Just Do Nothing

Thank you so much for your time! I have already laid of the drugs it was mainly weed and hash that I was smoking daily in phases. I noticed when I last smoked a joint that it threw my mind of balance and made bad emotions come out. No point in meditation if I'm going to get stoned and ruin the work. Harder drugs (club drugs) I had done pretty much every weekend over the festive period, right now...I don't want to ever do them again. I sound like a massive druggie but Britain has the biggest drug culture in the whole of Europe and being at University makes it even worse! It's funny you say about psychedelics for spiritual growth, I tried mushrooms for the first time this year and it was such an insightful experience. I had planned to do them once every three months as a ritual to reward myself for working hard. In fact, typing this again gives me motive to actually make this a thing. I meditated for twenty minutes last night and it was such a good sensation, I've attempted meditating several times in my life but it is only recently that I am starting to get sensations and enlightenment. I had the best sleep last night after meditation I laid in bed tingling and feeling truly blessed by the Universe (oneself). You are right, materialism is not satisfying and although I can put it into practice I end up being obsessive over material which eventually leaves to my downfall. I have plenty to shift my focus on to and I am grateful for that fact. I'm going to work hard at university again, grow myself to be a better person, learn, love and fulfil my life purpose to make a good contribution to this world for the future. Fortunately, I do like to keep fit and I do Thai Boxing a couple of times a week (not lately as have deadlines) I have plenty of time spent into fitness and it is my favourite hobby. I love to make music and right now I feel inspired to make some.. but like I say I have assignments in shortly so that is my priority. After my assignments are done I'm gonna watch your videos about creativity because I feel like it's something that I lack right now. I know it seems like I already know all the answers, the truth is... I do know how to live the lifestyle to an extent however, I fail to have to have the wisdom to put into practice permanently. This website has helped me massively, normally I start to contemplate ending my life at this point... but right now, I am actually feeling pretty fucking fantastic For now I've ordered one of your recommended books 'Managing Oneself' by Pete Drucker! I shall be studying that on arrival whilst putting into practice my new way of life.

When I was a young teenager I use to be hooked on playing games. One day I made the realization that all time I was spending making my character better could be spent making my life better instead. I've hardly played any games since.