After my first (and only so far) 5 meo dmt session I can't really remember that much, but what I remember was a feeling of great struggle. Afterwards the experienced guide told that I had told him with a firm and calm tone of voice that he was a fake, that he wasn't a guru. He told me that I had said that I am the real guru. All this followed by a lot of cursing, this time with not so calm tone of voice. He also told me that he tried to get me out of the "situation" that I seemed to be trapped in by hushing me and telling me to be quite, but I had apparently told him "who the f*** are you to hush me?". As I wrote earlier, I do not have any memory about saying all these words and I am surprised that I uttered these words to him since I traveled through three countries in order to meet him. I wonder if someone out there knows what happened to me, why did I react in that way? Thank you in advance!
