Timotheus

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@Spacious Very interesting, thanks!

@Spacious I can almost 100% relate to your (re)conditioning. Currently it happens many times a day when I can catch myself thinking irrational thoughts, displaying me as powerless, creating enemies out of nowhere, being incapable etc. What a relief.

I see it Like that: Seeing the absolute = being everything(and being everyone). Being everything=experiencing every kind of suffering possible. But maybe I should just let go, I see this doesn't really do any good.

Not from direct experience, I have to admit. But isn't this the case? At least my logic comes to this conclusion.

I think the absolute might also be quite terrifying. Terrifying things are happening on the earth, but I don't even want to imagine what kind of suffering is possible on other planes of existence.. Seeing an infinite amount of suffering also would move me to help eliminate suffering.

How can you be so sure? You are everything

@Shin Absolute infinity to me, also means infinite suffering

This sounds kinda terrifying to me, but at the same time very beautiful..

Didn't realize this too^^

"I believe the smartest people in the world are drug addicts - who wouldn't want to get out of SELF?!" - Paul Hedderman "Thought is a failed system" - Paul Hedderman "If it would be hopeless, I would immediately get loaded again" - Paul Hedderman "Self can't get out of self" - Paul Hedderman

@egoless No, only immeditately after 3-10 inhalations. That doesn't sound good. How high is your temperature? Mine has always been between 170 and 200 centigrade

@egoless never charged it completely, but I plugged it in and it was fine^^

@egoless It's been a long while, but after longer breaks of vaping I always kinda felt like extremely little particles invading my lung and caused unusual coughing contrary to usual smoking, but then again only the first few hits and no pain in the lungs, as there were with smoking. On the other hand, this little particles invading my lungs might have been particulate matter, which are probably quite a risk, but I don't know how it compares to the increased production of tar from smoking. For me, vaping "felt" better and maybe that's a sign that it actually is healthier. And yeah you should quit both

Awesome guided meditation, it's a pleasure. Be Do it and you will definitely feel permanent changes in your body. Relaxed, and at peace, which of course will eventually wipe out all neurosis. If you crave sex, then go for it, as much as possible, the body has its needs, never supress any cravings this will probably backfire.

@Mighty Mouse Of course not, but I can abide in there.

@Mighty Mouse Nevertheless all of this brought us to this point

@Ocean Well, what can I say, happens to the best I guess . What a mindfuck

@Mighty Mouse until you realize it's causing you suffering and you lose interest and surrender I start to believe there really is no other way. Everything is a dead end. Lucky so.

“Have compassion for all beings, rich and poor alike; each has their suffering. Some suffer too much, others too little.” — Buddha “The whole secret of existence is to have no fear. Never fear what will become of you, depend on no one. Only the moment you reject all help are you freed.” — Buddha

I've used to fuel many of my actions with aggression, anger, hatred. Not in an overly harming way of course, but it seems like this fuel is now fading, even though I don't really want that. Am I deceiving myself or is this part of the game?

@Nahm I think the message nevertheless somehow got transmitted This resonates with me. Thank you

@Nahm Yeah. Guess I'm confused since I don't see that much of a replacement in drive so far and I'm already stuck. But afterall it's more peaceful which is what I want too.

@phoenix666 <3