Martha77

In my own experience I am the Biggest Cry Baby I can't watch the news without crying for people that I don't even know especially when something's wrong with our earth and people are affected. I could only guess that is that are very much alive and u have a heart. That is loving caring and you are special because can u imagine how bad this world would be if no one would have this emotional feelings.. OMG. But really it shouldn't matter what people say think negative.. I was told that I had depression and I had to take pills.. And by doing so it gave me other emotions that I know where not me.. But lil that I know it was the bad relationship I am in. Thanks to Leo and meditation... Tears of joy and sadness is can help letting go. And just a reminder that u are very much alive and living.. Make the best of what is..

Omg .wow....that's like something that I needed to hear ..I never thought of that... Wow..

Two years ago I found out that my mom was having something with this man from mexico we live in California.. And she communicates with him from ( what's up) ap ..well they been together for a long time ..my dad asked me to go in her phone and see what's up with her activities because he knew something so I did and yes I found what he was looking for and it disturb me in a way that I felt like if I was going to loose my mind.. But after getting my mom side of the reason ..all she wanted was attention and to feel loved and of course sex.. My dad in other hand retired, eat, sleep ,TV ,grumpy... And I am still shocked but accepting it ..I guess because I was the baby of the girls I took it to hard I believe that mom and dad should stay together for ever..and ever... I feel that that's how they will feel that its how its supposed to be....

I finally got the news from my so called husband that does not love me ..I'm OK with that but I'm concerned for my kids 16 ,13, boy and my 8 girl ..I'm scared it will affect them... I really need to move out of the house we live with his mom..but can't afford a place.. And looking for a 2 Nd job and to go back to school to get my GED...I feel that its to much thrown at me at once... Trying to be strong and mom at the same time and letting go...just worried for my kids.. Any support will help.. How to tell my kids with out hurting them

That's where I having difficulty ..I lernd how to sewing.. For the reason is I'm picky on my clothing I learned thanks to youtob I redesign my clothes for a better fashion look ..I would love to be my own boss have a store but I never finished school I'm looking to that and looking for a 2 Nd jod as well and going through a separation from my husband......

Thank you guys for the support.. It helps a lot..I'm not of many friends and my husband well different story.. But no support from him ..thanks for takeing ur time...i really do appreciate it..

Yes..first timer post .. I Have Worked In So Many Different Fields Jobs That I Don't See Myself As For My Career!!! Hope I can get some options to figure what I am going through in this part of my life.. Lil about me...im 39 I have 3 girls and 3boys and 2 beautiful grand daughters.. I feel that I am really stuck on just what I want to set my career. I worked in so many warehouses ..to me that's over worked and under paid ..home health care aid ...loved it but I get to close to the client that its really depressed to know that they have passed away... I am currently working in a restaurant called Korean BBQ and grill buffet.. And its OK but my boss cut my hrs because he pays me more and the other employee get less and they work 9hr 6days a week I only do 30 every 2 weeks... I need more money I am looking for a new job but still working at the restaurant.. And this is where I need to figure out how to make money and I'm getting older I need a career I need to start living life ..i hope I didn't send a wrong message..like I first said first time... Posting

Hi just had to comment on ur post . I am 39 (women ) that's is in the not so happily ever after marriage .but just from watching Leo's videos had been a life and mind changing I'm still in working progress and I see the videos over and over and every time I'm learning some thing new and its helped me from depression because I thought that my husband was the only man in the world that I had thoughts of killing myself for him... But thank God and thanks to Leo I can live life the way I want.. I'm still married but as soon as I can afford a place of my own I'm gone.. Just keep busy try doing new things...hobbies.. Remember I'm still working on progress I still have a long way to go..but do start taking baby steps... And take care..