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Could be, but I want cake I don't know, I haven't found that hippy wonderland they've all been talking about and also I always feel lonely around people, although I'm not socially unskilled. On the other hand, I'm already quite shredded and muscular and in the process of getting some well paid degree. Feels good man. I don't believe 95% of the people on this forum to have gone beyond the desire for worldly success - I don't know about you, but I can only advice you to be brutally honest with yourself. Anyways thanks for the quotes! @Juan Cruz Giusto I think you've nailed it.

@aurum Yeah, thanks, I was looking for material like that.

@Leo Gura Yes it really does. Please excuse me for being such a skeptical jerk some ore many times. After a while into this work you can literally feel shit getting released throughout your entire body/spine. lol.

@cetus56 @Nahm Thanks <3

@Nahm I agree. Sadness is one of the few more positive emotions I still have access to. Try to sense the peace underneath the sadness and become aware that sadness itself is actually quite an emotional relief in and of itself. Any recommendations for sad music from you guys? I overdid it with the few more or less good songs I know. Thanks <3

I think god cares the least, that's why he is creating even more hells in his infinitely perfect disneyland. The "Be a good human being or I'll slap you" teachings by Mr. Dickinson are limited. Nothing personal.

This guy fits perfectly to your situation. Give it a shot You might also want to check out this one. https://www.amazon.de/Under-Rest-Reflections-Twelve-English-ebook/dp/B073W16Z6D/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1536999333&sr=8-1&keywords=paul+hedderman+12+steps he helped me quite alot, although I wouldn't consider myself to have been a hardcore addict. @perlita

Lol He is fooling all of you. Leo is one of the greatest trolls I know of Don't believe him claiming to be enlightened, but also don't believe him not to be enlightened. Hasn't he spoken to you guys yet? <3

It varies. There's love and there's love! See

Basically a guide that would give me unshakeable clarity and direction for my life. Similar to your inital question @Nahm

Just an idea

@Nahm Maya the bitch.

@Nahm Yeah, I guess I already got that. From the pov of God good and bad doesn't matter, since it's all love. From the pov of someone who gets tortured in hell for seeming eternity, I'd like to have a guarantee for them to be freed from their role sooner or later. Just my own egoic preference.

@MrDmitriiV Try this one. I could feel it having an effect on body relaxation and mood immediately. If there is enough awareness of your body, you can feel different effects for different chakras.

@Nahm Who knows, if there aren't any poor actors that cannot forget their roles?

@Leo Gura Thanks. I guess I get some of the points or pointers. Given that I would still run into this problem: If it is infinitely intelligent, then why is god convinced that the creation of suffering would be a smart move? One argument could be, because of its infinite freedom, but then again it does not seem to be free enough to stop itself from evolving into all the "bad" directions and dimensions, since it is infinite. It could still be that it's work in progress, but this would imply it's not perfect and imo not infinitely intelligent, just intelligent. Can one become conscious of infinite intelligence, eradicating all doubts, and become as firmly "convinced" as about the knowing of "I am"? Through contemplation?

How does the concept of cosmic or god's intelligence fit into this? This seems to be rather random.

@Nahm Thanks

@Nahm How much do you value intuition over logical reasoning in terms of achieving financial independence?

It's not even not just a human emotion. It's above everything. Even this new age shit of fear as being in opposite to love. Fear IS love.

That moment, when you meet a person without concepts ❤️

nice

I thought this would be what a "spiritual" retreat is all about? Now I'm confused.

Feels so good to read this. I'm tired of this bullshit like "just follow your flow" or "your inution will (completely) guide the way". Finally someone thinks it all through and is NOT bullshitting. I don't want to end up as a bum sucking dicks, just not to freeze to death.