11. @Annetta I loved the song, I listen to similar ones, mostly instrumental so I don't get distracted, you might like this one! and my friend didn't die, he is pretty alive, it's a long story.. I liked the new skull too, keep going and come back to show us!
  12. @Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj Here are some trip reports from the forum! im also preparing myself to a mushroom trip, good luck for us!
  13. @nightrider1435 Yes, your trip inspired me to make this list! If I come back from mine I will post here as well Just started the 5MeO ones, its gold..
  14. @Whywolf Its about my friend sharing his gift with the world, I see a lot of potential but he cant see what he has inside himself, he doesnt do the "hard work" we are all doing here, I cant judge but though my drawing I can express my unhapiness about the way he decided to take his life I havent drawn in the last month, but its interesting how it digs in my emotions when I do, its like I feel really sad when I start drawing, usually I'm in some peaks of anxiety, then in the end of the drawing I cry, have no idea why, but its like I open myself up, then throughout the day, the small things, like sunset, flower or kind actions of people make me cry and see the beauty in life, its beautiful but at the same time I'm open to sad things too, I feel like I lose myself and my balance, rollercoaster of feelings, its therapeutical maybe I should do it more often but my laziness and fear of being imbalanced and steer my feelings dont let me. How about you? What inspires you in your art?
  15. @Whywolf I think this one, it's big, it was for a friend who helped me in the journey of awakening I'm looking forward to see them! I love drawing skulls, you might like those too, the last one was inspired in this poem from Bukowski "My dear, Find what you love and let it kill you. Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness. Let it kill you and let it devour your remains. For all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, but it’s much better to be killed by a lover."